31 October, 2006
manage to continue reading " Good morning, Holy Spirit " today on the bus.
yep, must admit it is a good book.
and i should quickly get it done and return to its owner.
=X
a certain part of the passage shoot me right in the face.
He had been reminding, convicting me many times,
its just tt i dun noe and i ignore.
im so sorry, Holy Spirit.
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tt bad girl offered to buy something CRAZY for me at far east. hrmm, mayb i should not use the word crazy, but its really funny la. haha! i wil remember you, so no worries. haha.
thanks for the love/assurance letter and the " new heart " you gave. it helps lots. more than enough. (: thanks a million. <3
yep, went to play basketball. including evan, calista, sze ting, xiaobai, emily, peihwa, kelly, grace, karen and hilary. its was fun. haha. perspire alot, that's for sure.
just enjoyed it lots.
headstart starts tml. sighs. so sian larh. jus for 2 weeks and no more!
exactly 30 more days to MT.
excited? scared? nothing?
*yawns, im tired.
gonna finish up work and slp. (:
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TAGGIES REPLY.
evan : thanks dearie!
pauline : done!
| till death do us apart<3 | 3:54 PM :)
29 October, 2006
once again, let feeling get the better of me.
maybe its really tricking me,
cos it really seemed so.
come and go, so fast, as it likes.
it's freaking lah!
i noe its not accurate or not even true,
i cant based on feelings, but still this tym i failed.
sometimes im really just so pissed with myself.
i dunno wad's wrong, wad's happening.
but well, now i noe its nth le, so should be okay.
its no longer bothering me, no longer in my mind.
hopefully everything is well, its the same.
cos this is the only thing im worry abt now.
shouldn't think too much perhaps.
but still .... worry ..
lalala.
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:46 PM :)
28 October, 2006
first time went prayer meeting on wednesday in church.
it's so cool lah! still got pnw. LOL.
prayed for an hour plus.
and i believe God gonna ans our prayers!
events are coming up in church.
WOAH~
im looking forward to all those!
tml got the walkathon and gonna reach church at 630am.
hopefully can get up and reach there on time!
wahaha
holidays had alr started for most ppl, but now stil got the headstart.
well, so sian larh. i dun want. LOL!
2 more weeks to endure. haha.
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Beautiful One i love You
Beautiful One i adore.
Your unfailing love, my saviour, give mi hope.
Jesus is all i've got. (:
a genuine and deep relationship with You.
i love Daddy!!!
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TAGGIES REPLY.
evan : haha! yea, thanks. but the first time cannot really be counted la! (:
mich : yeah. thanks for everything, mummy! =D
debra : ehh. church one eh? i think i noe who you are. haha! ((=
| till death do us apart<3 | 3:31 AM :)
25 October, 2006
hrmm .. everything is over.
a peace of mind now.
so easily tired nowadays. wad's wrong.
wahaha. someone stole my energy away! LOL!
went for dance practice ytd at baby's house down, with karen, yiqi, baby, gui ping and weng qin. hrmm, okay la. got all the new steps learned. (:
after that went to play basketball with evan, szeting, calista and grace, including yiqi and karen.
told sze ting tt ytd seemed so "cold". i mean the atmosphere. i dunno why. something is jus missing or not right, i suppose.
wasn't really in a good mood, decided to walk home after playing. yupp. reached home at 11pm plus. halfway, talked on phone and got eveything sort out. and now, everything is okay. (:
no worries, feeling gone. nothing wil change, everything still the same. =D
peace out. <3
went to play pool at beauty world there with evan this afternoon. hah. laugh laugh and laugh. at first quite energetic, after tt like suddenly so tired. haha. no bad, got improvement seh. i mean in my skill. LOL.
think spent all my energy on laughing. haha. well, sot liao.
not a bad day afterall.
tml still got dance. sighs. why can't it be our own dance but sch dance. =X hrmm, or rather let mi slack for one more day tml . haha. ltr really become real slacker den die. =X
hopefully able to attend prayer meeting tml. it wil be the first time im going. haha!
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TAGGIES REPLY.
xavier : LOL. honeydew beta! wahahaha. thanks.
freak : haha. everyone de skirt is the same can? LOL. not only mine is short lah.haha.
evan : haha. no sorries. yupp. gone gone gone, fly away! =D
| till death do us apart<3 | 4:05 PM :)
24 October, 2006
didn't sleep well since last night. that feeling is still bugging me. man, i hate it!
seriously, i dunno wad's wrong.
all i know is i sense something isn't right.
but still, i dunno wad is it all about.
that blog entry even reassure me that something went wrong. but i dunno dunno wad is it all about !
sighs.
surprisingly, i could wake up at 9am w/o any help of the alarm clock. well, i just couldn't really slp larh.
early in the morning, got to know something. just a few questions and i suppose my whole day was ruin. further brought down my mood.
sighs.
what is actually happening around?
i wanna noe
WHY WHY WHY???
| till death do us apart<3 | 12:41 AM :)
22 October, 2006
We're gonna dance, dance, dance
In the freedom we know
We're gonna dance, dance, dance
In the freedom we know
We're gonna dance, dance, dance
In the freedom we know
Because the freedom we know is gonna last forever
yes Jesus, i wanna dance for You,
now and always. forever.
i wanna be a dancer for You.
a dancer to praise, worship,
and show my love for You through dancing.
but God, u had a plan for me.
let me now Your calling for me,
and i wil go.
Yes Jesus, i will,
no matter wad is it.
You bought me my freedom,
You gave me love, peace, joy.
i thank You for all that, O God.
God, i never wanna miss a chance to serve You.
i wanna it to show my love for You,
i wanna glorify Your name.
i wanna do everything just for You and You alone.
(:
thanks Jesus for everything.
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TAGGIES REPLY.
evan : LOL! sorry ahh. u wont be able to see under skirt. haha! siao la. hot seller. LOL. but tt is a possibility, cos we got a nice dancer, baby. haha. (:
| till death do us apart<3 | 3:06 PM :)
alright, jus a post b4 i leave for church. (:
sch celebrated depavali + hari raya. gotta perform dance. hrmm, was really nervous. haha. i dunno why. anyway, everything kinda went on smoothly. thank God.
after that went to meet evan to catch " death note ". hrmm.. not bad ahh, fun day with her. haha. went to vivo city and to plaza singapura. LOL. mummy asked mi to be home by 6pm and i catch the show at 6pm. =X told her but lucky she didnt scold. ha!
evan bought a long tube of green apple " sweet gel " for me. haha! yes, it is sour but its nice! thanks dearie. well, when she tried it, her expression was just so funny and i just couldn't stop laughing lah! haha. opps.
alright, after the movie, walked all the way to orchard and took 143 back to je interchange. was so tired alr. haha. i dunno why. slept on the bus and evan woke mi up when reached. well, i seldom really fall aslp on the bus, dunno why but this tym i did. haha!
mummy was weird. didnt scold mi ehh. haha. she in good mood ahh? i expect scolding from her for coming home late, but she didnt! still asked mi to help her buy something. ahha. well, tt is fortunate. LOL.
thanks dearie for a great day! (:
<3
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TAGGIES REPLY.
wq: here is the update. LOL
yunhui: haha! of cos la. my cousin i dun rmb ahh. LOL.
wanzi: haha! my darling daughter, u noe i love u! haha. my daughter leh. LOL.
tiff: haha! man, i was scared lah! LOL. thanks anyway. (: cya.
jeremy: LOL. now not really slacking le hor. stil got sch. =( but well, can stil counted quite slack lah! wahaha..
evan: haha. nice one, evan. the skirt is so short can? lOl. so did u managed to see anything? =X wahaha. still, u didnt get the uter most front seat. wahaha!
| till death do us apart<3 | 4:00 AM :)
15 October, 2006
saturday come and gonna pass soon, in just a few hours time.
well, evan and calista join us today.
fun day. (:
had cell and things were okay. everything just went on smoothly. not bad ahh. went to first floor to play for icebreaker. its hot! haha. yupp, nth much bah.
service, yea. high, cool. haha. i just wanna praise and worship more and more!!! haha. yupp, sermon was alrite. applicable in life yea. (:
had a fun time playing when celebrating dek kai's, eveline and wei qiang's birthday. haha! water bomb and nevertheless, cream .. LOL.
went to put little cream on eveline then dek kai. and den even. GOSH, and evan and calista went to take cream from karen and run after me. run all the from the back of the cafe and out of church. almost run into a few guys who were playing soccer. =X opps. yea, calista chase mi all the way. and know wad, i run all the way to the overhead bridge there, BARE-FOOTED. haha.
Jesus, you're all i got. thanks for Your love.
i wanna haf a genuine and close relationship with You, O Lord.
thanks God for everything.
hope evan and cal enjoyed themselves today! haha
thanks for you guyss concern anyway.
no worries. (:
<3
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TAGGIES REPLY.
evan : haha. super blur never mind la. still able to see. haha! I LOVE YOU TOO! LOL. =DD <3
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:13 PM :)
13 October, 2006
well well well, these 2 no sch days are simply GREAT! haha. continuous watched 2 " horror " movie. LOL.
yupp. yesterday went out with evangeline, sze ting and their badminton seniors : ya xin, li xuan, kelly, qi zhen, emily, pei hwa. we went to watch " Stay Alive ". not scary, not bad.
BUT BUT BUT, i was freaked out at one part.
not by the movie, but by YA XIN. [ is ur name big enough? LOL. ]
" I'm back "
she suddenly said this beside mi. man, i was shocked. almost scared to tears. haha. but was funny. when watching this movie, was funny too. haha!
ps : didnt go out with khai loon, edwin and grace. =X so sorry.
and yea, today went out with evangeline, sze ting and calista. we went to vivo city to watch " silk ". at first wanna watch " death note " but haven come out yet. so yupp. went to BEST while waiting for time to come. and it is the first time i spent so long in dere. well, we were playing games in there! haha. siao liao. LOL.
saw kelvin lo. LOL. so shocked la. haha. but anyway, gotta thanks u that we got 4 free movie complimentary pass. haha! u get wad i mean? LOL. =X
hrmm, not a bad movie, but not scary bah. haha!
gonna go out another time to watch movie using the complimentary pass with the 3 girls again! LOL. but when? great time today.
and of cos, not forgetting we took neo prints. haha!
ehh, mayb too small or a little too blur la. but well, its nice okay? haha. good day!!
and also, cut my hair today. haha. to me, big difference in length lah! haha. dunno how to tie le. tie up so little only, goodness. wahaha. anyway, hair will grow back. LOL.
tml gonna go ONE more day to sch b4 weekend. haha. so sian ah. why not no sch for continuous 3 days, plus weekends will be total 5 days. how cool is tt? wahhaa. anyway, tml gonna get back some papers i suppose.
God, i need Your grace upon the papers!
tml intending to go calista's house for movie marathon after sch with the girls. haha, but dunno whether can make it not. LOL. how cool is that? wahaha.but nvm la. see how bah, when the time come.
anyway, nth much. tired le. haha! gtg and slp! (:
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TAGGIES REPLY.
evan : not sajiaoing lah! haha. same meaning can le la. where got go rmb so much english or chinese? haha! upload upload lah! haha. correct? LOL. great fun day! (:
hendy : yupp. mission trip. haha! my first mission trip and first time go oversea with frenz! im so looking forward to it. going thailand. (:
jeremy : heh. good ehh. now can slack le. and be SUPER SLACKER yea. haha!
| till death do us apart<3 | 3:30 PM :)
11 October, 2006
WHEE~ exams are FINALLY down!! lala. and tml and thurs no sch! shiok.
LOL. =D
hrmm, i dunno how i gonna do for all these subjects. especially chemistry, my most dreadful sub. =X and also a maths, physics and e maths. i didnt really study much. but lucky all these 3 are counted average or easy papers and still manage to do bah. i dunno wad my reaction will be when i receive back the paper one by one.
but God, i lift it all up into Your hand. (: i just wanna glorify Your name. no worries.
yupp, im quite tired today. haha! ytd night sleep too late and today is maths paper! wonderful. " u should sleep early the night before maths paper. no use last min stay up late and study for maths" , this is somehow wad mrs tay told us last year. [ got the idea, not exactly this sentence. ] LOL.
hrmm, its getting better! yupp, hand everything up to my Daddy in Heaven who loves and cares for me. (: He can do all the impossible of the impossible! =/ haha!
50 more days to mission trip.
69 more days to Y.I camp.
=X
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TAGGIES REPLY.
diona : hey best buddy! here is my reply. haha. hrmm, exams is over! hurray! wahaha. but gotta prepare mentally again for the result. LOL. yup, go out go out! hee.
mich : yupp. thanks. (:
wai kiat : yea. looooooonnnnggg time since u last tag. wahaha! u've also been helping and encouraging mi alots too. thanks! haha.
evan : LOL. haha. hope so. " i don't want ; i don't want " . HAHA.
| till death do us apart<3 | 4:43 AM :)
06 October, 2006
the thought had been in my mind since ytd.
thought it over.
yupp, i agreed with Gid. thx. (:
He chose me to be born on that day.
instead of keep hiding n holding on to the ' week n day ',
i should do something that glorify Him.
it is a day that all the more i should bring glory to His name.
my first step into this world ..
yes Daddy, i've decided to release everything. giving it all up to You. i want NOTHING to be between mi and You. (:
worshipping You, praising You and thanking You each day! (:
reading Your word daily,
yearning to hear You speak.
learning to recognise Your voice,
and be a good child of Yours.
my first love ..
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6 papers down.
left physics and e maths.
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TAGGIES REPLY.
gideon : haha! i didnt mean it to dirty pastor's shirt anw. LOL. =X take care.
mich : LOL. thanks. =D
freak : you too. jia yous! 2 more papers to go and its the end! haha.
jerm : Hihi!!
tzu hsuan : haha! i will. u too, bai chi. LOL. jia you jia you !!
xavier : help u after exam alrite?
katie : u r ? how did u found ur way here? thanks.
cheng da : LOL. rare visitor. haha. who kick u here? haha!
lay theng : goodness! i dun wanna fail. haha. i dun wanna any red, underlined or bold number in my report book. haha. work hard ehh. (:
| till death do us apart<3 | 7:16 AM :)
01 October, 2006
THANK YOU DADDY!
today's sermon was just AWESOME.
wadeva Pastor Daniel says just shoot right onto me.
well, i learnt alot. really.
and yupp,
luckily i didnt turn away, didnt give up ;
neither do i do things that breaks Your heart,
though my faith had been shaken somehow recently,
due to the things happening.
but Daddy,
i wanna stand strong for You.
i can't imagine how my life will be,
if i ever just abandon You.
You're just so important to me.
YES LORD, YES LORD, I LOVE YOU.
God, i know You love and adore me!
and i thank You for that love!
haha.
yea, today is Gideon's bdae. haha!
well, hope u enjoyed the "dirty celebration" yea. LOL.
HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY!
and yar, i learnt alot from you. thanks for helping me throughout all this while. i appreciate you lots and thank God for you. wahaha!
and yah, thank Pastor for helping us to sabo Gideon.
nevertheless gotta apologise to Pastor Daniel,
due to my poor aiming and i dirtied his shirt.
wahaha. im sorry. =X LOL.
well, anyway, i did enjoyed myself today real lots. enter into God's presence, with joy and peace. service + sermon was great! though something happen, but still,
God, its You i seek.
(:
You're my resting place.
- " if the devil can keep your mind preoccupied with worries, you won't be using your mind in productive, God hornouring ways. "
- " if we focus on worrying about tomorrow, we can't live and celebrate today. "
- " worrying dosen't rob tomorrow of its sorrow, it robs today of its strength."
| till death do us apart<3 | 4:03 PM :)
