a week or two before (or after),
things definitely happen.
so 'm right.
srsly, i'm not looking forward to that day.
not at all.
don't come pls.
it pierced through my soul
mentally drained.
you only see the bad times.
is this fair?
beside, the good times surpasses the bad times so much more.
'm tired of explaining.
neither 'm i gonna do that.
forget it.
every single time you gave me such high hopes,
but when the time really comes,
you crashed everything with just any excuses of yours.
and now,
guess what,
i've lost confidence in your words.
'm not gonna allow your words to lift me all the way up high,
in case in a split second ill fall all the way down.
what a disappointment.
even if you know it gonna hurt me, badly.
guess what,
sometimes questions aren't meant to really fish out an answer.
it's just to see how truthful one is.
i don't need a yes from you to know it's true.
i just want to see how truthful will you be..
it will be very disappointing to know you lied.
if only you know how angry i was to hear that.
and even angrier when you seem to not tell me the fact.
or not,
let's hope it's misheard.
but i hardly doubt so.
on a lighter note,
my leg is recovering well!
though when walking and all is painful,
but the pain is bearable so it's fine!
everything went well, except for that one simple, basic thing.
sighh.
what's wrong?
have been thinking about it for hours, but i still couldn't get it.
yeah, no pointing thinking about it now 'cus i cant do anything.
but hmmm..
sighhh.
just feel so gek.
hopefully by the next time i can master it..
dreaming about the same thing for consecutively 3 nights.
i suppose,
subconsciously 'm pretty stressed by it.
but how not to?
hmmm.
time is flying so fast.
school just started and in a few weeks time,
it's hols again..
INT or IBT?
hmmmm..
"it's your time to shine"