04 April, 2010
school's reopening in about 2 weeks' time.
& i know there gonna be a great, huge, significant difference this year.
why?
cus i dont have my two lovely, sweet, beloved girls with me.
just so you know, they played the most significant roles in my poly life, including HANNAH!!
when school term starts,
no more dodo sitting beside me.
no more dodo to suddenly LOL with me in class.
no more dodo to msn with me in class though we're only being separated by a "board".
no more dodo to crap with me and smell my jacket (which is scented with my perfume).
no more dodo to ask me "are you okay?".
no more dodo to give me hugs and all whenever im down.
no more dodo to first hand know whenever im not okay.
no more dodo for me to share and rant to.
no more dodo to go toilet with me and go makan place with me or whatever.
no more dodo to help me with school work whenever im lost.
no more dodo to sayang me.
no more dodo for me to dote on, and be there for.
no more dodo for me to sayang. no more dodo for me to hug.
no more dodo to make my day and bring a smile on my face.
no more dodo to share lil secrets with.
no more dodo to send random sms.
no more dodo for many many things, everything.
no more fel to crap and laugh with.
no more fel to listen to her speaking.
no more fel to be there to encourage her, and be there for.
no more fel to hug me.
no more fel to encourage.
no more fel to tease her.
no more fel to dote on her, and sayang her.
no more fel to disturb her in the middle of lesson.
no more fel to turn behind and cover her screen with my hands or whatever.
no more fel to talk about dance stuffs and al.
no more fel to share my stuffs with.
no more fel to make my day and bring a smile.
no more fel to ask me if im okay.
no more fel to send random sms.
no more fel for many many things, and everything.
yes, similar things between both of them.
in fact, i could jus copy paste the " no more " from dodo to fel's part too.
and now you know how great are both of them.
really miss them a lot, this hols.
and i know im gonna miss them even much much more when school starts.
even though i dont say,
but dearests, i miss you too badly. ):
to the extent i so feel like tearing now as i blog this.
even though we're in different sem now,
but be sure im still here for you..
just like the past 2 years.
and i always will be.
much loves and misses to you girls.
xoxo!
but on a lighter note,
thank God i've got hannah with me.
well, this girl here is awesome toooo!
always trying her best to be there for me and encourage me.
always lighten up the atmosphere with her craps and actions.
hahaha..
never forget the falling off while dancing.
hahaa.
and for many times she helped me a lot a lot with my school works, be it in proj or individual.
thanks dear!!
yes, i love her too!!
i've got you with me, hannah. loves!!
| till death do us apart<3 | 1:53 AM :)
22 March, 2010
poor lil blog is being abandoned for over a month.
totally forgotten i've got a blog here.
but i've lost interest in blogging.
):
if you ask me how's life,
i would prolly answer ups and downs.
perhaps now is the down period.
idk.
'm trying to be fine, like really trying.
trying to keep my mind in control, trying to guard my heart.
yeppp.
and Josh finally give me a ride on her bike!
so shioookkkk!!
20march, she gave me a lift from jurong to hougang!
it was a bit drizzling then,
but really shiok.
that kinda speed, and the places she drove me to before reaching hougang is nice!
too bad she only promise once, and papa also said once only.
):
so miss it.
can i have it once more, please?
and now my turn to be afraid of steamboat.
hahaha.
trying to keep myself sane.
i will be fine, just fine.
| till death do us apart<3 | 3:28 AM :)
01 February, 2010
after six years,
it's back to short hair again.
hahahaha.
so so so different feeling!
nice or not,
you say.
two more weeks..
and booo!
off school!
two more days..
or rather.. one more..
and knock down, hopefully.
| till death do us apart<3 | 12:14 AM :)
25 January, 2010
MIA
| till death do us apart<3 | 12:59 AM :)
18 January, 2010
it never change throughout the years.
a week or two before (or after),
things definitely happen.
so 'm right.
srsly, i'm not looking forward to that day.
not at all.
don't come pls.
it pierced through my soul
| till death do us apart<3 | 12:39 AM :)
13 January, 2010
mentally drained.
| till death do us apart<3 | 9:23 PM :)
the good times you don't see.
you only see the bad times.
is this fair?
beside, the good times surpasses the bad times so much more.
'm tired of explaining.
neither 'm i gonna do that.
forget it.
every single time you gave me such high hopes,
but when the time really comes,
you crashed everything with just any excuses of yours.
and now,
guess what,
i've lost confidence in your words.
'm not gonna allow your words to lift me all the way up high,
in case in a split second ill fall all the way down.
what a disappointment.
| till death do us apart<3 | 1:56 AM :)
09 January, 2010
thanks for making my life harder.
| till death do us apart<3 | 10:59 PM :)
