30 September, 2007
will do anything, even if it hurts so much.
im taking a step backwards. go back to where you belong.
no deny. im just not okay.
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:34 PM :)
i've got MISS ELEGANCY now.
im falling so in love with it, baby.
m i going to be more elegant with her accompanying me from now on? hah.
craps. but i do hope so! hah.
im seriously, thankfully, sincerely whatever-ly loving, and appreciating it!
THANKS, LOVE.
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:31 PM :)
29 September, 2007
a day of emo'g is enough.
why gave me this fright?
why this kinda thing always ADDING on when i wasn't in good mood?
school was pretty sian. i mean, i wish i joined deardear to pon school. hah. nothing much luh. but im glad i didnt cos i did miss the peeps.((: lydia is sweet alright? can't stop loving her. lol. the words she wrote touched me. im serious. GIRL, I LOVE YOU. see this? hah.
went home, bathed&changed, and headed bugis to get my mp4. yes baby, it has finally returned to my side. and evan's mp5 is sent for service alr. =(( met darl after that, ate dinner and went tuition.
funny thing. me and baby was gng to MRT station and one girl approached us for some modelling thingy. and when i reach orchard this time, another guy approached me. oh man. baby how i wish you were there, at least easier to shake him off. rah!
nothing much for the day. mood was really okay. kinda emo whole day? managed to control abit of the emotions. thoughts keep going wild. like thinking of something, yet nothing. whatever.
darl came over to my house after tuition. managed to catch a lil of the 9pm show. not bad luh. slacked for a while and she headed home at around 11pm plus?
dun wanna elaborate about what happen after this.
it's freaking me out, till now.
i can't describe, the happenings, the feelings. i simply JUST knew it, its nothing good.
first time.second time. will there be a third time?
will i still be this "lucky" if there's a third time?
there's so many "what ifs"
DAMN.
kuku, like you say, perhaps i really got scared & i need a tight hug to calm me down. but at this hour. sighs.
darl, thanks for your words. ((: no worries. i will be okays. loves. thanks for everything still.
God, i know its You who brought me through again this time round.
| till death do us apart<3 | 4:17 PM :)
28 September, 2007
kinda back from tuition an hour ago or something?
i think tuition is the thing that makes my day fruitful today, other than the chemistry notes.
haha.
alright. MrHeng is crap can? lolls. but i like him luh. he's fun, good in teaching too. hahaha. atmosphere is kinda serious yet crappy. ((: gonna see him two times a week from this week on. ((((: hopefully that wil be a great help to my maths.
got to know about the results blah blah. i dunno what to say. L1R5 and dunno is L1R4 or L1B4 is very big difference. blah blah. hoping can achieve much better results for Os.
hard work is the key to success.
mrs kwek, i've never forgotten this. (((:
i love you! tho i know you wun be able to see this. haha.
| till death do us apart<3 | 11:38 AM :)
everything's so random.
& all of a sudden,
my mood went down.
im starting to emo again.
sighs.
forget it.
| till death do us apart<3 | 5:28 AM :)
tuition had been changed to today. lalas.
basketball yesterday night. ((((((: kelly, lixuan, emily, szeting, peihwa and evan. it has always been cool and nice playing with them. so long so long since we last play lo. hah. but yesterday did enjoy tho tired. kelly was tired! so poor thing, gotta work for so long and stuff. left at 9pm plus. initially only dardar, darldarl, emily and xiao bai playing. me and kuku just sat there. darren&mrchua played too. after that me and kuku joined in to play. rah! me, darldarl and emily vs dardar, xiaobai and kuku. haha. perspire alot la.
the six of us sat there and chat. nothing much. 2 guys went home after playing soccer, basketball. evan's dad was sitting at the provision shop there and we dunno. lol. i mean for a while only luh. den i thought i saw someone resemble him and told evan. haaha. she went home. and the rest of us bought drinks and went home. ((:
i love this kinda night with the girls! LOVES.
no school for me today. stomach was feeling well. lalas. stupid stupid.
alright.
nice people who msged me. (((:
baby : thanks for helping to collect homework. loves!
darldarl : hah. thanks for the concern. we didnt get to eat school food today. =( misses!
deardear : thanks for telling me that. kinda expected that when there are alr things going about? dear i miss you!
wanzi darling : oh darling. you never fail to message me whenever im absent from school. lotsa thanks! love you to bits!
yanto : lolls. thanks boy. didn't expected you to message me though. today not mrheadache luh. haha.((:
diona : ah ma ahh. dun anyhow think hor. haha. im absent for whole day ah. see the differences? lol.
mrchua : lalas. still able to go tuition luh. haha. and you're funny to go school half day!
lydia/jonathan : ok. for this. its jonathan using lydia's phone. haha. stupid ah gong! what kinda message is that? i know you miss me wanna me go school luh! bleahs!
didnt miss anyone out. did i?
they're gng to be dismiss in about half an hour time! (((:
| till death do us apart<3 | 4:29 AM :)
26 September, 2007
last year mooncake festival. its cool. ((: though there's haze.hah.
i remembered i met with wanzi and we went over to canal first. joined darl, laytheng the rest a while later. kelly and gang come over after some time. sat at the opposite side and drink. the spitting of liquour, the effort to try to make words with the candles. lolls. its memorable. ((:
i dunno why im feeling so weary nowadays. even if i slept to the fullest, i will still feel very tired. im serious. like yesterday i slept early, today im still tired in class. MrHeadache come finding me again halfway during chinese lesson. just now afternoon slept for quite a while, and now im tired alr. lalas.
totally lost of mood to go school. sighs.
time is running out luh. Os is approaching. post-Os is approaching too. ((((: i can't wait to have all the fun and everything. hah.
i dunno what else to blog alr. im tired. but what about my studying?
no more procrastination. rah!
| till death do us apart<3 | 12:09 PM :)
24 September, 2007
IM BLESSED.
seriously i am.
its such a wonderful feeling.
gosh, im happy, really. (((:
i've too many nice, wonderful people around me.
every single one makes a different in my life.
no need to name, cos i dun wanna miss anyone out.
eveline, thanks so much. (((:
you get what i mean ehh.
thanks for the past, for the present, for the future, in advance. (((:
loves!
thanks Jesus.
<3
darldarl, can i have that favour that i ask of you?
haha.
it's nice luh. sweets!
it's for me, right?
hahahahahha! =X
| till death do us apart<3 | 3:11 PM :)
im back home. ((((: fun, interesting, crazy day. hahaha.
alright. i still thought i would be a guai kia, staying at home study today. haha. but i went out for more than half of a day!!
headed to jurong west gym with darl and kuku. LOVES! im the most UN-SERIOUS one there. haha. can you imagine im in the gym, and i can send flying kisses around to kuku and darl. hahaha. =X
uncle ho today was at jurong west complex. haha. im like an alien there can. lol. evan was asked to go on court to play, same goes for kuku. but no one asked me to play. sadded. haha. okay fine. i know i dun have the badminton face. haha. lalas. yaxin is bad! she turned and walked away when she saw me walking into the hall. rah! you see, i miss you so much that i went to find you. hah. qizhen give me a " ha-ha " reply when i told her i kinda mesmerised by her or something & janet just smiled when i told her the same thing. im sad luh. hahaha.
darl darl. i love the reply that u gave! i didnt expect that. im serious. im surprised. hahaha. surprises is LOVE.((: I LOVE YOU!
headed to meet calista and diona. ((((: im late. sorry. went PS to eat dinner first before going to ben&jerry. haha. crapped alot. but we're not gossiping okay? nothing much. headed home at 9pm. we made a fool out of ourselves. rah! pai sey pai sey pai sey. awww.. all the reputation everything GONE. we finally get popular after 16 years. lols. in the MRT somemore! its crazy being with you guys, but but but I LOVE IT! MUACKS.
ok fine.
MR CHUA IS ALSO THERE WITH DEARDEAR & ME YESTERDAY TO DRINK AT VILLA BALI.
diona, this is specially for YOU! YOU! YOU! hah.
HARDER LA! HARDER LA!
hahaha. calista, and diona.. aherm aherm. hahaah!
tml's school again. im sian.
kuku, im touched touched touched. see this? IM TOUCHED! I LOVE YOU! ((:
lalas. interesting day.
i love the people around! im serious!
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:18 PM :)
23 September, 2007
finally paid off the tuition fees at APRIME. hah.
im good at acting, aren't i darldarl?
talented ah? hahaha.
darl came over to my house while waiting for time to pass for BBQ.
i love mummy's cooking can? LOL.
headed to lakeside MRT to meet deardear and javier.
saw khailoon and sky too.
(((:
haha. nothing much. ate, slacked around.
initally deardear and i wanna go river.
last min decided to go villa bali. (((:
a nice place to chill, seriously.
good place to emo. hahaha.
drink snowball and " sex at the beach ". okay. i know the second drink dun sound right. but deardear wanna try that. hahaha. and you know what? both the drink is like NON-ALCOHOLIC one. i mean i dun taste any alcohol inside luh. haha. but still, my face turned red. =X lalas. it is said to have good blood circulation okay. hahaha. rah!
thanks darl for the black cardboard thingy. im surprised. serious. (((: ur hard work through the night. i love it, but i love you more!!! from the bottom of my heart. miss the times spent with you. :( LOVES&MISSES. <3
deardear, i love night chillings with you luh. serious. (((: we can crap, and talk everything under the sun/moon or whatever luh. hahaha. i love you!<3
oh oh. i just got to know that yaxin actually did visit my blog. hahaha. and yea, im declaring here. I MISS YOU okay? lolls.
KUKU the ALMIGHTLY. hah. telepathy luh. ((((:
loves!
im appreciating everything that i've got now. ((:
gone for now. haha.
miss my bed alr. ((:
| till death do us apart<3 | 5:03 PM :)
21 September, 2007
perhaps im just too affected.
was trying to conquer the feeling the whole day.
& perhaps because of this feeling, things dun seem well for me.
as in, i will tend to find fault at things, or get unhappy over little stuffs.
i dun wanna feel the way i do.
i dun wanna carry this kinda feeling each time.
tomorrow. perhaps getting back result and result?
blow and blow too.
RAH!
you can't own two world.
make a choice.
choose the best way out.
went to funan to find kelly and kuku. ((: kelly had her hair dyed. not bad not bad.
headed to raffles city to eat. hah. i got phobia of food alr, SERIOUSLY.
nothing much. came my house to watch tv and chatted.
kelly was the ever first friend of mine to shake hand with my mum? haha.
i think my mum is kinda high today. crap with evan, kelly and kuku. ((:
alot of chalets are coming up after Os. (((:
2C chalet, 4E4 chalet, dance chalet and bmt chalet.
haha. i know bmt chalet seemed abit out of point for me.
but but, im invited. (((((((: honoured ehh?
can't wait for O school. i miss dance damn lots.
this world has nothing for me.
i need You, Jesus.
to come to my rescue.
teach me how to be gracious.
teach me how to be patient.
teach me how to love.
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:55 PM :)
CHEMISTRY TOTALLY SCREWED UP. i failed once again. :(( sadded.
i've never do practical this badly before. lalas. nvm.
even if i get full marks, my chem is still at the same grade. so. WHATEVER.
kuku so nice. encouraged me yesterday. initally really determined to work hard for chemistry. but after today's practical, no deny i feel so discouraged. sighs. nvm. do what i can, tt's all. MrChia is always nice too, be it sms or words, he is always so encouraging! ((:
& ohya, kelly, im touched yesterday lar. haha. so you got the intention to ask me!! whee~ LOVES.
just passed A Maths. MrChia says all those who got 48/49 will all be pushed towards 50. thanks MrChia! (((: passed physics practical and MCQ. im glad. ((: so i really hope paper 2 will also be good. i can't afford to fail physics luh. lalas.
prelims is finally declared OVER.
later going to meet kuku, kelly they all in the evening. ((((((: i know it will sound weird, but seriously i do miss them. haha. SEE THIS? haha.
DIONA, i dun feel like going school tomorrow too. =((( sianed.
so long since i last teared for results, no way m i going to start tearing for results this time round.
RAH!
| till death do us apart<3 | 7:09 AM :)
18 September, 2007
A MATHS IS SCREWED UP. sadded. =(
its a bound to fail paper for me alright, people. i mean it.
just wait and see. lalas.
headed to jurong point library with baby. darl and dear came along after that.
didnt study much. was damn tired.
deardear and me headed suntec to eat dinner.
nothing much, just that im extremely FULL.
deardear and me got names of our own. lolls. miss lil tardy, who is deardear and lil miss tardy, who is me. hahaha. know why? cos we're ALWAYS late. lolls. =X okay, im not saying im proud of always being late. hah. miss lil tardy, I LOVE YOU! (((: chill out more often at night together alright? feeling is COOL~~
i hurt my leg today. it hurts okay.
i cant walk properly. =((
miss a step at the edge, and like that.
luckily didnt sprain my ankle.
DARLDARL IS BAD. keep laughing. hahaha.
RAH!
i wonder if you're aslp? no reply till down. :(
i miss you lar.
nothing much alr.
going for the stupid scan tml.
hahaha. i dun feel like gng seriously.
lalas.
nights people.
im worn out. ((:
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:46 PM :)
17 September, 2007
2 more papers, 1 more practical. press on.
perhaps these few days hasn't been good. sighs. i dunno why must things keep falling and falling.
friday. went to sim lim with darl, calista and baby. my mp4 is separated from me for at least 2 weeks. sobs. you know i can't live with you luh. but wells, its of a good cause, it sent to repair. ((: initially wanna go the cafe to had dinner. but yet, things turned around and everything went down. skipped tuition and chill out.
yesterday accompanied deardear to suntec to send her phone to repair. headed to mac to meet MrChua and darren to study physics. alright, perhaps wasn't in a good mood since the previous day. Darren simply say something and just pissed me off. i dunno what's wrong with me also. left the three at mac, den went off for a while. headed to darl's house. cheer up, girl. don't think so much. loves. went back to mac, darren left alr. only deardear and MrChua is there. nothing much after that. no mood to study. sorry guys for seeing my tears.
the three of us headed to IMM and walked home after that.
i dunno when things will get better. i dunno when's the day when each of you will be happy again. i can't feel numb, no i can't. my feelings all aside right now, i got more things to do, other than studies too. i need strength, seriously. i may just break down any moment, i can't control tears either.
my greatest worry, you're my greatest worry.
i'll do anything, just anything.
| till death do us apart<3 | 6:20 AM :)
14 September, 2007
ahhhhh! physic practical. i dunno how im gng to score for it. argh. didnt know how to plan, forgot to change the units! argh! :(( okay, i shall stop whining now.
tml's the most freaking subject, CHEMISTRY. oh gosh. anybody willing to help me? colleen, i miss you so much, suddenly. come over and teach me last minute chemistry, will you? i think im crazy. expected not able to finish studying chem. :(( tell me im not gonna flunk chemistry again. :(((((((
baby, deardear and darl come over to my house after practical. studied chemistry. and for a long moment, silence filled the room. ((: we did study okay, though everyone is tired. stayed untill 5pm, all three headed home. nothing much. simple day, yet time passed very fast.
yesterday, bad day, lousy day, crap day. sighs. ohwells, im feeling lousy from the start of the day till the end. feeling so useless over many things and blah blah. got to know of one thing that happened months ago. sighs. im feeling so bad, after hearing. guilty too. im sorry, deeply. i didnt wanna cause all that, neither do i expected all that. my apology. anyway, thanks for telling me still. ((: at least i got to know, and not being kept in the dark.
after tuition, went over to karen's house, wanting to pass her the birthday present. MrChua accompanied me. waited for quite some time below her block and i started thinking back of the past. are the stories interesting? lolls. anyway, im not thinking of all that anymore. i think all the little tests in the magazine are cute. haha. lame yet interesting.
going to continue studying chemistry again.
im not alone, cos im accompanied by MrHeadache. sighs. i hate you, got it?
| till death do us apart<3 | 10:03 AM :)
12 September, 2007
im tired still, tho kinda slept for 3 hours in the afternoon.
and yea, firstly, thank God that chapt10 did come out! (((((: phew. if not my SEQ will be gone case. not bad for history paper. tho a few more min will allow me to finsih up my last question of SBQ. but ohwells, expected i wun finish. hahaha.
MrChia says should treasure yesterday A maths paper1. sadded. i think its really a pity. just pray hard can get over 50 or something ba. :( the thought of yesterday AMaths make me heartache. :(((
headache was very terrible last night. lalas. sian. cough wasn't okay either, tho getting better. times and times gastric still will pain due to cough. headache came back halfway while doing SEQ. lalas. straight after paper, lie on the table alr. cannot tahan. sighs. can't help it but to say Mr Headache LOVES me.
i can't believe im so guai. today's paper end so early, and i came home straight. home all day. (((: i feel homely ah. hahaha.
shall see how to spend my day tomorrow. definitely wun waste it, cos stil got tuition. hahaha. my chemistry. lalas. how how how? friday is the paper alr. gosh.
im feeling fat. :(((
| till death do us apart<3 | 11:23 AM :)
11 September, 2007
im gng to take prelim Hist in about 6 hours plus time. hah. and im not aslp yet. lalas.
im taking a risk again. studying only chapter 10-Gorbachev thingy. lolls.
God, help me. i need You, seriously.
mental block alr, cant absorb anymore. lalas.
im seriously very touched by kuku. ((((: gosh, she is just so damn nice can. haha. didnt expected to get the WOODS' from her. lolls. thanks so much kuku! and ohya, all the encouragements, care, concern is deeply appreciated! (((: i love you! haha.
haha. just crossed my mind. "biao ge" was like asking me to go over to her house to stay over. its kinda a bit impossible not? mummy never allows that. perhaps after Os? and i HOPE can. hahaa. i know u miss me la. haha. nvm, i miss you too! lolls.
my poor darldarl was having a hard time studying bio. :( so many chapters for her to cover. gosh. poor thing. she said she didnt study alot? oh God, give her the wisdom tomorrow and be with her as she do the paper. AMEN. jiayous darldarl.((:
just called xiao bai. to asked about history. lolls. what a hardworking girl. still studying now. ohwells, im like trying to absorb chapt6 initially, and you know what, she told me MrsBala said its optional. haha. and so, im giving it up, relying only on my chapt10. =X what a big risk im taking. if seq didnt come out chapt10, i can slp liao. haha. thanks xiaobai too! hahaha. (((: LOVES. ohya, it was shifu who reminded me tt i can seek help from xb. haha. muacks!
went to study with baby at jp library. not bad la. i should say quite fruitful, at least i completed my chapt10 there. ((: but still, there is quite a bit of distractions. lol. she gotta leave early, and MrChua came down to accompany me. and nono, we saw my beloved son, jerrold and he is with qinghui. better not talk anything, if not i gonna kill ppl. hahahaha. lalas.
still hestitating if i should go back dance on wed. hrmm .. shall see den.
im gng off,
and still praying hard for the papers ltr. hahaha.
| till death do us apart<3 | 4:33 PM :)
08 September, 2007
exorcist 3 is indeed bored. lalas.
alright, thanks MrChua for passing it to me late in the night and the talk. i mean, hear me whine and whine. ((: and for the very first time, i kinda see you "emo" ? when you said that particular one sentence. anyway, you're appreciated! ((:
thanks colleen for this morning talk too. i mean, i just said so little and you understand everything. its cool. and all your words are really appreciated. thanks for the comfort and everything. im glad to talk to you, really. (((:
celebrated karen's birthday yesterday. it was kinda pretty okay. yuki yaki. i think the ice cream is very interesting. lalas. anyway, you're loved, karen! ((:
i clean forgotten about the tuition later. =X no mood to study at all. and is it true that im really wasting this holiday away? i supposed so? i dunno. time to wake up and study? but where's the motivation and discipline?
| till death do us apart<3 | 7:38 AM :)
07 September, 2007
you're the only joy that i've ever know.
cos in your eyes, i see a love that burns eternity.
your unfailing love, the embrace that never fails to secure me.
the more i know of you, is the more i know i love you
and the more that im sure, i want you forever and ever more.
sometimes i don't understand. why must it be so cruel? why is it a slowly yet surely thingy? why when it seemed so perfect it gotta fall? why don't i know it earlier? why don't i sense it that time? i got too many whys. my mind is blank.
my heart sank and tears broke out. i can't control. no mood for any horror movie or whatsoever. the images, the words, the tears, the sound of heartbreaking, the atmosphere, the feelings, the emptiness, the everything are hell.
it's because its just so important, that i loved so much, i want it to be lasting, forever. perhaps, that's the only way.
you get everything i wanna say, i mean. want no elaboration here.
ever since that faithful night, i realised so much things. its too clear. one sentence i never say out before. yes, above everything, everyone. you know it, you know it all. you got whatever i wanna say. i dun wanna leave anything unsaid.
" if you want me, will you don't want me? "
" if you don't want me, will you want me? "
two sentences, my heart stopped pumping for an instant.
my heart is weak now, my mind is blank.
one part is gone, a major one.
emptiness.
yes, im the one saying.
but that doesn't means im hurt any lesser.
it's never easy.
you know its because i love you too much, too much.
you understand, don't you?
i don't wanna say goodbye either.
| till death do us apart<3 | 4:52 PM :)
06 September, 2007
went over to darl's house yesterday morning to pass her the food. slacked a while before heading darren's house again to watch exorcist. the same four person - darl, me, MrChua, darren. lol. after that me, MrChua and darren went to mac to study. lalas. walked home after that. nice, cool, peaceful. (((: i love the night.
MrChua suddenly call me in the morning, telling me MrHeng changing tuition time to 11am. rushed down to jp, and headed to MrHeng's house. luckily i've got the ice milk tea for breakfast. thanks! cramp was very bad during tuition. argh. on the verge of crying out. lalas. but still, i managed to bear with it for the whole today. went to sweensen to eat after tuition. gosh. reminded us of the show. =X but the macaroni is definitely nice! (((: slacked ard at lot one, den went to je to wait for darren. haha. i left shortly after darren arrived.
went home. slacked again. cousin suddenly msg me. talked awhile and decided to go out to chill before she comes over to my house to ton. met at somerset and we went to NYDC. sat there for a hour plus and go off.
ohya. we were sitting at the non-smoking area. and weiru requested to the guy to change to smoking area. imagine i say NO, she say YES and we scolded each other to shut up in front of the person? hahaha. poor guy. he's like in a dilemma. anyway, i still win in the end. hahaha!
i like the atmosphere there. perhaps good place to chill and emo? haha. right atmosphere that suits my mood at that moment.
i know im wrong all along. i've made too many mistakes as i look back the path i walked. no time for regrets. but what else can i do? who m i to love? who m i to be loved? i can't see the future. i can't predict this road as i walk. lalas. can i ask for no hurts, no pains? i dread of it. im serious.
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:59 PM :)
03 September, 2007
went to church yesterday with weiru cousin and evan darl. (:
not bad. sermon was on PROCRASTINATION. its super cool lar. very practical and i think its powerful. ((:
left early and headed marina. blah blah. ate at makansutra and slacked at river.
unhappiness, disappointment, hurts, pissness, anger blah blah.
everything was washed away ultimately.
nvm.
ohya, gymed with deardear ytd morning too. actually this morning too, but she was too tired. and supposingly heading town with her. but in the end no. can't go too far and my gastric was doing me any good either. at least its better than yesterday which is KILLING.
and yep. went darren's house with MrChua today. did physics tuition homework. not bad. dunno can ask the two guys. (: darl came over ltr. and she was empty-handed. lolls. ohwells, suddenly all of them were playing computer and lappy. and whenever i asked darren one qns, he wil hold on to my paper for half an hour or so. haha. not efficient you see, cos he was helping the two with their games. lol.
i think quite fruitful today. at least i did something which i don't expect. PHYSCIS. haha. ohwells, abt evening time the 4 of us like watching show alr. haha. darren was supposed to go to dunno what house warming thingy or what. ended up he didnt go. ordered pizza and we were all slacking at the living room.
not a bad day spent with the peeps. but you know what. i think im not welcomed by his house. haha. can you imagine i went over to his house only for the first time and i was injured all over. my leg by MR DARREN ONG. gosh. it pains ok. and blue black alr. =( and my head and hand. hahaha. i admit im clumsy. lalalas. ohya, tt damn mr ong made me so pai sey. argh. ur house is warm you gotta admit that! stupid. i should have let you feel guilty. humph! the three are like asking me to eat. lolls. gosh. 3 gang up and tt mr chua definitely grab very tightly. lolls. dunno is he strong or what. haha. yelled to darl for help, ended up she joined them. lolls. what a cute darl i have. hahaah. ohwells, i know la, for my own good and to let darren not feel guilty right. lolls. blah.
anyway, i think his house is good for studying. its conducsive. (((:
tuition tml morning. argh. tired tired.
missed a surprise tt darldarl initially wanna give me. :(
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:52 PM :)
