29 September, 2006
it seemed to be coming back.
NO! NO!
i don't want ; i don't want.
GET AWAY !
DADDY, I NEED YOU!!!!!!!
YES GOD, I LOVE YOU !!!
please please,
God, i really really want You.
i want that BURNING FIRE once again.
i can't imagine a life without You;
without Your love.
change me, O Lord.
help me change to be more like You.
i keep having all kinds of thoughts.
Lord, take it all away.
i dunno where all these thoughts come from,
but God, i dun care.
i just want to lift everything up to You,
and stand firm on Your word.
Jesus, help me.
in times of happiness n sorrows, still i will praise n worship You.
in good n difficult times, stil i will thank You.
no matter wad,
in any case, still i will seek You, Lord.
Amen.
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TAGGIES REPLY.
gene-bro : thanks brother. ur loved and treasured too! haha. =DD
xavier : thanks. thanks alot for always dropping by my blog. (:
weiqiang : yes. i know. take care too! (:
huishi : goodness. im so sorry. i noe miss of one person. but cant get it who is it. check with someone, the person also dun rmb. the phone also not with me, so i cant check. so sorry. anw, thanks lots for everything! jia you for EYE! (:
| till death do us apart<3 | 8:39 AM :)
27 September, 2006
Daddy, im not worthy. not worthy.
but still, You chose to love me.
thank You, i love You too.
sorry for the times when i wanna give up.
for the times where i never spent time with You.
for the times when i broke Your heart.
i dunno why. but, where has all that gone?
hunger? desperateness?
i dun wanna be satisfied with wadeva i haf now.
i dun wanna be contented.
i want more. yes Lord, i want more of You.
God, i just want You and nothing more.
Jesus, u see my heart.
u see my cries.
draw mi close to You.
Lord, as long as You say, i'll go.
wadeva it is, i obey You.
use mi mightily, O Lord.
Daddy, give mi the wisdom for the exams coming up.
bless mi with good memory to rmb wadeva i've studied.
give mi strength to endure the tiring time.
All these are for You, Lord.
not to compare, not for man,
but just for You. for Your glory.
i'll do it with Your strength, not mine.
cos i know, O Lord,
You'r mighty, You'r wonderful and perfect.
with You, i can just do more great thing.
i do my best,
God, i know You'll do the rest.
wadeva result i get,
as long as i prayed, i did my best,
i'll haf no regret.
let everything happen according to Your will, O Lord.
thanks Jesus.
Your love is everlasting. (:
thanks for all those who have been helping mi with my studies. LOL.
- diona who sits on my left, kean yong who sits on my right.
they helped mi during lesson time, whenever i dun understand anything. and its fun sitting in the middle of them. laugh all day. haha. thanks alot! =DD
- jerome
my teacher for chemistry. well, yes my chemistry is lousy all the way. but thanks for willing to teach me yea, though i noe its difficult to teach me. HAHA! but ya, will work hard and let u know the result! LOL. thanks big time!! =DD
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TAGGIES REPLY.
sean : HAHA! thanks. found your way here alr. LOL
evan : LOL. yupp. first time sucha long post. haha. will download that veri soon. patience. haha. but i dunno how to play!!! LOL.
| till death do us apart<3 | 1:06 PM :)
26 September, 2006
thoughts of the past suddenly come rushing into my mind. both happy, sad and memorable ones. LOL. well, i do miss those times. times with sze ting, with evan, with yiqi, with khai loon and all the others friends. its just so fun! but also, i know that is all the past! wad left is only memories ..
alrite, shall just write down wad came to my mind, just for memories sake? haha!
i remember mi and dar dar got " married " at SCH LIBRARY! wad a funny place rite? haha. i dunno how we get close. but i think dunno which teacher bought us to the library and sze ting jus come sitting beside mi and we started playing. haha. i guess that's where it started bah. LOL. =X
i suppose is last year, before i went to korea during june holiday with mum, szeting, khai loon, wan zi, gek theng, grace [ hope i didnt leave anyone out. ], record 3 songs for mi in my hp. haha. that was veri sweet of them. and the songs were nice! i was touched to tears tt time. LOL. and khai loon expected it i suppose. HAHA! thanks big time! [ well, thought passed veri long lerh, but i still really appreciate all that! (: ]
and yah, last year 2C chalet, almost whole class went i guess. edwin, yiqi, michelle and huishan join my class chalet too. quite fun. only that kinda got some little misunderstandings between 2 groups. and yah, one of the night, mi and yiqi just went to the playground and cried. LOL. and i remember the next moment was in the middle of the baby pool, sitting on a "hump". talking, crapping and stuff. and it was drizzling. haha. that was like a world of just the 2 of us. well, i dunno. cos dere is really only the both of us! haha.
and i remember diona's, my wonderful ah ma's, watch was lost. a nice and ex watch seh. was panicking in the sense. a big group of us went out to search for it. and yah, i think some sort of the " security " found it and kept it. if i didnt remember wrongly, the guy was quite attitude? haha! well, we did get the watch back after walking all the way to the so-called counter where the guy was sitting there comfortably. haha.
there is also one time when yiqi come to my house to stay overnight for about 2 nights? the second day we went work together and after work we went JP to watch mid-night show. haha. smuggled mac inside to eat. opps. =X haha.
yea. jurong lake park was one of the favourite place i like to go when im down. LOL. khai loon bought mi there. once, both of us were in class having a heart-to-heart talk. yes, we cried. and yah, nth to do, so we decided to walk from sch all the way to jurong lake park. we bought ice cream, eat and talk as we walk there. walked around, and tt time, the park haven fully build yet. haha. tat time, the wind dun really like us. cos when we wanna sit down, no wind. but when we decided to walk off, wind started blowing. haha. well, its alrite. yupp, after that walked to taman jurong i think block 399. went there shop shop and went home shortly after that. the second time we went there is on a thurs. i was really stressed out and down. yup, go dere talk talk and nth much lah. haha.
last year march i think 2C kinda haf a class outing. but well, jus a group of about 10++ people went. went to west mall to watch horror movie. not bad ahh. after movie went to eat burgur king. and grace and gek theng went to shop n save or where to buy things i gues. den suddenly grace ran up in a fluster. and i thought wad happened to baby. and yea, i went down to find her. guess wad? one of baby's shoe was jam in the escalator! scary. it was tattered and torn. haha. she wear the dance shoes and we walked to her house dere and bought a new pair of shoes for her to change b4 we meet with yiqi and went for dance practice. =D
yupp, dere is also a time when i some sort of quarrel with tzu hsuan. LOL. well, and sze ting help us "patch" back. haha. long long ok ler. now veri good! play, talk, crap in class! eat eat sweets and stuff during lesson time too! haha. hey bai chi peng you! u rawks yea. haha. i never regret knowing you! bai chi rawks! wahaha. haf real fun "playing" with you. haha. con't to be high in class! yea.
and yea, dare to say kinda thru sze ting, i know quite a number of ppl ehh. though im not in badminton, but i got to know her seniors + calista and evan last 2 years. fun ppl to play with, interesting ppl to know! haha.
know calista and evan when i was in sec1. through sze ting. but not close at all. didnt even talk lah! haha. was in the same class with calista this year. yupp. fun. haha. and for evan, it was only this year june holiday when we become close friends. haha. cool ehh? can jus talk about everything, crap and " scold " each other. can jus share things with her. haha.
yup and now the first night with evangeline. wahaha. that can say the first time where i went out with evan and also the first time when about mid-night i still at esplanade there. wahaha. walked alot tt day. we went to about 3 places? marina, esplanade and orchard? yupp. i suppose. and i was malu lah. cineleisure and heeren i can mistaken into other places. goodness. haha. eat eat, talk talk, walk walk. veri xiang shou ehh? haha. walked to somewhere near Merlion dere. bought ice cream sit down and eat, talk. saw evan's dream wedding place. hah. and b4 we left, saw something that we both haf different views. haha. a orange balloon? a moon? well, in the end evan was right. haha. ok, nvm. i was malu. haha. memorable and nice day. cool~
yupp, some where throughout this year, went to play basketball with evan, sze ting, emily and some others badminton people. its was really fun! sweat real lots. haha. really enjoyed myself. wahaha. also, jus passed not long a bbq with their bmt seniors, juniors. haha. well, yupp, i wasnt a badminton player in the group. but thanks alot to evan, calista and sze ting for asking mi go. know wad, i dun feel a single outcast or odd there! xiao bai, emily, kelly, ya xin, qi zhen and all the others are just so friendly. as in, they will just talk to u and they are veri easily to talk to though i seldom see them. and for ya xin, haha. pai sey for punching u hard in the stomach. LOL. but i think that is really fun leh. haha. anw, yar, eat eat, talk talk with them. fun day! though alot of mosqitoes bites. haha.
my relation with YOU.
bao hui - stead * sweets
diona - ah ma! best buddy. LOL * crappy but fun-loving. whee~
eugene - good brother * craps? haha. u rocks lah.
evangeline - dearie * cool. i love you! LOL.
grace - mummy * old alr? lolls. but she is good!
jonathan - ah gong! haha. * goodness. this is really old! haha. funny! cute!
jun xian - papa * i dunno wad to say. sharp? loud?
karen - sister * cheerful ; nice!
khai loon - nu ren ; women * caring ; sweet. <3
lay theng - nan peng you * good good good!
lydia - stead * steady?
michelle - mentor ; stead * pretty! muackx!
sze ting - dar dar * cool ; hyper. u'r loved!
tzu hsuan - bai chi peng you * this is fun! high~ ~ ~
wan zi - darling daughter * cheerful ; crappy.
yanto - buddy * talented in guitar? LOL.
yiqi - lao gong * clever ; crazy!
yu chun - dear * crazy !! high ~~ crappy .
[ anymore ? ]
there is too much things for me to blog. haha. when i got to remember more, mayb i will jus blog again? haha. see how bah.
well, i muz say I LOVE MY FRIENDS. not only those mentioned here, others too! serious. i love 2C peeps, 3D peeps, school peeps, chuch peeps and all the others, every single one! YOU, yes YOU!
i noe im not alone. i got all these wonderful friends. most importantly of all, i got Jesus. the One who is always there, watching over me. (: with God, i fear nobody, nothing. now that i got Jesus, my life is ever-changing. i won't want to live a life w/o Jesus. =D
won't look backwards, but memories stay close to me. partnering with Jesus, now and in the future. my life is in His hand.
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Lord Jesus, i thank You for all these wonderful people.
i thank You for the times when i can be with them.
Thanks for putting them in my life.
(:
God, i wanna live Your way.
i wanna live for You each day.
everything that i do, i do it for You.
thanks for loving me sho much, Jesus.
i love You toooooo!
Holy Spirit, help mi be sensitive to You.
continue filling me over and over again.
Thanks Jesus.
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TAGGIES REPLY.
evan: haha! its fun pairing with you. but well, u will haf to suffer. cos i dun play well. haha. and one thing, i cant stop laughing. and i dunno why! LOL. here is my update. haha.
gene-bro : haha. this time round not i dun wana talk ahh. is u didnt call ahh. haha. will sure haf the chance. jus call me lor. LOL.
xavier : ok lah. haha. nth much. God bless you too!
anthony : HI! wad thing veri long? haha.
| till death do us apart<3 | 8:05 AM :)
23 September, 2006
WAHAHA. today something happened early in the morning, which im "proud" of. -.-
alrite, i was at the mac nearby sch dere at about 7am. was so damn tired lah! haha. ytd time of sleeping veri irregular - [ 9pm ++ to 11pm ++ ] , [ 4am ++ to 6.15am ]. LOL.
michelle came, followed by evan and karen then wan zi. yup, for prayer meeting. sat there talk talk and drink something. at about 7.45am, went below a void deck to pray. mac was veri distracting. haha. started praying and left the void deck at about 8am. and guess wad, sch starts at 8.05am!
all of us kinda was brisk-walking back to sch. but well, we were stil late. jus by a min or so. haha. write down our names and mr govin asked all the latecomers to run round the sch 3 times. of cos we wont be so guai to really go run lah. but instead, walk for the whole 3 rounds. HAHA.
during recess was supposed to go find mr govin to take back our ez-link card. meet with evan. michelle and wan zi forgot! LOL. can't find n reach michelle, but managed to find wan zi at the canteen. so the three of us went to find mr govin at his office.
Mr Govin : 3 years in sch, thought you all were supposed to be more disciplined?
Me : erh, 3 years in sch still will woke up late de ma..
[ though that was not the real reason tt we were late! ]
Mr Govin : * didnt hear wad i say * huh?
Me : nth nth. cos we study till late late den tired den woke up late.
Mr Govin : excuse. * evan, wan zi laughing *
haha. yup. luckily when mr govin talked to us, he was in a good mood and was smiling, tone veri friendly and good. give us a second chance, he said if late again, double punishment. haha! yup yup. he was always different when in the presence of a grp of students and alone with a few students. got back our ez-links and went back to clas. (:
had chinese oral today. was nervous but think should be okay bah. haha. its over!
if i were asked to summarise this week, the first thing come to my mind is HOMEWORK. haha. i dunno why. wanted to start studying, but everyday kinda do hw is enough to tire mi out. but well, will start the studying tml. of cos hw still wil be done. haha. ]
signing off.
| till death do us apart<3 | 9:45 AM :)
22 September, 2006
just to post a entry after sometime. LOL. (:
went to jurong east complex with calista, emily, evan, jingwen, sze ting, tzu hsuan to play badminton. well, i know exams is only next week. but still, cannot lack of exercise ehh. though i didnt play much, but at least play a double match with evan, against sze ting n jingwen.
hrmm, sorry for the un-seriousness just now on the court. but i dunno why i cant stop laughing. HAHA. mayb im just getting high ~~ it was fun though. and yah, now my whole right hand really got no strength at all. too long nv exercise my hand lerh. guess wad the doctor said is right. i needa exercise more in order for my hand to get well! lalala~
after that went to eat dinner and here im. LOL. anyway gonna thanks eugene, my good good wonderful brother, for helping sze ting to take the a maths stuff and come all the way to complex. HAHA. THANKS!
these few days are so packed with hw, studying for exams and stuffs. lalala~ even on sat gonna be at west mall mac at 8am to study! after tt go church. haha. yup yup. hopefully all the hard work will be paid off. of cos, no relying on my strength, but God's. (:
yupp, gonna go off to do my hw lerh. tml stil got a maths test.
bubbye.
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TAGGIES REPLY.
tiffany: haha!
tzuhsuan: chemistry is difficult! =(
weiqiang: ok lah. time spent are more meaningfull mayb. haha.
freak: haha! of cos will be stressed and scare. but well, THAT'S THE FACT! wahaha.
michelle lo: haha! thanks. you too jia you!! cya! (:
xavier: yup yup. thanks .
| till death do us apart<3 | 11:37 AM :)
18 September, 2006
yummy yummy! jus had my dinner. wahaha.
okay lah. today not tt bad. haha.
reach church at about 11.10am to meet jerome for tuition. haha. was late by 10 minutes. haha. "sorry." yupp, obviously he had a hard time teaching me chemistry. oh well, my chemistry is really BAD! but thanks for the effort ya, will work on it de. wahaha. zhi wei ltr also come, say mi " sotong " because of some chem stuffs. =X haha.
lalala~
after that went up for bible study. not bad. interesting and fun. LOL. but ehh, i was really shocked when Pastor Daniel asked mi to read that verses. i was like, " me ahh? ". LOL. den he was like, " just read. " pissed? *opps, sorry. well, i really NEVER expect he will ask mi to read lah, cos everytime is Gideon. haha. anyway, nvm lah, read lor ; dun mind. but just shocked. wahahaha.
went straight to meet khai loon, edwin, yu chun, huishi to do chemistry project. was late again, cos we meeting at 3.15pm but bible study ended at 3.05pm. had lunch and went ahead with the project. did a little, den yuchun gotta go. yupp. so the rest of us sit down there and talk talk. not bad ahh. haha.
and here im at home after the project. gonna do my homeworks lerh. still got quite a number to be done. haha. hope i can finished on time! =DD
tml gonna be quite tired too. after sch still got dance. den discipleship with elaine and meeting yu chun in the night to finish up the chemistry project. haha.
11 more days to first paper of EOY.
*stressed.
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TAGGIES REPLY.
freak : yuppy! haha.
diona : muz haf something den can crap ma! haha. anyway, not everything here on my blog is craps ok? wahaha. tml gonna see u again! high~~~~
tiff : haha. just a word of name different. LOL. cya!
evan : LOL. yup yup. LOVES & MISSES. wahaha.
hendy : yup yup. i will try to! u too!
| till death do us apart<3 | 11:50 AM :)
16 September, 2006
YAY! finally end of the week again. haha. but ehh, 13 more days to end of year. lalala~
yupp. haha. today i had another CRAZY laughing day! and again all thanks to DIONA & KEAN YONG. wahaha. i've been real high ever since 1125am, maths lesson onwards. LOL.
keep laughing and laughing NON-STOP. obviously im just too high! wahaha. but yea, it was real fun! haha.
the way diona and kean yong talk is just so funny. haha. just can't stop laughing lah! LOL.
WALALALA~
hmm.. so rare able to kinda talk talk with JOANNE and BABY. haha. i mean so long nv just sit down talk talk lerh. well, cos today miss lee wasn't here. so 2 free periods. WHEE~
and yah, tml got the HSK test. so sian. and worst thing is, we got to travel to TOA PAYOH all by ourselves. TIRED ! haha. tml meeting diona, brenda they all at 6.45AM at jp. den guess wad, we gonna take bus 157 all the way to Toa Payoh. from one end to the other. haha. just for fun! happy bus-riding ! whee~
yay! tml is combined service. so long since we had combined lerh. COOL. we gonna rock the whole hall! haha.
[ God, i wanna be in Your presence! yes Lord! i love You, Jesus. =DD ]
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TAGGIES REPLY.
MICH : haha. where got tt pink? still okay lah. haha. (:
tzuhsuan : oh goodness. plz la, bai chi peng you. HAHA. how is it possible i wanna be more feminine? oh man. haha. u siao liao lah! LOL.
endtimewarrior: HI!
| till death do us apart<3 | 10:56 AM :)
15 September, 2006
today reached home quite early ah, earlier den usual. LOL.
yupp, hmmm..
first of all, gonna say sorry to yanto. LOL. his eraser dunno how drop below my chair during chemistry lesson. den he asked mi to pass it back to him. and yupp, i threw it over. but...
accidentally, cos he was sitting nearest to the window, the eraser flew out and landed at the grass outside the class! =X
haha. i was shocked but we all laughed. LOL.
today really had a great time laughing during chinese lesson.
wahaha. all because of kean yong n diona too. lOl.
just bcos of reading a passage.
laugh and laugh, like there is no tomorrow!
it was really enjoyable. haha.
and yupp, sham keep saying to me, " Jesus loves you ". oh well, i know that veri well, sham. THANK YOU. haha. but no need to be jealous, becos He loves you too. =D
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it seemed to haf changed.
so different, in some aspects it's jus so different.
its seemed to be all of a sudden.
how come?
i dunno.
anyway, i still got my God with me,
so who should i fear?
(:
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Holy Spirit, add on more to me.
work through me.
| till death do us apart<3 | 6:51 AM :)
14 September, 2006
first of all,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAREN !!
LOL. yup, hope she had a fun day today. hah.
and yah, thank you for the purple cuision. really like it.
=DD
how time flies. EOY coming lerh. ahh.. im scared! especially is that chemistry!
lalala~ but still, i will study hard lah. dun wanna history repeat itself. LOL.
God, give mi wisdom to study. give mi strength to endure the studyin time! All for Your glory. amen.
and yah,
DEARIE I MISS YOU !!!
haha. <3
can count down lerh.. wahaha. =DD
hmmm, actually, i forgot wad i wanna update lerh. haha. STM.
anyway, signing off. (:
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TAGGIES REPLY.
siyun : LOL. thanks. take care too! haha. surely apple is sweet enough ? LOL. CRAPPING. =DD
chow chin : wahaha. wad if i tell you i didnt buy? anw, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ahh. hah. (:
xavier : yupp. will stay faithful de. LOL. thanks for ur compliment for my skin. but too exggerating le lah. white as snow. where got so scary ? haha. still ok hor. LOL.
freak : LOL. so your answer is true or not de ? or jus saying u did bcos u dun wanna die ? wahaha. back in class with u! whee~
yanto : thanks, buddy! haha. mug hard for EOY ehh ? all the best! =DD
hendy : yupp. haha. im so so so happy ! whee~ =D
| till death do us apart<3 | 11:09 AM :)
10 September, 2006
YEA YEA! I GOT IT! I GOT IT!
i've got the gift of the Holy Spirit.
thank God.
im scare. im nervous at first.
tears broke out.
but still, faith is all i need.
(:
thanks liangzhi's encouragement [ *thumb-up* ] from the stage. thanks Gideon's, Xavier's, Michelle's encouragement too. =DD
gonna keep practising.
Holy Spirit, fill me more.
add more to my "vocab"
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TAGGIES REPLY.
jeremy: LOL. haha. ok la ok la. but not tt bad wad.LOL.
freak : nolah. u'r so lucky can. haha. tt's show i've not forgotten u! haha. miss you so much lah. nv see u during the holidays. LOL. gonna see you tml!! got miss me not? wahaha.
tzu hsuan : haha. YES YES!! i miss you. haha. nice trip ehh ?
| till death do us apart<3 | 3:17 PM :)
09 September, 2006
just reach home not long. quite late though. of cos, kena nagged n scolded by mum. haha. but well, waited for dad to drive me home that's why will stay there late.
had a fun day with evangeline, calista, szeting and their bmt seniors + juniors at west coast park, BBQ. haha.
[ thanks for asking me there!! =DD ]
just a short post.
signing off.
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TAGGIES REPLY.
freak : of cos i remember my ang mo boyfren! haha. i never forget tt 2 lah! haha. miss them lots! (: u happy too fast liao. stil u kena. haha.
xavier : LOL. haha. nice ma? where got so pink. ok lah.
jeremy : blurr vision ? how come. haha. ur eyes got prob lerh.
| till death do us apart<3 | 5:10 PM :)
07 September, 2006
i was tagged by Gideon to do this.
so if you've been tagged.. pls do the same honours..
then choose another 8 people to suffer..
1. Full name: Tan Hui Ting.
2. Name backwards: gniT iuH naT [ er .. ]
3. Meaning of the name: no idea ? ask my mum lah.
4. Nickname: apple ; ting
5. Screen name: ?? wad is this ??
6. D.O.B: o4feb1991
7. Place of birth: s'pore.
8. Nationality: s'porean.
9. Current location: home.
10. Star sign: aquarius.
11. Religion: christian.
12. Height: between 166cm - 170 cm ?
13. Weight: between 50kg - 55kg ?
14. Shoe size: 6 or 7 ?
15. Hair colour: brown? black ?
16. Eye colour: black
17. Who do you think u look like: ehh .. myself. copyright.
18. Innie or outtie: ??
19. Lefty of righty: righty.
20. Gay,straight,bi or others: ?? how come i dun understand so many ?
21. Best friends: Holy Spirit ; evangeline ; Timios ; khai loon
22. Best friends u trust most: sama as above.
23. Favourite pals: sze ting ; yiqi ; gek theng ; yuchun ; etc
24. Best friend of opposite sex: eugene? my brother. LOL.
25. Best buddies: eugene ; yanto ; DIONA
26. Boyfriend of galfriend: wad is this ?
27. Crush: nah. do u believe?
28. Parents: father and mother?
29. Worst enemy: satan!
30. Favourite online guy: no specific.
31. Favourite online gal: no specific.
32. Craziest fren: jia yi? hmmm ..
33. Advice fren: van? gid? mich?
34. Loudest friend: leslie [ shifu, see i haven forget you! ]
35. Person u cry with: God ; yiqi n khai loon once.
37. Any brother: one elder.
38. Any pets: nah.
39. Any disease: nah.
40. Pager: no.
41. Personal phone line: yupp.
42. Phone: phone model ? phone no. ?
43. Lava lamp: wad is it?
44. Pool or hot tube: no comments.
45. A car: sure get one in future.
46. Your personality: if u noe mi, u wil noe this.
47. Driving: how old m i only.
48. Room: white wall, yellow curtain.
49. What's missing: too many to be mentioned!
50. School: Fuhua Sec
51. Bed: wad about bed?
52. Relationship wif parents: beta den last wk. hope it can be beta!
53. Believe in urself: believe more in Jesus.
54. Believe in love at first sight: not veri much.
55. Good listener: mayb can be counted one?
56. Get along well wif parents: not bad ahh.
57. Save email conversations: yupp. some nia.
58. Pray: that goes without saying.
59. Believe in reincarnation: dun think so.
60. Make fun of ppl: sometimes ?
61. Like to talk on the phone: yupp, of cos.
62. Want to get married: when over 20+ den say.
63. Like to drive: wuld love to, provided i can.
64. Motion sickness: nah.
65. Eat stem of broccoli: hmm.. anything ?
66. Eat chicken wif fork: stupid qns.
67. Dream in colour: meaning?.
68. Type wif ur fingers on home role: home role ? meaning ?
69. Sleep wif stuff animals: a "stuffy" dog.
70. Next to you: 2 angels sent to protect mi. a distant away though.
71. On the walls of your room: basically nth ?
72. On your mousepad: nah.
73. Dream car: never think of it.
74. Dream date: so called " ang mo boyfriend "
75. Dream honeymoon spot: haven think of it.
76. Dream husband n wife: whoever He has for me.
77. Bedtime: no specific.
78. Under ur bed: air.
79. Single most important question: duno.
80. Bad time of the day: morning.
81. Your worst fear: 29april [ the day mum say dun let mi go church anymore ]
82. The weather is: no idea. in air-con room now.
83. Time: 0949pm
84. Date: 06sept.
85.Best trick did on someone: 2005 april fool.
86. Theme song: again, meaning?
87. Hardest thing abt growing up: no idea? different types of studies?
88. Funniest experience: dunno?
89. Scariest experience: walking alone in a small n narrow alley at night.
90. Silliest thing u have ever said: dunno.
91. Most desperate and funniest thing u have ever done to an opposite sex: can't think of any?
92. Scariest thing when you are with your friends: all diam, low, lalala~
93. Worst feeling: duno leh. stressed? worried ?
94. Best feeling in the world: love from Jesus. =D
THE UNFORTUNATE PPL WHO WILL BLAME ABIGAIL FOR THIS:
1. evangeline.
2. gek theng.
3. diona.
4. eugene.
5. javier.
6. joanne.
7. yuchun.
8. yiqi.
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TAGGIES REPLY.
eveline : yea. Holy Spirit = my best friend. haa. =DD
xavier : amen. (:
hendy : cool~ no no wrong blog. yea! its mine! haha.
gideon : haha. thanks ! did lerh! a long long one. (:
| till death do us apart<3 | 1:04 AM :)
04 September, 2006
" The joy of the Lord is my strength "
however big your worries, when you focus on the Lord, you wil find comfort and joy.
said by Gideon during 9aug. the day when im really down n sick. thanks gideon!
this served as a reminder for me. everytime when things went wrong, this will surely appear in my mind. its of great help to me.
no matter what happen or how bad the situation is, in the presence of God, u will find comfort, love and joy.
seek God, run to Him, cried out to Him, He is all you ever need.
things wasn't smooth for me.
but i managed to just lift everything up to God.
i managed to praise and worship Him whole-heartedly even in bad times.
i managed to control my emotions, instead of letting emotions control me.
i managed to even find joy in His presence, though im disappointed with things.
last time, i don't manage to do all these. but this time round, i did it! yes, i did it!
praise n worship Him even in the worst times, give thanks to Him for both good n bad things. seek Him and you will definitely find joy in His presence.
and now, i no longer is disappointed, sad, angry or whatever! cos dere is this God who loves and care for me. all i got to do is seek Him and lift everything up into His loving hands. He is in control of everything, im sure of that. (:
never gonna let anything affect my relationship with my Daddy. never gonna let anything stop me from spending time with Him again. i love my Daddy!
no more big talk, gonna put in action. (:
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TAGGIES REPLY.
jeremy : hey! thanks alot! things are getting beta now. =DD
hendy : yupp! that was a really wonderful day! haha. looking forward to next gathering yea. yupp, burn strong strong for Daddy! take care. (:
eveline : thanks eveline! yupp, i will. God is all i ever need. let's continue learning more and more as we con't walking our life with Jesus. haha. =DD <3
| till death do us apart<3 | 11:42 AM :)
02 September, 2006
hmmm, jus reached home not long.
meet with mrs kwek and the few pri sch frenz.
well, since so long we last met. so cool.
went to eat pizza hut. yupp, mrs kwek's treat. [ thanks so much ]
there was me, jiayi, crystal, hendy, zhenqun, jian qing, yang meng, sara, huili, yan hong, hong kiat, sean, kai shen and one more girl [ i dunno wad's her name =X ]
mrs kwek and jian qing left at 4pm plus. me, jia yi, crystal, hendy and zhenqun went JE. just sit at a corner and chatted. and know wad, hendy actually become a christian too last year august. cool! chatted alot. (:
jia yi went off at 7pm plus. the 4 of us con't to chat. haha. after that went JP mos burger. the 3 eat their dinner. walked home. crystal house was quite near JP so in the end zhen qun and hendy walked me home. wahah. chatted kinda alot bah.
looking forward to the next gathering! =D fun day with u guyss!
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i thought things will get better as time goes by. i was wrong. how come the other one also. sigh. i dunno how shld i react towards this. is this wad it should be? i doubt so. wadeva ??
but still, i will pray. yes, i will.
Lord Jesus, i wanna get serious with You.
teach me how to deal n react at different situation.
i want ppl to see the difference in me, bcos You are in me.
i dun understand wad is it now.
but stil i wanna seek You.
i dun wanna seek You only in times of bad, but of good times too.
mayb im in the wrong.
but i really no longer know wad to do.
God, i really feel like giving up here.
please please, tell me what to do.
i know i cant just give up,
i know that is sure something i can do.
but God, i need You to tell me.
i really need You.
i lift up this family to You, Lord.
Jesus, put that fire in me.
let the flame burn bigger n bigger; brighter and brighter.
i want tt hunger, that desperateness!
i want more and more. add on to me, O Lord.
i dun want any of these to be lost!
i dun want to live a life without You.
i want You to be the head, the master of my life.
i want to just lift my whole life into Your hand.
i dun wanna live by myself, my own strength, but Yours.
i want my whole life to be about YOU! YOU! YOU! Jesus.
in You, i found comfort and joy.
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I MISS FIRST NIGHT <3; SONGS-GUESSING<3!!
lalala~ fun times.. i miss them all!
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TAGGIES REPLY.
huisi : of cos enjoyed! haha. it was fun. at first stil scare it will be quite sian. but NO NO NO. it was great! =DD
daddy : yupp. fun fun. u take care too! =DD cya.
javier : welcome lah! haha. u guyss did a great job. the dance is fun! haha.
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:13 PM :)
01 September, 2006
alrite, jus came back from meeting up with yvonne and huisi.
hmmm, yupp. didn't go back to CPS. =X
but guess tml is meetin up with the pri sch frenz and mrs kwek!
(:
went plaza singapura with karen, yvonne and huisi. not bad ah.
it's indeed tiring, standing up and down infront of the machine. LOL.
( we went to take neoprints )
huisi went off with her bf after some time, left the 3 of us.
walked ard and chatted. had fun.
never knew we can chat and talk so much! HAHA.
nice and wonderful day ehh.
and most importantly of all :
TO ALL 3D PEEPS,
mr chia wanna thank the whole 3D for the nice watch!
he says he really like it alot and thanks a million!
=DD
and yup, he said he will wear it everyday!
how cool is tt? HAHAHAHA.
and not forgetting to wish all the teachers,
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!
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TAGGIES REPLY.
tiff : thanks! =D
wan zi: darling daughter! thanks for much. i thank God for such a nice and sweet sister too! yupp. we gonna work tgt! haha. =DD
mich: u still needa know anot ? need to noe i go check ??
jeremy : thanks ! (:
xavier : hi ~ bye. (:
| till death do us apart<3 | 10:44 AM :)
