29 November, 2006
alright people, one last post before im flying off to thailand.
yupp, before i leave my blog dead for another 9 days or so. haha. will be gone from 29/11 - 7/12.
anything msg me, get back to you when i reach singapore. haha!
ytd evan came over before going to the healing conference at indoor stadium. draw on my hand using the dunno-wad-thing. white chocolate is nice! wahaha. not a bad experience. its so cool la. alot of people come to know Christ i suppose? alot are healed and freed too! coolness! first time see those manifesting experiences, yes, its scary. held evan's hand tighly. haha. think the whole thing lasted till quite late. didnt managed to stay for the whole thing. dad asked mi to take cab home at 12am. and yup, dearie accompanied me. was quite tired at tt time when going home. lied down and talk talk talk. lol! not bad ahh. NICE COSY TAXI! hah! wad a nice place to choose .. first time!!! lolls. ended up still u initiated. u'r also the one who owned mi initially. haha! so dosen matters la hor, haha. yes, u did it, and i nothing to say le. and now, u can shoot mi liao la? lalala. LOL. anyway, a nice and simple day. i love ytd. thanks for ytd, dearie! im gonna miss u lots!!!!! take losta care! see u soon. muacks. <3
today went out with mummy. so bad la she, want mi to take the things, if not she dun wanna buy things for me. haha! but well, dosen matters, i did bought somethings. bought 2 jean, one long sleeve shirt, and necklace! not bad ah. half way at the bank, received a call from karen. after tt she passed it to pastor daniel. scare me. and pastor daniel was asking, " how come u r outside? i thought u should be staying at home? ". haha. but indeed i was out with mummy, so yar. haha. went to eat dinner with whole family + weisong and benjamin. so long since we eat dinner tgt ler. the feeling is jus so different, this chance is so rare. not bad la. at least one last dinner b4 i went off and this dinner was meant to celebrate daddy's bdae in advance. his bdae i will be at thailand by then. nth much after tt, went home and rot at home le. lalala.
dunno wad else to say le. flying off in a few 10plus hours time. hrmm, dunno wad's awaiting there for me and the others. dunno wad's expecting there. boo!
off for another few dayys ...
loves.misses.
| till death do us apart<3 | 3:40 PM :)
21 November, 2006
few days since i last blogged. here im again.
firstly one thing to be happy about,
Dian Yong received Christ on sat!! yea yea.
and evan is changing over to COSBT.
let's get high together and rock the place !!!
ytd again got the fund raising for the mission trip. not bad ahh. jus tt at first was quite tired. after that still alright. not really sure how much is the profit, but should be not bad bah. (:
after that went to meet evan. went orchard, cine. look look walk walk, trying to find the rings. cant find one really to liking. so yupp, jus continue walking. sorry ahh, im not angry or did i cry. LOL. didnt wanna talk is just for fun, but i think it did somehow brought down the atmosphere ehh. =X sorry.
eventually still went to vivocity. veri packed, wad's the occasion? mayb its a sunday. lolls. finally bought our rings dere! thanks dearie! something evil come to mind, wanna try out to watch final call at jurong east, hoping they wont check I.C. and we went dere. duh.. dun haf final call. ended up watching colic. half way, evan keep saying she veri hungry. LOL. and yes, her stomach was grumbling. haha! she went out to buy some tibits. and yea, its the first time i m in a cinema myself, somemore watching horror movie. yes, im quite scared, but luckily haven reached the climax of the show. * wonder if the show really got climax de anot. LOL.
she came back, den jus pop out the qns if wana go to the other room to watch DOA. man, its the first time i did tt! lolls. and yea, DOA is of cos nicer den colic. the girls so cool lah! haha. ended at abt 9pm. nth much to do at je entertainment. so walked with her back.
duno how come, suddenly the topic of 17 comes back again. it keep popping out during the day. yes, ytd was kinda the last time we would went out like this til i come back from mission trip and stuff. it suddenly jus rained for 1 min or even lesser! man, and the rain come in the right time in the middle of the conversation! get drenched jus for a little while.
its like a miracle lah! dun teared, cheer up! will missya too!
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through expression, messages,
i noe and sense it all.
it jus brought everything from the inside out of me.
i dunno how to put into words.
its just like tt.
it will come, veri soon.
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going to play badminton with the dancers + the wushu guys. and jing wei is bringing guitar. LOL. i wanna play !!!! but i dunno how. =( nvm, meeting them at 12pm and here im still.
lalala.
i gotta rush off!
bye!
loves.misses.
| till death do us apart<3 | 3:24 PM :)
17 November, 2006
had a big big bang quarrel with family ytd night, a few mins after i reached home. man, it was really bad. first time. so long somemore. whole family turning upside down. sighs.
so agitated, so pissed, so hurt, tears jus cant stop falling.
but also, i know i hurt them too.
evan called me. felt much better after talking to her. thanks! <3
luke 12:53 helps alot. thanks jerome! (:
i don't care if it is attack or wad. someone muz be unhappy bcos in days time, we are all gng out to spread the good news in Thailand. let me tell you, this can't get me down. by faith, i noe n believe that alot alot of ppl will come to noe the Lord. do wadeva you want, i got my Daddy to protect me. im not afraid of you, and i never will! you won't get anything, only anger, you will be stomping in a rage, bcos hordes of lost souls gonna be saved. just you wait, mr. Sa.tan + your " brothers ".
hoping sunday is available for both you and me! lolls. rock the town and get the things! best get it before i go for mission trip la, ok? hee, siao liao. yupp, looking forward to the day we go your romantic place, with candles + canned food. haha! the thoughts of these make mi going high~ HAHA! =D
so nan de i staying at home whole day w/o stepping out of the house a single step sia. LOL! slack slack slack whole day long! watch VCDs and stuffs. bleah~
| till death do us apart<3 | 10:41 AM :)
13 November, 2006
alright. shall blog about the happenings these past 3 days.
went vivocity with evan to actually wanna catch final call, but it was NC16 and we didnt managed to get thru. sian. ended up we watched covenant. bought another tube of candy for me. but its strawberry this time! thanks! its nice! haha. went orchard there to eat pasta. yea, yummy yummy! i know i will never be able to eat these kinda stuffs if i go with my family. walked ard orchard. and surprisingly we saw gideon and the gang. shocking larh! i thought was only gideon, but slowly slowly saw brother rixiang and sister diana and the rest. LOL! took bus back to JE and back to home. slept, was just too tired. fun day, nice day, i jus love it. im always happy going out with you! haha. (:
day of the open house. still okay. time passed quite fast. performance for the first slot was not bad. after that went to play badminton for a little while. tt yumiko saw me, first thing she did is to hit me. man, not veri light worr. haha. break for quite some time before we went back to prepare for the second performance. this time it was quite stupid. repeated 2 times due to the CD prob. third time finally okay, lucky. after tt seemed to be so worn out, dunno why. back is aching and heart pain coming back again. sighs. didn't wanna care much. went to church after that, attending only service. was simply just so tired la! nth much. had dinner and went home.
this morning, fund raising for the mission trip. got up at 6am just to take the extention thingy from karen. was late in meeting her, hopefully she is not late for work. still so early, didnt noe wad to do so jus take bus straight to church. reached at abt 7.30am when the whole thingy starts at 8am. sitting there, waiting for cell ppl to come. seemed like so weird la, everyone is busy doing things and im standing there looking. =X afterall, it was not bad ahh. everything goes on veri smoothly.
went home after that and catch a short nap. less than an hour. if not sure cannot tahan de plus with the stupid headache. took cab and went to mr lee's house. never knew so many ppl were there alr. started the bbq. some are bbq'g the food, some playing cards. LOL. cook a portion and the 6 of us went to a table and eat. after tt, mr lee called me and said the pool table can be used. went up. khai loon and gek theng were playing. mi and mr lee paired vs khai loon and gek theng. yea, we won for both 2 rounds! haha. after the 2 rounds, mr lee went down to see the rest. ended up only mi, khai loon and gek theng were there. 2 vs 1. so unfair! but still, i won for the first round. second round was critical. i left one, they left one, and one black ball. dumb me, dunno how i aim, untill i shoot the black ball in before i finished up the coloured one. so, lost straightaway. =.=
cannot stand kok leong and calista. man, they were challenging each other in dancing. i didnt noe they can get so WILD! see the other side of them. haha. just can't stop laughing. went up to mr lee's house to watch shutter. some were up there watching alr, with all the lights off. went to boon lay centre to find mum n dad and went home, and here im blogging.
nth much alr. really veri veri tired. luckily tml no dance. but still can't slp till late late. lalala~
| till death do us apart<3 | 5:10 PM :)
10 November, 2006
finally, saturday we got to perform! yayness! thanks to miss chan, mr phor and of cos, to all the dancers involved in this dance! =D
yupp. quite like today dance. partially bcos it is kinda self-practice and it is our own dance. practiced love bubble and also mr.Q. got a chance to just dance freely with the music during the free time when we rested. yea, it's cool and fun.
got some internal conflict between the seniors. just bcos of a certain part in the dance. Baby was worried tt my back would worsen so suggested that we change tt step into something else. * thanks baby, but yea, still okay la. can endure (: * couldnt come to a conclusion to change to which step, karen's or yiqi's. ended up the atmosphere quite cold.
in the end, insisted on carrying on with the orginal step, provided weng qin's back is okay. yupp, tt ended everything. continue practising for a while and mr phor came. danced to let him see after we really practiced. during tt certain part [ xia yao ], lost balance, almost slip off, but still managed to substain. and of cos, further hurt my back.
even when walking, dere is slight pain. simple move in dancing, it also hurts. i wonder where and how do i really injured it, that can be like tt. haha. its the first time. hopefully it will get well soon, still got some upcoming dance practices.
nth much to say. last day of headstart tml. preparing to get tons of hw. haha.
busy and tiring week.
signing off.
loves.misses.
| till death do us apart<3 | 11:37 AM :)
09 November, 2006
continuing having dance for 3 days. tml still got dance. this week dunno why seemed to be so tiring. kinda quite stressed up with stuffs. headache and tiredness had been accompanying mi for days.
tml dance is kinda crucial. hopefully everything will went on well. (:
yupp. today kinda is the last formal dance practices le, though still got extra practices which we requested.
busy holiday.
hopefully im able to attend all mission trainings, all dance practices ( sch + church ).
nevertheless, i wont forsake the time of going out with friends! haha.
2 months of holiday, but most of the days im not at home!
im looking forward to friday!
yes, i really do. (:
headstart is ending in 2 days time!
dunno why, suddenly had the urge to go find that " something ",
that thing that we went searching for at JP on sunday.
haha. siao liao. =X
thanks dearie for the " little crown ", chocolates and jellys! and simply for everything!
LOL. so sweet of you! jus enjoy being with u!
<3 you. HAHA! (:
i don't ask for much.
wadeva is happening or wadeva's wrong with me,
i didnt let you know.
with all this things,
i come back, hopefully things will be much beta.
times and times again,
when i need care n rest most,
all these never come.
instead, scoldings and all those rubbish came.
i dunno if u ever tried to understand.
i find it really hard to even communicate with u guys.
all i ask for is the freedom to pursue my interest,
to fully fulfil my responsibility,
and to be totally devoted to wad i believe in.
sometimes, somedays, i really wonder.
if time is coming to an end soon or approaching.
now and then, frequently or occasionally,
it will be so hard, so terrible.
it will be so freaking sharp pain.
heart pumping fast,
gasping for air.
it will be so difficult to even do so.
having difficulty standing upright,
with the heaviness in my mind.
lalala.
wadeva it is,
dance, never to be missed.
| till death do us apart<3 | 12:17 PM :)
04 November, 2006
hrmm, as usual, went for headstart today. one week of headstart had passed! cool. wahaha.
after that got dance at 2pm, but im only dismissed at 1.45pm. karen called teacher and told her we'll be back at 2.30pm. so yupp, we went out to eat. haha!
went dance, and mi and karen went off at 3.45pm. gonna go gideon's stand down parade. haha.
went to one of the school toilet to change. LOL. pamela, doreen and hooi kim came in! haha. told them we go attend some parade thingy. after tt joke with them tt we going clubbing. LOL! =X
brother rixiang pick us up at west mall and went back to church to change another van, bigger one. haha! all in one van, brother rixiang ; sister diana ; hanyang ; zhicheng ; alex ; jerome ; tiffany ; karen ; michelle and me. was late for the parade, but still managed to get in. saw pastor daniel there!
after the whole thingy, went to changi village to haf dinner. hard to find a parking lot. LOL. not bad ahh, first time went out with church ppl liddat. haha!
after eating, pastor daniel and brother rixiang was deciding who send who home. haha! and pastor asked one veri sensitive qns. =X and yupp, ended up, mi, michelle, jerome and alex sit pastor's car home! LOL. thanks pastor daniel! (:
picture taken today :
mich, me, karen and tiff! whee~!
still got some others. but i dunno why i can't upload them!! argh ..
tml is the dance audition. dunno why, im feeling so scare so nervous la. wad's wrong with me? haha. well, jus give it a try i guess. lalala. bleah~ i dunno.
ohya, gotta say again.
i hate e-learning. its lame. haha.
headache headache, plz go away man.
i dun want you !! shoo!
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TAGGIES REPLY.
wee kiat : haha! thanks. tml is the day. (: yes, im and i love it! haha
hwahwa : haha! why brought out by my actions? LOL. dance is dance, basketball is basketball! haha. its different! LOL. yea, i know la. many many still studying! haha.
jeremy : im going for the audition. dunno if will get in anot. if get in, den yea, gonna perform for christmas bash.
evan : thanks dearie! haha. do my best, and tt's al i can do! whee~ (:
| till death do us apart<3 | 5:06 PM :)
02 November, 2006
headstart is really sian .. lalala.
still got the e-learning thingy.
argh .. i rather haf a few more hw den needa go into that larh!
LOL.
received the call yesterday. audition for the dance for christmas bash is this sat, 1030am! im really anxious lar. haha.
well, i believe if God wants mi to serve Him in this time dance, He will help mi in getting in. haha.
God, i lift the whole audition into Your hand! (:
help to fold about 700papers for the open house today during maths lesson. its so tiring after i folded one whole big stack. haha. well, its alrite bah. just tt my maths stil not done!
and also, chinese books haven buy. so ma fan. thanks mich for helping mi get the textbook first. (:
when will the headache go away? its so irritating larh. =(
sighs.
tml got dance. somemore 4 hours. quite sian or rather tired.
hrmm ..
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TAGGIES REPLY.
wee kiat : linked! (:
gideon : haha! so sorry for holdin it with mi for so long. will get it read up asap and return u. thanks anyway. its a real good book! i learnt quite a bit from it! (:
hwahwa : yea! absolutely! i will for sure. haha. (: meet up more often to play. haha. i really enjoyed myself. so high larh! take care too, girlie!
| till death do us apart<3 | 12:03 PM :)
