30 November, 2009
a pretty fruitful day.
(:
first,
tuition with my two lil boys.
time passed soooo fast, and yeah it was good!
den,
driving lesson..
to think i was actually dreading of starting practical initially,
and now i'm enjoying every lesson.
hahaha.
and then,
met the people!!
been SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO long.
omg.
met up with MN, MichLo, DK and Weiqiang.
dinner-ed at ikea, town for some chilling.
nice.. i enjoyed myself totally.
smiles.
and i jus got to know DK and i got the same driving instructor,
and we're jus laughing away about him. haaha.
but cannot deny he's a good instructor.
then, all the talking and all.
then, i think DK is so funny esp when he and wq is talking about the driving thing.
our dear MN from slpg become listening silently at the backseat and laughing.
hahaha.
guys, thanks for today!
Much Loves!
i don't dare to hope, for fear of disappointment.
| till death do us apart<3 | 1:59 AM :)
28 November, 2009
'm sorry for all the tears and all.
prolly, it's the first time i cried till so bad in front of you.
yeah, it is the first time.
but thanks for everything.
the hug, the words, the tears, the everything.
thanks for just allowing me to cry..
couldn't hold it any longer.
felt much better after that.
and of course,
thanks for the company thru the night.
i wanna cry no more.
'cus i dont wanna feel like i'm a weakling or whatsoever.
& tears coudn't stop falling as i look at you and listen to what you gonna say.
those tears that fall on my hand, i've got it.
i'm here, and will always be.
| till death do us apart<3 | 7:43 PM :)
26 November, 2009
emotional roller coaster.
yet another drop of tears.
and i still thought today will be an awesome day.
'm wrong.
| till death do us apart<3 | 5:44 PM :)
when i think of you i don't feel so alone
And i'll forget the world that i knew
but i swear i won't forget you
oh, if my voice could reach
back through the past
i'd whisper in your ear
oh darling, i wish you were here
'cayse the spaces between my fingers
are right where yours fit perfectly
As many times as i blink
i'll think of you tonight
i'll think of you tonight
| till death do us apart<3 | 12:18 AM :)
25 November, 2009
"your dream is my dream"
"your dream slowly become mine and i will always be there"
simple yet powerful sentences.
miao miao.
for every lil thing you do,
'm amazed by you.
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:40 AM :)
probably only you will go to the extent of searching all the clips to encourage me and all.
from babies dancing, to kids, to teens to adults.
thank you, luv.
luvyou!
(:
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:16 AM :)
21 November, 2009
i wanna speak no more..
the more i say,
the more i miss you ..
| till death do us apart<3 | 11:00 PM :)
if only you could appear at my doorstep ..
| till death do us apart<3 | 9:13 PM :)
stop saying sorry.
it isn't something i wanna hear.
| till death do us apart<3 | 4:32 PM :)
i sleep, i cry
i wake, i cry
i eat, i cry
i sit, i cry
i stare, i cry
i think, i cry
i read, i cry
i type, i cry
i see, i cry
i hear, i cry
i cry, i cry
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:54 PM :)
i failed once again..
so much for the wanting to be a better one, doing all that i can do and all..
but that's not the case.
i failed.
again.
'm sorry.
sorry for all the hurts, sadness, tears, tiredness.
my bad.
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:29 PM :)
i couldn't remember when is the last time i cried till this shit.
i want a hug.
| till death do us apart<3 | 1:42 AM :)
16 November, 2009
thanks for all the messages,
and even showing me youtube clips to encourage me.
'm sorry but tears just come falling off.
but again, thanks.
do you know how much i appreciate you for all these?
smiles.
(:
xoxoxoxo!
| till death do us apart<3 | 11:50 PM :)
my sweetest girl did it for me last wednesday..
i remember she was like rushing something in the CG room.
and i didn't know it's this.
thank you, Fel!!
i didn't expect this.
and yes, been through a lot.
you've been a total awesome friend man!
love you to bits!!
xoxo.
| till death do us apart<3 | 11:39 PM :)
i see this as a good chance now.
but again, procrastination is too strong.
or rather, fear worries is pulling off.
sometimes 'm jus really angry with myself.
hate this part right here.
i don't know.
it's the first step that's tough.
it's either you do it or you don't.
it's either you move forward or forever at this spot.
this shouldn't be the case.
this cannot be the case.
what the hell m i doing.
dont be such a loser, R.
| till death do us apart<3 | 10:40 PM :)
it's kinda a burden off after telling you, dear.
like finally, i managed to tell you.
(:
thanks so much for everything.
and at the same time,
sorry.
pinky promise it's between us.
thank you. (((:
hugs.
loveya!
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:11 AM :)
such an "eventful" night yesterday.
haha.
not to be elaborated.
agree with what Jahrell said.
"it's quite an experience."
pretty long since i last see this kinda thing.
lalala.
anyway,
time flies.
'm happy.
(:
managed to hang out bit with MN and evan.
it was all kinda last min. haha. but well.
((: smiles.
it has been forever since i last met MN,
and im really really glad to see her today. hugs.
MN, you so loved!!
meet up soon again!
'm tired.
but dont feel like sleeping.
plenty of thoughts.
you said you wanted forever with me,
so would you hold my hand tight and never let go?
| till death do us apart<3 | 12:54 AM :)
14 November, 2009
see,
i told you i've got strong senses.
haha.
to be in suspense.
projects, assignments lalala.
stress level going very high up.
and i dont like this.
):
so fast so fast week 5 coming.
a month more, and break! :D
it has been all good and nice these months.
remain this way, please.
don't flip.
(:
xoxo.
| till death do us apart<3 | 4:40 PM :)
09 November, 2009
让我照顾你
你一个人失了魂 清晨哭到夜深
不要别人问
我不出声 一直等
听你说你心疼 当时好傻 好天真
如果可以我愿意 这样陪你到永恒
让我照顾你 面对再大的风雨
也能微笑做自己 像个孩子 躺在我怀里
让我照顾你 在这荒芜世界里
就算有新的剧情 在明天等著你
然而在你最需要的此刻 请让我照顾你
总有一天会有人 一个懂你的人
让你从此不心疼
如果可以我愿意 这样陪你到永恒
你看破了虚伪 拆穿爱的假面
后悔曾经为他付出一切
我会在你身边 当你伤心欲绝
不奢望你偶然垂怜
当你对这世界失去信任 请让我照顾你
'm listening to this song right now.
and idk why,
but tears keep falling..
you never know how much this song means to me.
each time i hear it,
there's this unexplainable feeling within stirring.
memories flash past.
i love to hear you sing.
*
dont know why 'm kinda feeling emotional these days.
no, not pms. its over.
hmmmm.
| till death do us apart<3 | 10:49 PM :)
do you seriously feel everything is worth it for me?
| till death do us apart<3 | 10:41 PM :)
i don't wanna feel the way i do,
but i can't help it.
would you dry those tears for me?
| till death do us apart<3 | 10:32 PM :)
08 November, 2009
finally done with maya.
and srsly,
i need to thank HANNAH.
omg, she's so nice..
called her and said meet up to do,
and she readily agree.
thanks hannah, you really helped me a lot a lot alot..
not only today,
but since the day we know each other!!!!
and also thanks to do and fel tooo!
thanks for helping me with this and that,
be it for the maya thing or just any other thing!
love you guys to bits!!
:D
miss being in that arms of yours.
mummy bought bro and me this iphone-look-alike mobile.
and its 100% look alike.
haha.
difference being, i heard there's more applications or something.
idk, have yet to explore it.
though not the real iphone,
but 'm really touched by mummy.
so sweet of her. ((:
pleasant surprise.
((:
so fast week 4 of school alr.
5 more weeks and term break!!
hee hee.
okay, 'm a bad student i know.
always and forever keep looking forward to hols only.
lalalala.
i couldn't quite explain why it feels so different without you by my side..
i miss you
| till death do us apart<3 | 11:42 PM :)
06 November, 2009
my heart aches as i see those
drops of tears roll down your cheek
silence broke out,
and no one speaks a word.
i look at you,
hoping to get some clues what's wrong.
you spoke,
i listened.
don't wanna see you unhappy.
because you know,
a true genuine smile of yours means so much to me
| till death do us apart<3 | 11:11 AM :)
05 November, 2009
a sweet surprise.
so loved, so happy, so touched etc etc.
XOXO!
(:
you never fail to make my day!
oh, and i saw F.L today.
like finally alright?
been long!
was so excited when i see her. opps.
hahahahaha.
)):
i can't imagine having to do maya for the rest of this week.
kill me.
napped just now.
kinda knock out after i reached home.
and it was a nice, peaceful sleep.
no dreams nothing.
the sweet scent!! (:
... and i know i'm loved.
so fast it's coming to an end of week 3.
in a blink of eye,
half a term will be gone again.
woah.
evan coming over for dinner tmr.
hahaa.
since forever she last tasted my mum's cooking,
and she has been saying she misses it and all.
and papa, where're you!!!
it'll be so nice if you gonna be there.
haha.
the both of you are like my mum's tasters.
LOL.
loves!
because she believes.
dreams do come true when you believe.
| till death do us apart<3 | 12:45 AM :)
02 November, 2009
currently in ProPlan class.
as usual, i hasnt been paying much attention in class.
ohwell,
laptop, facebok, msn is a huge distraction!
only myself to blame.
haha.
its just like faith without work is dead,
dream without action is dead too.
so so so many thoughts and conflicts,
or wtv it is.
highlight recently:
Jeff's 22nd birthday apartment party.
(:
pretty cool, i thought.
friends from everywhere, photos, cakes, drinks, food etc etc.
ohh, and bow tie(s).
and of course, those weird things that the girls are doing and videoing or something something.
hahahaha.
the walk around clarke quay is epic.
we followed by the gold/black balloons.
apparently only our gang are with balloons, high up in the air.
and people even came up, asking for balloons or something.
well, i had fun.
and it was halloween night.
it was kinda the first time i was in such happening place during halloween.
didn't manage to get to social house though, but its fine! (:
people dressing up and all,
no doubt, i was abit scare.
esp by those sadako or something something.
haha.
but again, i thought the whole night was coool!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEFF! (:
okay, gotta listen!
"i like your smile."
a sentence that warms my heart,
and definitely brings a smile upon my face.
thanks luv!
| till death do us apart<3 | 11:14 AM :)
