30 July, 2009
assignments, projects.
scriptwriting, maya, after effects, filming, french lalalala.
2 more weeks!
(: ): (: ):
Fel told me about studio wu today during lunch.
'm really interested, seriously.
but again, i'm scare.
hmmmmmm. should i?
french written test tmr.
sian to the max.
O God, i need You here.
scriptwriting test on mon.
as what hannah said, like literature.
hmmmm. ))):
ahh, okay.
i should stop complaining.
alright, back to french.
bye!
| till death do us apart<3 | 11:42 PM :)
28 July, 2009
postitive or negative, i think i wanna know.
| till death do us apart<3 | 8:54 PM :)
27 July, 2009
it felt so pretentious.
what's the matter?
i need a life.
| till death do us apart<3 | 3:33 PM :)
pearlynn darling, smiles!loveya, you know that!
| till death do us apart<3 | 5:24 AM :)
it's more than i expected.
disappointed, perhaps yes.
some things are simply just meant to be left unsaid,
even if it hurts.
heard and accepted, get over it.
yes, it hurts.
why do i feel like i'm being lied to?
somehow,
your words don't tally.
why is this so?
don't give me half truth.
don't talk to another about the same topic we used to have.
i know there's more in times to come.
i'm gonna handle it well, yes i know i need to.
i'm learing to be stronger, emotionally.
i'm sorry for tonight.
keep crying/tearing non-stop, for whatever many reasons there might be, said or unsaid.
but thanks for everything. (:
| till death do us apart<3 | 3:48 AM :)
24 July, 2009
cough cough cough...
):
God, i pray for wisdom and memory!
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:04 AM :)
it pretty much hurts to be saying that out myself.
yet another friday.
sighs.
| till death do us apart<3 | 12:19 AM :)
23 July, 2009
hush hush,
don't cry.
i'm here.
| till death do us apart<3 | 10:28 PM :)
if i don't,
then what explains the scar?
all in all,
i'm sorry.
| till death do us apart<3 | 3:50 PM :)
i remember telling you that i'll dance for you.
(other than the fact that it's my passion, for me).
i'll continue dancing for you,
and even if one day you leave,
i'll still be dancing for you,
till the very day you come back and be my very own audience again.
| till death do us apart<3 | 12:05 AM :)
22 July, 2009
even a bomb gives off warnings before exploding.
but i received none,
before this explosion.
why?
| till death do us apart<3 | 3:43 PM :)
20 July, 2009
one can have many many many friends.
but it's hard to find one who is willing to die for you.
and yet,
i know for sure.
there's this one who is willing to die for me,
at the very least.
((:
lovelove.
i'm very much fortunate and blessed, i know.
i want you to be truly happy.
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:01 AM :)
19 July, 2009
would you tell me simply what does that mean?
do you have to?
& your words simply contradict.
| till death do us apart<3 | 3:01 AM :)
17 July, 2009
it makes me wanna cry to hear that you're leaving.
):
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:14 PM :)
these two person brings a smile on my face on this very stressful friday.
xueli and evan.
(((:
they're sooooo sweet, yet sooooo silly.
touched by the words they said, the things they do.
and yes dearests,
i love y'all!
:D
| till death do us apart<3 | 11:57 AM :)
not a very nice start of the day, i should say.
okay okay, i should be having french class now.
but apparently,
i'm in the library with fel.
why?
cause we skipped class due to late,
and i'm feeling all so stressed up.
sighs.
sorry, felicia.
):
no, not gonna waste time.
gonna start on script now.
tired.
):
dance later.
hmmmm.
| till death do us apart<3 | 8:55 AM :)
that was pretty much uncalled for.
don't leave just like that,
'cos i believe things are gonna be just fine once again.
-
tmr will be the start, i guess/hope?
let the ball start rolling,
and i guess i need to keep the momentum going.
to be frank,
i'm feeling all so scare/nervous/stressed whatever you name it right now.
fel, thanks for starting this with me all over again.
loveya, honey!
((:
it's nearing 3am.
and i've yet to touch the stuffs that i said i'm gonna do today!
procrastination.
be with me.
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:42 AM :)
16 July, 2009
having hardmod class now.
)):
feeling rather giddy.
idk why.
ever since at atrium alr feel so.
and i srsly can't wait for class to end!
6pm ...
hmmmmm.
oh oh,
and the previous post is posted by Felicia Chia herself.
hahahahaha
but well, the content is true!
i love her!
imissya, missya.
| till death do us apart<3 | 3:40 PM :)
I love felicia :D
She rockx my sockx
xxooxxoo <3333
hehehehehe
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:58 PM :)
12 July, 2009
did i just missed the chance?
and probably the only one chance?
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:49 AM :)
11 July, 2009
i need some tanning,
need some chilling,
need some partying.
hahahahaha.
lalalas.
| till death do us apart<3 | 7:28 PM :)
i miss Ru.
((:
the thought of what she said that day still touches my heart to the bottom.
lovelove!
| till death do us apart<3 | 7:04 PM :)
it feels as though i've been home for long,
when it's only yesterday (after school) all the way to now.
lol.
i think river is still best place afterall.
a place of memories,
a place of happenings,
a place of emotions.
pretty cool to stay there throughout the night.
(:
lovelove!
| till death do us apart<3 | 5:58 PM :)
guardian angel.
beautiful.
i love.
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:11 AM :)
enough of hearing that.
stomach was in a very bad shape today.
but finally, it's better.
thank God.
in a blink of eyes, it's has been alr more than a month,
prolly close to 2 months?
R, pick up the courage.
A dream/goal serves as a direction,
and motivates oneself to work towards it.
but what about me?
i am me,
this i know.
| till death do us apart<3 | 12:13 AM :)
09 July, 2009
somehow it makes me feel like a fool to think i said that.
oh well.
i'm so so tired.
| till death do us apart<3 | 6:57 PM :)
i hate the feeling of missing you.
| till death do us apart<3 | 12:39 AM :)
08 July, 2009
sometimes i wish,
i wish i could just be more sensitive to my closest, dearest group of people.
The LLL.
be more sensitive to every single one of them,
how they feel,
what they're thinking and all.
| till death do us apart<3 | 1:11 AM :)
07 July, 2009
more than words.
<3
i'm gonna be late! )):
sometimes you wish the night could be longer..
chompchomp tonight!
woah~
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:40 PM :)
05 July, 2009
God, i pray..
You'll work in this household.
You'll break whatever unhappiness that's within in family,
and You'll fill it with Your love and joy.
i'm lifting this wholly into Your loving hands.
In Jesus name,
Amen.
| till death do us apart<3 | 3:23 AM :)
why is it so hard to talk to you?
what's wrong now?
| till death do us apart<3 | 3:10 AM :)
many many sickness is kicking in.
headache and giddy as usual.
worse is i always forget to bring my medication out! -.-
and today, stomach pain like nobody's business.
almost killed me.
))):
but it's through such times i know who truly cares!
and i definitely love 'em!
show me your definition of love.
| till death do us apart<3 | 1:57 AM :)
03 July, 2009
a few days back, fel showed me this.
yeahhhh.
kinda bring back past memories of ...
idk? i only remember i got to know this song years back thru evan/cal/chengyong?
anyway, sweeeet!
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:43 PM :)
Cal came over after leaders' meeting just now.
i thought it was really nice.
(:
i mean,
isn't it nice like,
each time your bestie/you would drop by at each others' place for a short chat and share
before heading home?
idk.
i thought i was rather happy when she called and asked me out for supper,
but ended up at my park just now.
(:
loveyou, darling!!!
this kinda time is treasurable and precious,
with the people, i love!
(((:
out with evan today after hanging out with Do, hannah and joce.
headed to suntec,
wanna eat the dessert (the only thing i could eat due to braces!),
but ended up i'm too full to eat anything after the cake at tcc
=/
but anyway,
i'm happy to spend time with her!
i know i hasn't been spending a lot of time with you,
but it's improving!
loveyou, baby!
tmr no sch, teacher MC or something.
yay!
hahahaa. prolly going over to MN's house?
(((:
slack and watch show!
oh oh, somehow i hope Cal, Evan, MichLo,
and if possible, the whole LLL will meet tmr!
been long.
and im missing you guys like mad!
lovelovelove!
and yes, pearlynn love,
i miss you!
hahahahahah!
gonna turn in,
goodnight!
| till death do us apart<3 | 3:09 AM :)
i'm feeling all so giddy now.
goodness.
i hate this.
popped in the two pills.
)):
terrible.
actually im feeling quite scare..
i've never feel this kinda giddiness before.
| till death do us apart<3 | 12:40 AM :)
02 July, 2009
been like ages since i last seen a doc,
and R is proud to say that she visited one today!
:D
okay, with the company of doreen, jocelyn and hannah!
thanks dears!
<3
kuku is shocked to hear i went to see a doc.
hahaha.
yes la, i scare i faint okay.
lol.
and now,
need to take medication again.
-.-
im feeling so sick, so weak now.
))):
| till death do us apart<3 | 9:31 PM :)
01 July, 2009
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please bring me away.
please.
i can take this no more.
take my breath away,
take me away.
away from this place,
from this family,
from the people.
anywhere.
as along as i'm away.
i wish i could just end my life this very moment.
i want to sleep and never wake up.
i don't want this nightmare.
please.
take me away.
please.
i cant breathe.
| till death do us apart<3 | 1:53 AM :)
