26 August, 2006
Jesus, i need Your touch. i need Your grace, Your mercy.
things went wrong, its You i seek,
its You i cried out to.
please help me know You are near.
draw me into Your presence.
i don't wanna be affected of the pattern of the world, Lord.
teach me how.
You are just so important, so dear to me, O Lord.
i can't live without You, lost w/o Your love.
God, take aways all the hurts n unpleasant.
i lift it all up to You.
i no longer want anything that is between us,
hindering You and me.
help me get my full focus on You alone.
Lord Jesus, thank You.
amen.
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TAGGIES REPLY.
lay theng : hi. (:
huishi: yupp. with God, who should i fear? God bless you too. (:
weiqiang : woo hoo ??
xavier : thanks .
gideon : really ? thanks for all this while. at the veri least, wadeva happen, i stil haf God who is always faithfully there for me.
lo : yupp. wil pray de. thanks.
song: not bad ah. will come here. surprised. yupp. u the best la can ?
| till death do us apart<3 | 5:36 AM :)
23 August, 2006
Daddy, im sorry.
i think i've really got everything wrong.
i've not learnt to depend on You for little things TILL now.
Daddy, teach mi how. i really dunno.
i dun wanna get anything even more wrong alr.
teach mi how to depend on You
and seek You with confidence.
i know You still love me as much,
and i do really love You too.
what is it that You wanna show me ?
what is it that You wanna teach me?
i really yearn to hear Your voice, Daddy.
speak to me,
help mi to recognise Your voice, Holy Spirit.
i dunno wad's wrong with miie.
Holy Spirit, renew my mind, change my thinking.
i dun wanna do things on my own strength, but Yours.
i dun wanna depend on myself, but depend fully on You, Jesus.
i dun wanna live for myself, but for You, Lord.
God, teach mi and guide mi.
change everything that is not right in mi.
im sorry, Daddy.
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TAGGIES REPLY.
ZQ : HAHA. surprise that you are actually here. yupp.. hope we got a chance. teachers' day lah! find someone to organise. LOL. mayb u can try organising. (: wahaha.
xavier : yup. cya. (:
| till death do us apart<3 | 9:36 AM :)
19 August, 2006
hmmm .. finally back home. can say was out the whole day. =DD haha.
and finally CT2 is over ! whee~ but gonna prepare mentally for the blow of results. LOL.
had a very memorable day bah. today we celebrated baby's birthday cos she sunday cant reserve for us. haha.
after sch, mi and khai loon went to bugis. and baby, huishi, grace and edwin was at JE waiting for us. sorry guyss, we were late. cos i had a hard time finding the bag for baby. yupp, i bought her a bag.
HAHA.
on the train to JE, khai loon was telling mi about last time how they celebrated one's bdae. den told mi about blind-folding the bdae girl and a thought came to my mind. i called grace and ask her to find ways to blind-fold baby, as in told her playin game or wad . haha.
den suddenly i also thought of smth, tt is to ask everyone present there to say smth to baby, kinda each and everyone de heartfelt word. haha.
alrite, yupp. reached JE. go prima deli bought a cake, lighted the candle and went up to find the bdae girl and the few ppl. baby was really blind-folded and know nth wad is happening.
with mi holdin the cake in front of baby, the rest started singing bdae song. released the cloth from covering her eye. she was surprised. haha. tears of joy starting flowing. and yupp, made a wish and blow the candle.
den i'm the first to say my " heartfelt " word to her as im the one who suggested to do so. she cried. haha. not meant to make u cry lah, but i meant wad i say. =DD everyone said, and we eat the cake. YUM YUM !
after that went to take neoprints. well, was a nice and wonderful one. haha. happy memories. baby kept saying she is really veri happy today. im glad you are. yup. its good. haha. anw, her actual bdae is this sun, 20/8. =) love you, baby. LOL.
yupp, after that went home. bath and come out again, back to JE entertainment. but this time with different ppl. i met with evangeline and we take neoprints. haha. its cool! nice pics. haha . had fun playin n deco the pics, taking out own sweet time. haha. u rocks!! <3 you, dearie. wahaha.
was supposed to play basketball with the same old few last time. but alot cant make it and think no ball or wad de so end up evan, szeting, calista and mi spent the rest of the time at JE. well, we did play bball, some more in aircon place. haha. guess wad, arcade de. hmm, so long since i last stepped into arcade. LOL. once in a blue blue moon lerh.
calista went home first. mi, evan and szeting went to mac, chit-chat. yupp. not bad ahh. den went home at about 11.40pm. haha. and here im blogging.
yupp, whole day out, tired. but its really fun and memorable. with baby they all, with evan they all. haha. a great n fruitful day spent. =DD whee ~ u all really brighten up my whole day. (: <3 you guys.
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TAGGIES REPLY.
MICH : yupp. haha. (: cya tml.
baby : thanks for coming to tag. yupp. its a great day spent. ur really happy, don't you? dun cry. haha. i noe is tears of joy or touched. LOL. (: loveya.
jeremy : yupp. thanks for the encouragement. i guess i gonna work hard bah. dun wanna disappoint my teacher and myself. LOL. and somemore after september holi, about 3 weeks time is end of year lerh. SCARE ! haha.
michelle lo : haha. i will. thanks so much. (: thanks for helpin mi in my maths too last time. haha. =)
| till death do us apart<3 | 3:49 PM :)
17 August, 2006
2 more papers to go, physics and e maths, and it will be the end of the common test! woohoo.
but got back a maths paper todae lerh. well, a total disappointment. don't dare to hope much for chemistry and history. guess won't be any better.=( and yupp, jus hope my english, chinese, physics and e maths at least will be better. sigh .
had i put in my best ? i dunno. i doubt so. lalala~
today is wan zi's birthday. happy birthday, my darling daughter! i love you. continue to burn the fire for God ehh. LOL. live for Him. (: alrite, we still gonna high together de ehh. haha. take lotsa care.
blog a longer and better one next time.
gonna study physics lerh.
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TAGGIES REPLY.
jeremy : thanks for dropping by! HAHA. (:
tiffany : yupp. im fine! haha. u did a good job yeah. LOL. take care. (:
freak : yupp. common test. not stress lah. u think with my this kind of result still will be stressed de meh? i wonder if i really work hard. anyway, i didnt wanna get into the cabinet and i never get into it b4. haha. u jia you too. =))
eve: LOL. yupp. falling deep in love with Him. (: hopefully more and more ppl will see His love and know Him! HAHA. =DD
fangyu : woohoo.. u tagged. haha. yupp. thanks. u too, work hard ehh ? last 2 liao. and no more. den will come a few class tests and here comes the EYE. LOL. take care. cya in sch! <3. =)) wahaha.
evan : dearie, i miss you lots too. =DD HAHA. oh, timios is my cell group name. yupp. it means: God's Precious. haha. cya in sch every morning! <3 you. (:
| till death do us apart<3 | 11:32 AM :)
11 August, 2006
God, can You sense the hunger and desperateness in me ?
i just want more of You and less of myself, Lord.
i longed so much to be in Your presence,
i longed so much to be near to You.
Help me to know that You're near.
Jesus, i dunno how to put the feeling inside of me into words.
but i know that You do know wad im thinking n feeling.
i can't help but tears fall.
i'm not statisfied.
i want more, more and more !!
Holy spirit, help me to be sensitive to You.
help mi to recognise Your little voice
i longed for a deep fellowship with You.
You're my best friend.
wad words more can i use to describe the feeling inside of me?
i dunno how to express. really lost for words.
Lord, i noe You understand. i noe You do.
I need You, Jesus.
I want more of You.
Add on to me.
Draw me closer to You.
TAGGIES REPLY.
eugene : u huh.. everytime wait. ahyo. haha. anyway, take care !
wei qiang : HAHA. thanks for coming down to support! appreciate it. all thanks to karen n yiqi for choreographying the dance !
| till death do us apart<3 | 11:08 AM :)
07 August, 2006
back from the performance and the dinner with cell mates. (:
alrite, it was quite a successful one. nv make much mistakes but only a small part. LOL. but overall not bad ahh . haha. hard work, dancers! good job! =DD
hmm, thanks for all those who came and support yeah. whether support who also thanks! haha .
Khai Loon, Edwin, Lay Theng and grace came. Wei Qiang, Gideon, Xavier and michelle came.
thanks guyss! =P appreciate it!
sze ting, its alrite if u can't make it. getting beta ? take care. love you. wahaha. (:
ehh.. after the dance, went to eat with michelle and the few guys. chatted alot and " play ". yupp, it was fun! haha.
nth much bah. but im really happy today! =DD
wonderful day.
im going to struggle with my work ltr on.
tons of hw + the chem test tml!
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im break free!! [05/08/06]
and now i belong to You and You alone.
im 100% Your child, Your princess,
no one else.
i can fly,
cos im totally free now !! whee ~
Jesus, i thanks You for all the wonderful peeps around miie.
i appreciate it lots and i LOVE them, every single one of them . =D
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TAGGIES REPLY.
kelvin lo : wahh . how did u find ur way here? haha. thanks for tagging though. :)
xavier : LOL. and now u saw, happy ? haha. it was a fun experience ! =D
anthony : NO LA. we went to old folks' home. haha. perform and prepare food for them! (:
amanda : Hii sweetie! [ my cute cute cousin ! ]
cheng da : LOL. alrite. thanks !
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:12 PM :)
05 August, 2006
alrite, this week is definitely a tiresome one.
everyday also got dance, except for tuesday where got CIP.
in anyway, it means everyday also stay back and always is later den 6pm den reach home!
but i guess it worth it for the dance practices la. this sunday performance. hope it will be a good and successful one! LOL. jia you dancers! =p
common test coming, kinda quite scare though. seemed like some things i still dun understand. hope i can just perform well. i need the self-discipline and good time management to study!
how time flies, so fast august lerh. ltr the next moment when i notice, it would be end of year. and den the next moment i would be going for mission trip + YI camp! coolness! haha. =DD
hrmm, prayer meeting had been carried out for abt one week lerh. still getting fine. (: lookin forward to everyday de prayer meeting. love you guys, prayer warriors! HAHA.
wanted to go FOP today at indoor stadium initially. but couldn't make it. dance practice til 5pm++ and im jus damn too tired. somemore, this whole week had been home late due to dance practises and preparing of dance stuff, my mum definitely won't let mi go. and yupp, i missed out on this. :( how are things getting on dere, people? how is it like ?
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TAGGIES REPLY.
flamed : thanks for the tag. (: i'll do all my best! take care!!
xavier : yupp. mayb so. haha. too many loopholes for the attack ?? lolls.
freak : LOL. not stress la. haha. im not wantin to be clever. but jus wanna do my best in everything i do, so that i won't regret anything in future! HAHA. take care girl! ur cool. (:
pauline : no time ahh. tired tired everyday. haha. u work hard too! streaming this year yeah, jia you worr! =DD
evan : LOL. u'r also lack of slp nowadays ! haha. won't de bah. will try to balance! (: thanks dearie. haha .
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You're in control of everything.
Take full control of my life.
I gave myself all to You,
my heart, my soul.
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:22 PM :)
02 August, 2006
I have kinda been slacking alot these few days or
these 2 weeks.
last week, my quiet time was real irregular. [ deeply sorry ]
and my studying hours also bad! only 8 hours. =(
and now, i really come to a sense and know that my studies seemed to be in deep deep trouble. kinda lots of things still dun understand. ahh.
alrite, i think or rather im SURE i can't con't like this.
if not both my spiritual life and studies gonna suffer.
:( I DUN WANT THIS TO EVER HAPPEN!
and yupp,
i've made a decision.
from this very minute onward,
no matter how busy im or how tired im,
quiet time daily is a MUST and
i WILL do it!
gonna really be serious in studies,
and not keep slacking!
15 hours a week, w/o fail !
i gonna do what i say. and i mean it.
gonna get serious.
no more slacking, no compromise.
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Dear God,
Im really sorry, for these 2 weeks.
Help miie and bless miie with good time management.
I PROMISE to spent time with You daily,
and that i will study hard.
Give miie the wisdom in my studies, O Lord.
I do everything for Your glory,
not mine, not others.
and i thank You for every single thing!
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TAGGIES REPLY.
gideon : yupp! gonna perservere!! finishing line is just right ahead ! (: ALL FOR HIM.
tzuhsuan : hey peng you! thanks lots yeah. appreciate it lots! (: cya again in sch tmr.
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:24 PM :)
01 August, 2006
a real hard day for miie in school.
was really terrible. =((
BUT BUT BUT,
i really gonna thanks my precious cell peeps. thanks for praying for mi yah. and also of cos my cool prayer group peeps. thanks for u guyss de prayers too! <3 you guys lots. u guys rocks, alrite? haha.
nevertheless, of cos won't left out my beloved n fun friends. thanks for ur de care n concern yah. :) <3 you all too ~
thanks dearie for the oreo + 2 apple sweets, mummy for the sweets and women for the trouble to get the warm water for mi from the canteen. =DD
okay, im really getting much better now. so dun needa worry ok? thanks once again. (:
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Nothing gonna just get mi down liddat.
No matter what happen,
God i noe that You are alway with mi,
So why should i be afraid?
Clinging on to You, firmly.
My soul longs for You.
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TAGGIES REPLY.
freak : haha! =)
mich : LOL! i ask him link mi first, that's why. haha. (:
xiao-quan : er .. u sure not?? are u saying the wrong person?! haha. jk. =D
tiff : LOL! alrite. thanks girl! im looking forward to everyday de morning! (:
| till death do us apart<3 | 11:02 AM :)
