30 April, 2008
okay. just a short post to keep my blog updated.
lessons today was ok. nothing much. writ com lecture finished one hour earlier! how cool is that. if only every week is like that. haha. okay, im dreaming. im like really tired, that's why. so yeps. nothing much. went ourspace, did art with felicia, hannah and jocelyn. Ju and serene came after that. and yeaaaa, serene said something that really melted my heart. i love you and thank you, girl! though i dunno if you'll ever see this. but yeaaa. :
so yeps, NRA hip hop audition is starting from next thurs. im freaking out? kind of, but not really? ok, i dunno what im talking. seriously wish to get in, but i dunno if i can make it. hrmmmm. just hope i can. God, help me!
this is like the only cca i think of when i came to Ngee Ann. (:
& because dance is love. dance is the air i breathe. dance is life. <3
okay, i think im falling sick. :(
so long since i fell sick alr, but im not saying i miss it, okay.
i feel so terrible now. =(
| till death do us apart<3 | 1:13 PM :)
29 April, 2008
haha. know what people, i think i lost alot of fats today. LOL.
IS modules today. so yep, sandwich is my brunch. CATS first den S&W. so, aerobics for my S&W. first lesson. very tiring can. still gotta run the track twice. so long never run alr, almost lost my life. haha. but overall i like it. it's kinda fun lah. got help to tone our body, train abs and etc. drained most of my energy. and after that, i straight head to o school for hip hop. i feel like dying man. so tired. and today is the second last lesson of hip hop 2. sadded. but everyone gotta move on right? haha. ok. i crapped. anyway, ryan said "good" to me today! wheee~ definitely encouraged me. :D
okay, tml going down o school to register for May-July courses. this time, im continuing hip hop 3 and joining reggae 1. evan is with me for hip hop 3 and mich is with me for reggae 1. haha. YAYNESS! felicia might be joining open classes. so yeps. dance is love! <3
ohoh, ryan is still teaching us hip hop 3. which is like AWESOME. hahhaha.
tml's tues again. lalas. okay, i don't wanna start whining. hahaha.
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:24 PM :)
28 April, 2008
the only one who understands it all ...
no more first step next time.
no replies anything,
so be it.
it's driving m crazy.
just don't get it.
can't accept, can't believe it.
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:38 PM :)
i couldn't accept this.& i definitely can't believe this.
but still, this is what i get.
feeling so rejected.
but what can i expect?
perhaps a wound that never recover?
a road down the lane.
with only tears and the sound of vehicles be my accomplice.
ohya, did i ever mention, rachel (felicia's friend) said that i've got glow? LOL! i shine! :D
| till death do us apart<3 | 1:28 PM :)
27 April, 2008
first of all, WEITING, thanks for the purple pouch and the big big lollipop cum chewing gum! ((((: and now, you got me craving for bubble gums alr. hahahhaa! love you! <3
decision is so vital.
i hate seeing the 'no'.
yeps, whatever.
and when it is this case,
the freedom to choose resume.
lalalas.
i realised it's so long since i last cried due to emo or whatever. lol! improvement! yea yea!
okay, im just stupid.
emo-ness seemed to be knocking on the door.
a few issues weighing on my mind ..
| till death do us apart<3 | 5:09 PM :)
25 April, 2008
right now, im at canteen one with weiru and her friend. waiting for evangeline chua to finish her tutorial. so yeps, decided to blog! (:
yesterday was cool. i met a lot of people in school.
haha. was like counting who else i didnt meet. haha. okay. i met kuku, kelly, qizhen, calista, evan, emily, weiru. is there anyone i missed out? seriously can't remember.
wanted to blog ytd when i still remember those i met but was too tired. so yeps. haha.
can say i love thursday most. lesson from 1pm - 4p
m. fun and interesting lesson - storytelling. fyi, it's not the typical storytelling like reading stories or anything. it's fun! hahaha.
and while waiting for the rest to come to class, we decided to take photos
using mac! :D im just going to post a few up. hahaha.
alright, seriously we took alot. but im just lazy to upload. hahaha. they're niceeeee people can! i love them to bits! <3
ohya, felicia is so funny. during lesson, she just type on my lappy " :0 " and i immediately get it! hahaha. she's tired. lol. okay, im not trying to say im clever or wad. but recently, im kinda slow, so yeps.
dunno if its lack of sleep or what. but recently face is oily! ewwww. i hate it lah. gotta replenish my sleep sooon! hahah.
anyway, i got to go! evan is coming alr!
| till death do us apart<3 | 8:58 AM :)
22 April, 2008
somehow, i found myself missing you, dear boy.the very smile you gave that melted my heart,
& the very first time you said, "goodnight baby".
<3
ohya, did i mention i loveeee Ryan from O School? the teacher that is teaching me hip hop. he's sooooo cooooool lah! can't forget just now he put his hand over my shoulder and mine over his, to teach me do a movement. so funny lah. i felt like im going to fall anytime. hahaha. but i think i ought to say sorry for keeping laugh instead of learning the move seriously. =X and after tt i kinda quite "stressed" and he encouraged saying, don't be discouraged, slowly learn. something like tt. heees. and yeaaa, im totally in love with him when he dance lah! normal dancing or battling with others. damn cool loh! im like stunned, mesmerized and LOVES! hahaha. okay okay, self-control. hahaha. but he's solid lah! if only i could dance like him ....
body; mind; soul. the way he interpret this is so cool. dance using ur body, use ur mind to understand and capture the souls of the audiences. amazing.
i seriously wish to excel in dance.
God, i pray ...
teach me, help me, O God.
| till death do us apart<3 | 3:57 PM :)
21 April, 2008
so. back from the shopping with the wonderful girls. namely, felicia, rachel and evangeline! hahahahaha.
met felicia and rachel at bugis. needa go art friend to get something for school. but before that, we shopped, or rather they shopped. haha. whatever lah. evan joined us after her work.
shopped at bugis, den went taka art friend. bought the things, but there's still lack of something. haha. meeting felicia up again, on tues i suppose to complete our shopping list. lol.
had our dinner at yoshinoya before heading to far east. and know what, it's so surprising to know actually the four of us kinda connected together. haha. rachel know wanzi, and wanzi's my daughter. rachel and felicia know kevin & they're from the same dance group, and he is kelly's brother and evan&me know him too. i know jianqing and he's their schoolmate. evan's pri sch friend, yihui and rachel knows her too! wad else. hrmmmm. i cant remember. and the thing that made us all burst into laughter is the dance cultural exchange 2 years ago or something. they thought the umbrella parade dance is from other sch, but now they know its from our school. LOL. really laughed so hard lah. joke and crap here and there. and the best thing is, all are dance-lovers! COOLNESS! happiness! :D thanks girlies!
walked ard far east for a while and headed home. im attracted to tt tube dress! hahaha.
nothing much. sch's starting again tml. and im feeling very tired.
and it's the coldness i feel whenever i reach home.
hate it.
God, i pray ...
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:45 PM :)
20 April, 2008
wake up, tiring this morning. okay, lack of sleep seriously. lalas.
know what, during pre-service prayer im like talking to God. telling Him how much i miss Gold Class. hahaha. and i actually cried. awwww.
azan's one eye smiley, hafidz's "lovely", weiting's " you're like a baby leh. so funny " & " don't be crazy " etc. i think i should stop naming, if not it will be never ending ....
God's presence is strong during praise and worship, definitely. despite the tiredness, i still manage to keep myself awake tho. (:
nothing much actually. meeting with felicia to get art thingy tml. hopefully jocelyn hannah and doreen is able to join tooo! :D and i just receive notice they can't. :( never mind, we've got the whole year to hang out together! hahaha.
and i hope for a dinner with foursome!
manage to meet wanzi today at church. and i realised i really miss her soooo much. gonna have dinner together on wednesday! :D loveya, darling!
im tired, but don't feel like sleeping.
| till death do us apart<3 | 3:13 PM :)
19 April, 2008
jus reached home from work. yeaaa, its 4am in the morning. lalas. very very tired. gonna crash after this post.
so yeps. fri, design and typography lesson. amazing the lesson is only half an hour when it should be 3 hours. hahaha. it's the first lesson of this module, and we haven got the things we need, so .. superrr duper short "lesson" only. slacked ard in class, took photos with the 4 girls, went canteen eat, slack at library and off to work. (:
so long since i last step into Gold Class. the feeling is good. :D but it's a pity im quitting, unwillingly. note that - unwillingly. perhaps today's my last day or work or maybe sun. weiting keep asking me to work on sunday, but ... sighs. i dunno. we're working extreme end again. she's dng bar, im doing host. :( seriously, even when im working jus now, i feel so much misses within for Gold Class. feel so much like tearing lah. enjoy working there, with the crappy nice funny people! <3>
im gonna miss so many things, people and simply everything there!
im gonna miss ...
weiting. nina. weiru. evan. candice. theresa. aisyah. hafidz. azan. asrayf. benjamin. etc .. the list goes on.
i can't forget how i wish im working whenever im sad. yes, i know its weird. but working there really is fun. cant forget how weiting is so observant, knowing im sad when no one else do, not even myself for not noticing im in the wrong state. and that she always say im like a baby and always laugh at my contagious laughter! hahaha! can't forget how i thought azan is so "scary", but he crapped and talk with me. and not forgetting his one eye smiley. hahaha! can't forget how afraid i was when i know hafidz gonna be my trainer, and he turned out to be so nice. cant forget how asrayf lame with the rest of us. cant forget how aisyah crap and laugh, saying lame things too. can't forget how nina trying to "dance" at the lounge and the times with her. can't forget the times foursome did eos with benjamin. the best time ever. can't forget the 6 of us gng to emax to watch that funny show. :D can't forget how just now i chatted with candice abt boyfriend. hah.
there's just so much things. i miss ...
i miss Gold Class. i love there. thanks people for making my times there memorable. <333!
right now .. im feel so much like crying. there's never once i cant let go of a job so much. you see, how much i love there and the people.
by 130am 20thapril, i've gotta give weiting a reply.
got go slp right now. there's church tml. tired tired.
God, i believe You can turn things around.
| till death do us apart<3 | 7:33 PM :)
18 April, 2008
time flies during lesson today. only one modules which lasted for 3 hours - storytelling. haha. sounds funny, i know. will be like thinking this module should be for ECH ppl. duh. but yeps, i think it helps in scriptwriting next year. okay, gone too far.
so before lesson, went for lunch with jocelyn, hannah and felica. ate some jap food thingy. i dunno wad happen to my taste buds tt everything i eat also seemed tasteless. nvm. had a nice time with the guys!
went for lesson. and we create one blog for this very module. interesting uh. hahh. tell u guys the link next time. hah. hrmm. so yep, the very first page we're supposed to write about ourselves. *stun. i dunno wad to write. so asked calista darling. and she's totally crazy lah. u know wad she asked me to write? haha
something like, my name is renee isabelle tan hui ting. i've a son named Calista. i love him, or something? and ending off with, i promise to be a good mother of his.
hahaha. LOL. how can i possible put tt lah. she must be nuts. anyway, i miss you alot can, darling? and its true, we're so near yet so far. my class is jus opposite hers, which means we're only divided by the walking path? walk two steps can reach her class alr. is tt right, darling? but we never get to see each other. sadded :(
met alot of ppl in NP. primary schoolmates, secondary schoolmates, seniors, church peeps etc. saw baby, but i NEVER get a chance to met calista. how can this be man. rahs. i miss you!
how sweet is kuku to send me a msg today.
"if you don't have a smile, i'll give you one of mine :)"
thanks, dearest!
i think tml 4e4 peeps are hanging out? i wanted to go, but there's work after school. :( so sad luh. sighs. schedule alr out, wad can i do. and some more, im working til 3am. won't ever be able to join them after work or something. unless they ton out. haha. which is, impossible luh. perhaps next time.
went queensway with evan, and i finally bought my shoes. and i've got a waterbottle! hahaha. ok, lame. whatever. home sweet home after that.
tml's fri, weekends approaching! woohooo~ i stil miss holidays. haha.
i thank God for the class im in, T1DA. and especially the girls im with - felicia, hannah, jocelyn and doreen. they're great nice people! loves! :D
i feel that i missed out bloggin about something. but i cant remember. lalas.
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:07 PM :)
17 April, 2008
life's tough.so maybe as what i expected, or maybe its worst than that.
can't believe you actually say i fake it. damn.
things not the normal self, not the normal unhappiness.
perhaps thing won't be so bad if nothing happen at mac.
things were still in control, but feelings from morning alr surfaced.
so i screwed things up, whole relations ruined.
are you happy now? is this what u wanna see?
such a small thing. how ridiculous can you be.
i wont forget today, definitely.
it has never hurt so much before.
ohwells, i duno what has become of this whole.
feeling so upset and all sort of mixed feelings.
but, never mind.
things have alr become like this.
whatever is build up between the few of us, is gone just like that.
if only ..
sometimes i really feel im better off dead.
so much to say, yet unspeakable.
i wish i could just stop the tears from flowing.
i hate this.
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:08 PM :)
alright. waiting for written comm tutorial to start at 2pm. right now, at ourspaces with felicia, hannah, jocelyn and doreen. (:
last night was bad? fell aslp at 3 am and i woke up twice every hour. i dunno for wad. 2d art lesson at 8am. dunno should say horrible or fun. lol. still alright, but i think my drawing really sucks lah. gotta practice. ultimately, i still cant cut off from art. haha. whatever.
one missed call received. from someone totally unexpected. no one answer as i return the call. so yep, called mummy. all i got to hear is al the rubbish, super pissed. holding my tears when im in the class. ok, never mind. and i thought, is this going to spoil the family relation? okay, whatever. jus a few days ago im so good with daddy, and he even allow me to continue hip hop 3 and joined reggae too in o school. i wonder how things will be tonight or whichever night when there's this chances, everyone meet together? seriously, i cant be bothered to explain anything alr. up to u guys to think, and wad i predict is the coldness and heck care-ness once again. okay, whatever. things are always wrong. and hello, it's only a small thing. ridiculous people. cant stand it. roars.
how i wish lesson ends alr. im so no-in-the-mood to do anything right now, needless to say later is writcomm. lalas. but still, 3 hours and we're doing prewriting. okay, i surrender. help me, God.
Jesus,
will You hold this family together?
sustain the good ties no matter what happen.
im dreadful of the days when coldness filled the house,
and i seemed to know nobody.
now that it has got better,
i dun wish anything to worsen it.
Lord,
i lift this family into Your very loving hands.
take control, Daddy.
i yearn so much for You.
don't leave me alone this lifetime,
You know i cant do without You, Lord.
fill me with Your presence,
Your joy, Your love, the fruits of the Spirit,
and everything.
God, You alone i worship,
You alone im running after.
my soul longs for You. <333!
i love You, Daddy.
and yeaaaa. felicia asked me to blog this.
P.S FELICIA ROCKS. hahahha.
| till death do us apart<3 | 4:07 AM :)
15 April, 2008
alright. whoever that's here sure know this post is about the official first day in NP. LOL.
basically, everything's okay. the people are nice, friendly and yeps, pleasant day! :D
IS CATS & SW for today. CATS was alright. hopefully my thinking will be more creative and "out of the box" after all the lessons. hahaha. okay, whatever.
SW, went to lecture hall, chose our sports. sadly, there's no hip hop. so yep, it's a joke tt i joined aerobics. hahahha. yes, it's true. i myself is surprised i didnt join tennis, despite im missing it sooo much. and how nice of kuku to "encourage" me, saying aerobics can help me cut fat. hahah. ok fine. lols.
so yeps, kinda decided on the cca and such. and yep, joined the gym programme with evan and mich. me and mich is going to die there uh. haha. we shall see. lol. im stil waiting for NRA hip hop to open up to year one. i'll definitely go for the audition! haha. but whether getting in or not is another matter. shall wait for the news to come! :D
so yeps, grab a lil after lessons. saw kelly and xiaobai too! kelly ran at the sight of me sia, dunno why. m i that scary, my dear shifu? hahahah.
headed to o school, and was slightly late. so yeps, we missed quite a bit of the dance. despite that, i enjoy dance alot today! partially because today ryan just praised me! heex :D first time alright. but i only showed him 4 counts and stop. hahaha. and he keep asking me to continue, and another 4 counts and i stopped again. lol! okay, next week gotta rush down cos some nice people are teachin us the steps tt we missed.
just heard from mummy that daddy is complaining of me having sooo many activities. eg. work, school, o school, church, cca. i just hope he won't ask me to give up either. (:
long day tml, as well as wednesday.
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:15 PM :)
14 April, 2008
alright. sch's officially starting tml! i dunno im excited or just nothing. lol. but seriously, im still kinda excited about IS SW. haha. wonder which one will i get in. God, help me to get into something im interested in. lolls. hip hop? tennis? badminton? volleyball? whatever lah. i dunno. shall see wad's the given choices tml. (:
O school after lessons tml. kinda miss it. and wonder how im going to catch up. abit scare scare. lolls. =X changed lesson, and i've yet to meet the ppl there. lol. perhaps joining reggae too in may with mich uh? and im not gonna pon again. haha.
i wanna buy jeans. yes i need to. lols. but today cant. ohwells.
shane is sooooo cool and carmen is soooo hot! oh my oh my. i love them lah! :D
& opps, i've a nice yet impossible dream last night! hahahahahhaha.
| till death do us apart<3 | 8:58 AM :)
sometimes its just so hard.felt so insignificant.
yea,whatever.
| till death do us apart<3 | 8:39 AM :)
12 April, 2008
okay. like again, i didn't go for camp. haha. tell u what, next time can just ignore me if im said im gng camp. lolls.
so yeps. induction day yesterday. i met my classmates alr! :D know what, my class is like soooo small lah. only 14 ppl, i think? haha. and thank God the people tt i know is all in the same class. yepps! yea, got to see hannah face to face, like finally. haha. felicia is the first girl i meet in dvfx! (: and of cos, doreen and jocelyn! fun people!
during break, the mass comm, fsv and dvfx all sit in a circle introducing. niceee. haha. i mean, all is like friend friend den intro here and there. so cute right. lol. and they're crazy people! funnnn! hahaha. okay, never mind.
and yes, mich was with me yesterday! (: thanks girl!
just went to check my time table again jus now. and know wad, there's changes. =( initially wed im ending at 1pm, now end at 5pm. lols. madness. ok, i've alot of afternoon classes. can slp longer, but i rather wake up early and go home early lah. at least i've got time to go out or something. haha. but it's alright. i can go chilling at night! that's wad i love most, isn't it. lolls.
met kuku after induction. ok, she regret meeting me. haha. cos i made her walk. lol. but the breeze is cooling mah. haha. anyway, thanks kukU! <3
actually, you know what, kuku. im stil thinking about wad u said yesterday. lol.
ohya, anyway, thanks for answering my never ending qns which made your blood boils yesterday. ahaha.
did i mention yesterday they said there's one module in FMS that's harder den GP? oh gosh. and im taking the module like this sem! i wonder how is it like.
monday is IS. lol. i find it interesting. but still, i hope there's hip hop and i can get in! lol.
you know, dance is love! hahahaa.
God,
i love the joy that You give.
it's overwhelming and crazy! <3
God,
i love the love that You give,
it's unfailing and sweeeet! <3
last but not least,
God,
i love You above everyone.
i set my eyes on the above. (:
| till death do us apart<3 | 7:15 AM :)
10 April, 2008
okay, i think someone should give me a slap right now. -slap-
at this point of time, im like deciding if i wanna go FMS FOC tml. =X
when i almost pack finish everything alr.
tell me how.
main thing is i wanna meet my course peeps. tml induction day sure will meet them, i suppose. but wad about camp? ahyoyoyo. im in a dilemma now lah.
i just cant make up my mind. =(
mich js said she likes my spirit for certain thing and now im deciding on this. hahaha.
michelle, it's different okay. for that, i promise that i'll get it done! :D
im sorry anyway. dun be unhappy with me or anything, alrights? (:
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:43 PM :)
alright. FMS FOC tomorrow. and im gonna stay overnight. mummy just told me she's gonna be home alone tml. so sad right. lolls.
meeting with mich and the girls tml, i guess. i hope the camp will be fun uh. :D baby j is now in evan's house. ohya, i guess alot stil dunno whose my baby j. hah
here is it.
i think im gonna miss baby j soooo much!<3
im praying hard bobby and enzo wun be giving him a hard time. hahaha.
will only be back on fri night, or sat late morning i guess. (: ohya, im stil thinking how many of dvfx peeps will be at the camp tml. i seriously hope there will be lots, or if possible, all 30? hahaha. not for me to say. shall see tml. (:
met up with szeting dar, diona ah ma & grace mummy at jp. initially still got a few more, but all can't make it. its alright, shall meet up again! (: anyway, catched up. and i seriously hope we will be meeting up very soon again. i miss the others too! (:
there will be induction day first, followed by camp. lalas. which means, gotta reach sch early.
okay, whatever. i dunno wad im blogging alr. seemed so random. and i've yet to finish packing my things. lol.
| till death do us apart<3 | 12:56 PM :)
09 April, 2008
alright people, just one notice.
a change of email address. (:
added some, but not all.
text me or find out from others, if i didnt add you alright.
thanks!
pardon me. (:
| till death do us apart<3 | 4:07 PM :)
07 April, 2008
i miss Gold Class. lol. miss seeing evan, weiru and weiting at work. ohya, nina too! hah. there's only once foursome worked together. and it's eos. tt was the time i love most. with benjamin too of cos! :D i supposed tt eos is the most tiring for weiting. hahahaa. like mummy with 4 kids. lolls! which means, she gotta do most of the job! hah
heard tt benard and ryan started asking why i hasnt been working lately. =X okay, it's a bad thing alright. and yepps, so im working on this coming weekends. if not, i think .... haha. i also dunno wad.
dance tml. hope ryan didnt teach alot yesterday. and i seriously hope i can excel in dance too.
ohya, met grace coincidentally at jurong east today. she made my day lah. chatted at mac for about an hour. ((((: mummy, i miss you lah! we gonna meet again soon uh! :D
| till death do us apart<3 | 4:29 PM :)
05 April, 2008
alright, i've got the photos alr. (((:
at orchard.
benjamin; weiru; weiting; renee; evan
with nina! (((:
singapore river! :D
weiting came back to us! :D
alright. coming up next is the interesting one. as said by cousin weiru, the scandal of the year, me and nina! :D
see it? haha. camera man is weiru. nice angle that it look so real right? LOL! but we didn't do it!
i simply love 04042008. yes, not my birthday but weiting's. but i seriously enjoyed lah. awesome day. thank God! :D
did i mention nina give me a flying kiss before we all parted?
hahaha. okay, whatever.
im just high now! woah~
| till death do us apart<3 | 5:06 PM :)
im finally back after a long day outside. but i enjoyed myself, totally! :D main thing is to celebrate weiting's birthday! (:
met evan, weiting and weiru at vivo in the morning to catch a movie. slacked for a while at starbucks while cousin went to collect the present. headed to geylang to eat lunch, didnt get to eat the delicious bak kut teh again. :( never mind, next time!
cabbed down to orchard. met benjamin and we took photos! (: and after that we met nina, the pretty lil girl. haha. went cineleisure, slacked at the room and watch dvd. it's so cool lah. now i know where to kill time if we really have no where to go. lolls. and the show is M18, superrrr funny. had a great time laughing with the peeps, especially when weiting is lying beside me. she just cant stop laughing! hahahahha. but it's seriously enjoyable lah. :D benjamin gotta leave halfway to work, weiting left to meet friends at ard 8pm, & the remaining 4 of us went to eat dinner. (:
headed peninsula and after that singapore river. and yes, all of us are high there! :D took alot of photos, decent, undecent, crazy ones! :D fun fun high high! initially im worrying nina will feel sian cos she's not close with us, but she got high too! hahah. COOLNESS! weiting joined us after that again! (: i simply loveeee funnn, laughter and crazynesss!
since so long i last laughed so much, had so much fun. thanks guys! really enjoyed! loves! :D
shall post up the photos when i got hold of them. weiting and evan, send them to me asap! (:
| till death do us apart<3 | 3:41 PM :)
04 April, 2008
when a certain sentence or comment is meant to be a joke,
but said too many times,
it can actually hurt another emotionally and bring upon discouragement.
this i agree.
| till death do us apart<3 | 3:30 PM :)
work yesterday was alright. first time gotta reach GC at 7am. madness. alright, the moment i stepped into GV, candice greeted me with a warm, sweet good morning, and with a nice smile! :D hahaha. ok, i know i sound sick. but, seriously, im so interested to meet her brother lah! the good looking, dashing model! lol! i guess he's kinda hot too? how i wish ... ok, im dreaming! hahaha. when when when? awww. he's still in aust. lalas.
wasn't feeling really alright at ard 12pm. headache came knocking and hitting. rahs. kinda no patrons at all. countable - less than 10 for the first few slots of movie, excluding the screening. kinda bored. candice came over to ask how m i, and asked me to knock off at 130pm instead of 3pm. so nice right. :D
accompanied evan to buy her mum's present. at the same time i needa eat something hot to "cure" my stomach. imagine even drinking plain water also feel like vomitting. gosh. met mich and headed town. it's discipleship or fellowship this time? hahaa.
she's so niceee can. keep asking if im stil having headache and such. i think she asked more than 3 times lah! no worries lah, headache wun caused me to faint. hah. we bought things, of cos. out with her leh, cannot go home empty handed. haha. and she said me mad for buying 3 different kinds of white tops. yes, all three are white. haha. im pure yesterday. lol. whatever. she keep wanting to take photos, but i dun want. pepper lunch for dinner.
oh, did i mention she's really like a tai tai. haha. her taste is definitely not my taste lah. so floral! &&&, never forgetting she rushed to every shop that has got sales! hahaha. typical singaporean uh. opps! anyway, it's really a nice day spent with you lah! had fun laughing at you, buying things and talk! :D loves!
seriously, i cant stop thinking of tml. three little rascals & one mushroom. opps. it's the first time im calling her that. haha. and yes, tml is mushroom's day!!! YAYNESS. im so looking forward when i dunno why. hahaa. & tml im going to show her im not a baby anymore! hahaha! gotta have fun, alright. :D
i wish time could fly fast, and that day would pass, and everything will be alright.
i miss the pure innocent yet genuine love, joy, laughter ..
| till death do us apart<3 | 5:22 AM :)
02 April, 2008
i realised i've been like updating everyday. but all are boring stuffs. yea, im bored. =X
didnt go work today. horrible. head was spinning and spinning like dunno wad. always tend to black out the moment i stand up from sitting, lying or wadeva. terrible. headache come, stay and go. rahs. i hate this, alright.
felt so bad once again for not going to work. seriously, i kinda miss working, rather than now rotting at home. im bored!
didn't managed to have dinner with gid again. =( missed two times alr. third time sure cannot miss!
tml start work early, end work early too! and it's like really early lah. where should i head after work tml? hmm.
weiting sounded so fierce over the phone jus now. scare me. i thought she pekchek or pissed. lolls! weiting, you've yet say something to me face to face uh. hahaha.
oh oh. just a min again, someone called me. guess who? haha. it's CANDICE! surprising lah! and she gave me her number. lol! about work thingy tml. (: initially i thought is some kinda telemarketer ppl calling. haha. and i heard a sweet ang mo voice over the phone! whooohoooo~
bored bored bored bored bored.
somehow, there's this fear within that can't goes away.
tell me why.
| till death do us apart<3 | 7:48 AM :)
01 April, 2008
rotten day, isn't it.
was so mad in the morning at mac. rahs. not gonna mention what happened. if you know, you know. spoiled my whole day.
watched shutter. okay, i should have listened to evan's advice not to watch it, it sucks lah. too long never watch horror, now not so into it alr. to think of it, last time me and yiqi was so crazy about horror movies. in fact, we seemed to catch every single horror movie lah. haha. i miss you yiqi dear!
happened to hear familiar songs playing throughout the day. like wu ding, hei she mao yi etc. got me missing me girls lah! lol. eg szeting, yiqi, grace, khai loon, gektheng, wanzi etc. awwww. i miss sec2, in fact. lol!
dinner-ed at marina area. so long since i last went to river. nice place to chill out at night. (:
reached home. mummy being ridiculous again. rahs. bth. start my day badly, ended badly too.
i wonder how many continuous rotten days im going to face. madness.
definitely not making me looking forward to every tomorrow.
opening shift for the next two days. luckily tml i've got weiting with me, but she's doing bar. wed is indeed madness. work starts at 7am. i wonder why. and i've got no one with me! lalas. ohya, i miss doing host. hahahah. yes, it can get kinda bored at times, but tt's wad i like to do when im not in the right mood. hmmm.
| till death do us apart<3 | 1:58 PM :)
