Dance In His Love ;

30 August, 2008

ever-changing.

yea, be ready to adapt to changes.

months have passed.

life's not picking up.

where's the joy?

i'm lost.

i've gotta find the way back.

i can't hang on any longer.

tell me,

what's wrong.

who's there.

for a moment,

i thought im gonna lost my sight forever.

how silly. haha!

| till death do us apart<3 | 1:09 PM :)

28 August, 2008

i miss you like a child misses her blanket.

yes, badly. right now.

how i wish it's just like that night .

don't ask me anything.

| till death do us apart<3 | 4:22 PM :)

25 August, 2008

& i'm missing missing missing ...

people ...

no elaboration needed, i guess.

but the greatest misses i've of all is

Ding laoshi.

yes, i miss her choreography soooo much. c.contemporary dance. misses! tian kong. man, i do really miss that!

yes, though i'm now in NRA (& i'm loving it totally! :D), i still do miss the past dance. (:

especially with my girls: yiqi dear ; baby; baohui; karen etc..

Calista darling, be strong. (: you're dearly loved. <3

Wanzi darling, your prayers are appreciated! you're sooo loved! <3

Lord, i wanna draw strength from You.

| till death do us apart<3 | 3:26 PM :)

23 August, 2008

God, i thank You for this family that You've placed me in.

i'm so touched, i feel so loved by them.

I'm so touched by mummy during the malaysia trip. i'm touched by mummy How willingly she allows me to buy the things i like even though it's expensive. she said, "if you really like it a lot, just get it". but wells, i didnt get a single thing though. but! i don't feel a least upset! :D i'm touched by mummy when she offer to buy me the necklace which she thinks it's nice, knowing that i never got a single thing from the many shopping malls. but i rejected, cos i don't wanna waste her money. i'm touched by mummy for her concern and care even though i gave my attitude on one night. i'm touched by mummy when she asked me out to go shopping with her, reason being she knows i wanna get clothes. how sweet of her. i love my mummy, yes it's true. (: and i'm gonna tell her that! :D

i'm touched by daddy because no matter how many times i disappoint him, his love & care never cease. as much as he don't like me to keep going out, he still give me the money whenever i need it to go out. i'm touched by daddy every night before he comes home, he'll call me to ask if i wanna eat anything. i'm touched by daddy for he'll always listen to my explanation for all my doings. i'm touched by daddy because he used to always stay up to wait for me for my return from work. i'm touched by daddy, despite knowing i'm not the perfect daughter, not a wonderful daughter, he still loves me. daddy, i do love you too tho i never say it before.

this is really weird. but yea, i do am touched by my brother too. i remembered when we were still sharing a room, we shared every single night before we sleep. and he would tell me, if anyone was to bully me, he'll stand up for me. (: everything seemed so transparent between us. despite all the quarrels and everything, i know he does stil care. i'm touched whenever my parents are overseas, he'll ask me out for meals and such. tho now we rarely talk, but whenever he've got nice shows and such, he'll come over to my room and ask me to watch. and he did it just a while ago. (: thanks brother. <3

okay, this is like getting so emotional. hahahaa.

but i just do realise how much i actually love my family. (:

and i seriously thank God for this.

yes, u see the difference.

last time i used to cry and complain about my family sooooooo much (people who are close know). but now, everything seemed so nice everyday.

who else can make it happen other than God. (:

and this is to my silly daughter.

i've never forgotten about you birthday. you wasted ur tears, silly.

your big day have been hanging on my mind since last week. despite i'm overseas, you're stil on my mind.

tho it's a bit late, but still

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BABY ((((:

i love you always! history maker! :D

| till death do us apart<3 | 3:22 PM :)

22 August, 2008

back from KL. :D

currently not in the mood to blog about happenings.

i just wanna dance till day break.

| till death do us apart<3 | 4:44 PM :)

17 August, 2008

okay people, i'm gonna leave my blog alone for a few more days. (:

the next update prolly will be next sunday.

because..

RENEE IS GOING ON A "HOLIDAY"! with MICHELLE NG & MUMMY. (:

okay, seriously, i feel weird going overseas for long (more than a day =/).

cos i know for sure,

i'm gonna miss my friends. :( yes, this i'm sure.

i'm gonna miss you people a lot. tho it sounds a bit exaggerating, but it's true. you know who you are. (:

before i really go off,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, WANZI DARLING.

mummy loves you to bits! you know it's true! hahahhaa.

i dunno why m i doing all these;

but i just wanna do whatever i can for you.

bye, world.

| till death do us apart<3 | 5:55 PM :)

13 August, 2008

okay, i'm back, like FINALLY, i know. i'm still alive uh!

haha. perhaps nobody's coming here anymore. ohwells.

so i'm gonna just post photos up. hrmmm. photos as earlier as 3463274241 years ago. hahaa.

okay, lame. as earlier as i can find and dig out. (((:

the outing with 2C girls. <3

these girls, i love! :D

the JJ-ians. hahahah!

NP-ians? hahaha. sounds weird.

the long ago visit to S.A.M with the girls! <3

fel&me! honey! <3

this shows how much doreen dislike hannah! hahaha.

hannah; doreen; jocelyn!

you see, i love joce! :D

they repent after blocking me for a few shots! now's my turn to pose! haha.

some night-outs. ((:

dempesy hill! did i spell correctly? =/

this girl is my darling! definitely love her! :D

love the people, love the ice cream!

the fun night at haji! :D

weiru acting gay! bth!

edited by kelly!(same goes for the next 3 photos!) :D & no no! this cannot be true! we're cousins! hahaha

they're loved! (:

yes, this is me. don't doubt. ((:

with diona and calista! :D loves!

thanks calista for the collage! :D

diona and calista! what you doing? hahhaa

hahhaa! i choose a few photos out of the many! u know, im lazy. but one thing to declare, i love them so! :D it's true. (: the fun people in my life!

a first-time unforgettable thurs night! :D

edited by kelly again. uhmm.. shifu, you're addicted to me? hahaha!

my long lost sister. (: she's so sexy! haha

after a night out. (: enjoyed!

the going back from the sentosa trip! (:

the forever fun-loving people! loves!

we're trying to act like the lady in the poster! sweet?

i love 'em! <3

some random pictures taken during this MIA period.

people ask if we're related. hahaha! she's nice! :D love her to bits!

pepper lunch at taka! love them all! :D

the last aerobics class. (((: i miss the training of abs! and i miss fiona!

last but not least, BIG THANKS to my three models who helped me in my photography final assignment. SAM, NINA, GORDON! thanks guys! :D

some photos of them! :D

some randomly chosen photos, not the best in the portfolio! :D

SAM.

she's simply so hot and cool! loves! :D

NINA.

the forever so sweet and pretty half-jap girl! total love! :D

GORDON.

the ever- friendly guy! nice to chat with! thanks! loves too! :D

there's still a lot more pictures, but i'm really lazy and tired. haha. loading speed is slow too! shall update another day, which is soon i guess. (:

love the stars above. <3

| till death do us apart<3 | 1:00 PM :)