27 September, 2009
back from NRA camp.
(:
and i thought it was a good experience.
even though,
the physical part is a challenge,
but i made it through!
hahahahaahaha.
and now,
i'm aching all over.
lalalalala.
feel so fit suddenly.
hahaha.
this i promise you by n sync is nice nice nice.
my group is supposed to choreo 8 eights for this song and showcase it.
but i didn't participate cus i've to leave early.
ohwell.
and thanks DK for downloading the song for me.
Cal, come back quick!!!
and MN, i'm counting down to your return alr!! i miss you!
it feels like never enough.
| till death do us apart<3 | 5:50 PM :)
24 September, 2009
"ting dong"
the door bell rang,
and i thought it was you.
was hoping it was you.
| till death do us apart<3 | 10:24 PM :)
dental again today.
and finally the two "spring-look-alike" thing thing is taken off.
and now, the two "out-of-place" teeth are pulled to the front,
as in connected to the wire.
omgosh.
so pain so pain.
)):
from the start of the braces thing, it has never been this bad before.
i remember evan once telling me it can get so pain until don't feel like talking,
and i told her i won't.
and now, or rather today, that's what i'm experiencing.
and guess what,
i totally can't bite a single thing.
it's worse than in the beginning.
now it's more of like plain soup or no-need-to-bite kinda porridge or something.
in the beginning still can rely on the back teeth to bite or something,
but now,
none of my teeth is of use anymore. ))):
literally, none.
felt so helpless in regards to the pain.
ahh.
):
and 'm gng for training camp on fri (tmr supposingly).
tell me how to survive.
4 more hours and evan is coming back!
smiles.
and for a moment,
overwhelmed with ____.
oh oh!
thanks for the devil's chocolate cake!
it was really unexpected.
and so much for the train got problem.
hahahaha.
craving for it for so long and it popped right up in front of my eyes!
smiles big big!!
thanks, Jpapa!
loveeeeeyouuuuuuuuuu! <3s!
It's You
(Ryan Cabrera)
[/thanks F.L for introducing this song! niceeee!]
Baby it's you
when i look up in the sky i see you
then i turn and close my eyes
it's you
when i'm sitting all alone in my room
everything reminds me of you
| till death do us apart<3 | 1:27 AM :)
tried but failed.
yet again.
| till death do us apart<3 | 12:43 AM :)
22 September, 2009
i'm so full now.
smiles.
it has been like 134235241 years since i last ate at my house downstair the coffee shop.
ohwell,
but i thought today's dinner is nice.
simply because we ate as one full family - me, bro, mummy and dad!
and i srsly can't remember the last time we ate together at the dining table.
nice food, and nice family.
smiles.
after meal, sat there and chatted for a while.
as usual, i'll be the most talkative/crazy whatever you say it.
but it's definitely worth it to look silly and crazy when you see the smiles on their face,
and hear their laughters!
was talking about some tattoo thing thing,
and about me being senile as well as dad,
and about tattooing a money sign on dad's tummy,
and about me driving at 20-30 km/h and banging into another car,
and many many more.
yeah, as you can see,
only i'll come up with this kinda craps.
haha.
but they LOL okay.
since like really really really long we last sit down together and have such a laugh.
thank God.
((((:
and dad said i siao zha bo.
haha.
well, at least they smiled and laughed.
no image, nothing also never mind.
hahaha.
oh oh, did i mention i'm forced by mum and dad to eat fish. ))):
and dad commented saying asking me to eat fish is like asking me to eat medicine.
hahaha.
love 'em big big time!
oh,
and also headed sentosa with baby (GT). ((:
she so funny can.
can't stay under the sun for long,
for fear of being too dark.
and in the end,
i think i barely tanned.
ohwell,
but at least we spent time together!
((:
thanks dear!
'm so excited about all the dance thing that's coming up.
SMILES BIG TIME!
evan is coming back in about two day time!!! :D
cal is coming back in 6 days timeeeeee! :D
mich is coming back in less than a monthhhhh!! :D
come back quick, dears!!!
| till death do us apart<3 | 10:00 PM :)
20 September, 2009
was talking to baby(Gek Theng) about the "violence against women"
dance compeition thing thing.
'm feeling pretty excited about it!!
the competition will be held in a club.
sounds like romp4 or whatever. hahaha.
but anyway,
it's the competition that matters!!
but again, i'm really really hoping/praying/wishing
it will come to pass and not another "false alarm".
)):
till then!
'm counting down to the days of my lovely girls touching down!!
i received a bomb today.
):
thanks for making me feel wanted..
| till death do us apart<3 | 10:44 PM :)
19 September, 2009
"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat,
or will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on.
One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you.
The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her."
i remember reading this in Cal's blog before,
and now again, in pearlynn's blog.
how true.
(:
| till death do us apart<3 | 6:48 PM :)
i miss the beach.
and and,
'm missing pretty much things now.
i miss
river;
p.park;
mount faber;
west coast;
etc etc.
and definitely 'm missing my 3 lovely girls who are not in singapore,
and one lovely girl who is busy with her As.
| till death do us apart<3 | 6:36 PM :)
you're blowing my mind.
i'll rush to bed tonight,
hoping to see you,
at the very least,
in my dream.
| till death do us apart<3 | 1:14 AM :)
18 September, 2009
i wanna slim down.
):
okay, words without action is dead.
buttttttt!
hmmmmm..
))):
a few more hours and
tingting!!
results.
):
wish me all the best.
you make me smile tonight.
| till death do us apart<3 | 3:00 AM :)
15 September, 2009
imagine this.
you're happily dancing and dancing,
feeling all so happy and high,
letting your hair down,
putting down all your guard.
dancing, grooving to the music,
turning round and round,
just feeling so free, so happy,
oblivious to the surrounding.
and then, as you turn and move,
you see this smile on the face,
and the eyes that are set on you.
the smile sweeten you,
and you feel loved.
because the smile seems to be there for you.
it's just like,
when you see someone you love,
being so happy and all,
nothing but a smile on his/her face.
joy overflowing.
unknowingly,
you smile too.
your heart smiles too.
and yes,
that's the smile i'm talking about.
tell me,
is that the smile on your face that night.
| till death do us apart<3 | 10:41 PM :)
i miss clubbing.
i miss the loud music.
i miss the drinking.
i'm afraid,
honestly.
| till death do us apart<3 | 8:56 PM :)
both evan and cal had gone to China.
(:
have fun there, alrights dearies!
gonna miss y'all much much!
*
don't cry.
it fine, really.
everything's in the heart yeah.
smiles, luv.
'm worried.
unknowingly, it's wearing me out.
stronger, independent,
that's the journey i'm walking.
| till death do us apart<3 | 5:15 PM :)
13 September, 2009
i dont wanna be alone tonight.
no, i dont wanna cry.
on the contrary, i think i wanna be alone.
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:19 AM :)
11 September, 2009
i had a talk with Dad like two nights ago or something.
and i thought it was good. (:
felt pretty encouraged by him.
even though he didn't say much things in regards to dance,
but he seemed more supportive now. was talking about future and all and yeah.
(: smiles.
& dancing brings life!
met up with pearlynn darling after sooooo long huh!
the recently-mia-oh-so-busy-with-him girl. hahaha.
though it was short and all, but not baddd! suddenly become so flowery yeah. haha.
didn't managed to meet diona, cy and gang. hmmmm. sorry. ): couldn't rush over in time and all. meet up soooon yeah!
the night was .... pretty goood? haha.
met kuku for dinner. then went to meet jumbo while kuku went to meet puzz. den all come tgt again at zouk and meet up with alexis, gum, caden, jeff and alfred. jahrell joined later! :D spent most of the time at wine bar instead of zouk itself. perhaps only the last hour den hit the dancefloor. zouk wasn't as packed as before. supposingly many wasn't high, including me. then, i remember drinking mojito, flamming lambo, graveyard, tequila shot and and and... some chocolate martini. hershey? i forgot how to spell! ): okay, whatever.
and ended up getting pretty high at the dancefloor! haha. so long since i last clubbed. not bad, i guess. enjoyed dancing with the peeps!! :D thanks people!
kinda a let out i suppose.
after so long.
to put your mind aside, high on booze and just dance.
hmmmm yeahhh.
something actually makes me happy.
and i'm glad things turn out this way! :D
smiles.
& i no longer feel a thing about that,
each time i read about it.
i suppose its good?
very hyped up for dance. and i don't want this fire to cease, not even for a bit.
(:
| till death do us apart<3 | 12:55 PM :)
07 September, 2009
went for D.Base today. hip hop, followed by street jazz.
it was funnnnn!
so long since i last danced with yiqi dear, and of course Felicia!
enjoyed it, totally!
(:
but again, my back is hurting.
and cus of that, i skipped NRA.
ohwell.
'm gng back to D.Base tmr again for Girls HipHop!
:D
i hope, i pray,
it's that case.
please be.
party. yes? no?
hmmmm.
| till death do us apart<3 | 8:07 PM :)
05 September, 2009
to start off,
EVANGELINE CHUA, I DO POST SUCH POSTS IN THE PAST ONE OKAY. JUST THAT YEAH.. U KNOW. KINDA STOP CUS I DON'T WANNA SOUND SO PHILOSOPHICAL OR SOMETHING. HAHAHAHA. and like i said, its a reminder for myself tooooooo! :D loves!
F.L, i'm glad it encourages you!! (((: gonna see you tmr!! or rather later!!! wheee! :D loveyou!
*
always enjoyed hanging out with yiqi. (: talked about random things and all. haha. and she's one person no matter how many months or even if one full year never meet, the closeness between us wil never cease. (: and i remember the other person is szeting. ((:
i don't know what to say. i just need i feel like falling on my bed and just go into lalaland now. but again, i'm on high spirit to do some stuffs now. so yeah, 'm gonna work on it, else no time!!!!!
ciao.
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:02 AM :)
04 September, 2009
不在乎天长地久，至少曾经拥有
i remember i wrote this sentence way back in secondary school.
and it dawned on me again, today.
[i typed a whole long passage for this page. ended up i decided to shorten it to this. hahahaha =/]
perhaps we feel many things aren't gonna last forever.
be it relationships, friendships or things that we achieved.
but sometimes its because we fear too much that things not gonna last or what's gonna happen in the future, that we ended up not giving our all in the present.
bible says " therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. each day has enough trouble of its own."
if we shouldn't worry about what's gonna happen tmr, den why worry about what's gonna happen years down the road?
yeah i know sometimes such thoughts are inevitable, but do take control of your mind.
we will never ever know what's gonna happen in the future, unless God tells!
therefore, dream big about your future. like what MN once said to me, dreaming it's free, so dream big!
and right now, for the present, treasure whatever you have and all. give your all.
if you love someone, tell the person. if you treasure this person, love him/her. if you wanna achieve this dream, go ahead bravely! etc etc.
and when the day comes when it gonna end, or at your last breath, you would be happy and contented, because you know you've given ur best and no regrets.
yeah, "no regrets". this two words are strong.
perhaps the thing you thought aren't gonna last forever, actually last till your very last breath,
and your fear never came?
you never know.
yeah, nobody wishes for things to come to an end.
esp. sweet, nice, awesome, fun, exciting things.
even the least possible thing that you thought, everyone thought would last,
part of you still wish it would.
but again, nothing is impossible yeah?
there's always exceptions.
(:
don't fear, don't step back, don't give up.
p.s i blogged this as a reminder for myself too. (:
anyway,
i like this song!!
愛很簡單:
忘了是怎麼開始 也許就是對你 有一種感覺 忽然間發現自己 已深深愛上你 真的很簡單
( like this first part of the song alot! sweeeet! )
愛的地暗天黑都已無所謂 是是非非無法抉擇 喔~~ 沒有後悔為愛日夜去跟隨 那個瘋狂的人是我 喔~~ I LOVE U 無法不愛你 BABY 說你也愛我 I LOVE U 永遠不願意 BABY 失去你 不可能更快樂 只要能在一起 做什麼都可以 雖然 世界變個不停 用最真誠的心 讓愛變的簡單 I LOVE U 一直在這裡 BABY 一直在愛你 Oh ya~ I LOVE U (yes I do) 永遠都不放棄 這愛你的權利 如果你還有一些困惑 Oh No 請貼著我的心傾聽 聽我說著 愛你 (yes I do) 我愛你
yes, it's a chinese song! hahahhaha.
ahya, in fact i like the whole song la. hahha. the lyrics so sweeet righttt!
my chinese has improved cus i've start listening to chinese song, and at the same time checking out the meaning of the lyrics. hahahahah. clap for me!
okay, lame.
gonna turn in soon.
meeting DD for brunch tmr at kap! :D misses themmmmmm!
and then, meeting yiqi in town! finally!!
<3 smiles!
oh oh, and did i mention Chengyong boyf texted me a few days back. (: thanks for the messages and everything yeah. kinda unexpected, but yeah, sweet! :D
dream. determination. perseverance. self-discipline.
i'm holding on, very tightly. (:
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:35 AM :)
03 September, 2009
thanks for all the words that you said, luv.
i know you aren't good with words,
but you tried to put everything into those sentences,
be it to encourage me or comfort me. (:
really really appreciate it a lot.
and thanks for your sensitivity!
even without me saying, you kinda know it/guess it.
really thanks big time!
you don't know how much those words mean to me!
love youuuuuuuuu to bits! :D
kisssyyyyy! hugs!
*
exercised for two days! :D :D
on tues, squash-ed with evan in NP.
nice play man. hahaha. so long since i last perspired so much.
play again, evan!!! :D
on wed, which is today (supposingly),
basketball-ed with Jumbo!
soooooo long since i last touched bball. but i thought it was niceeeeeee!
hahahahah. Jumbo said she gonna teach me this and that of bball! :D
MAYBE, one day i'll be playing bball very well, provided i'll be a good student of hers! hahahahaha.
totally loveeee the feel of after exercising!
yeah, perspirations dripping everywhere but the feel is awesome! happy, light and all!
oh oh, 'm surprised to receive a msg from pearlynn darling asking me to go running tmr.
can't make it, cus my menses just came today! )))): plan another day again, darl?
oh oh oh, and did i mention, Jumbo plays bball very well? wow! (:
hahahhaha.
if only i'll like exercise everyday .. it wil be so awesome!
dinner-ed in town with the rest - Laoda, Caden, Joan, Val. Puzz joined later. (:
simple one. and home sweet home! (:
it's dreams that keep us moving on ...
so keep dreaming .
| till death do us apart<3 | 1:21 AM :)
01 September, 2009
"The strongest man in the world is he who stands most alone."
- from fel's blog.
how true.
thanks for the past supports. (:
and now,
more of independence.
i believe it's another thing that He wants me to learn.
just like what eve and i talked about.
| till death do us apart<3 | 1:14 AM :)
embarking on a journey of being stronger.
'm not gonna drop a tear, not anymore.
at least not on this.
no more.
| till death do us apart<3 | 12:57 AM :)
