30 April, 2007
if only you are here with me right now,
lying next to me and see me to sleep.
im feeling terrible,
cos of the weakness
and BECAUSE OF YOU!
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:47 PM :)
im feeling so sick ..
my head is spinning and spinning.
im feeling so weak all over.
what's wrong ?
low atmosphere, im sorry.
heavy heavy things on you, im sorry.
still,
thanks for everything. (:
| till death do us apart<3 | 10:30 AM :)
im asked to blog this.
MY DARL CAUGHT A STAR FOR ME!
WAITING FOR THE MOON AS YOU PROMISED! <3
woah~ stars and moon is within your reach! (:
the thought of study makes me sleepy.
the sight of words make me giddy.
argh .
after mid year is prelim and here comes the Os.
my goodness. time passed so fast.
IM HUNGRY!
RAHH!
missing you ..
| till death do us apart<3 | 3:24 AM :)
29 April, 2007
cheese prata for breakfast! yummy yummy! (:
a short few hours at home. but its different with you. heh.
sweet sweetest day, isn't it? (:
i love you, darl. <3
you make me smile, make me high,
make me feel hot, make me feel sexy.
<3
yes, went church. was 2 hours late for cell. =X nth much ah. admit feeling different.
lala. everything kinda quite smooth, nth much. admit that i do miss You.
went to meet kelly and pei hwa. kinda sian so ask them out. kelly was on phone with colleen. LOL! fun crapping ah. haha. kelly, van says she wanna chop you. if you're smart enough, u will noe why. hahaha. nth much too, sit there talk talk. blah blah. quite peaceful ah. thanks for the company.
and you know that time im missing you too. (:
tired tired.
exams some sort of started and yet mummy's not in singapore. ahh, part of my time gonna spent on doing household. RAHH!
anyway,
loves&misses<3
| till death do us apart<3 | 4:19 PM :)
28 April, 2007
2 papers down. english paper 1 and social studies.
finally ss is gone. phew, but didnt managed to finish though.
lala.
had dance buffet, meant for seniors farewell? haha. not bad larhs. kinda had fun somehow?
and oh ya, i promise to name someone out big and eye-catching.
LAM JUN JIE, YOU WATCH OUT! HOW DARE YOU?! BLEAHS!
haha. u wonderful boy ah, dare to use cream and make me. oh wells, u suffered.
yiqi lao gong, i love you! helped me to deal with him. haha! muacks!
officially hand over the position of dance vice-chairman to deborah. haha. girl, jiayous alright? i noe you can be a much better vice-chairman as compared to me! heh. (: loveyou girl!
alright, basically, the ppl are high today during the buffet ah. seeing jolene and deborah go crazy really make me laugh. haha. laughters and noise filled the whole asthetic room.
DANCERS, everyone [ girls + boys ], I LOVE YOU GUYS BIG TIME! CAN'T BEAR TO LEAVE, IM SERIOUS. YOU GUYS LIGHTED UP MY DAY WITH ALL THE CRAPS AND LAUGHTER MAN. OH GOSH! LOVE YOU ALL JUST TOO MUCH! <3
went to national library to study? didnt do much. only revise on chemistry mole concept. better understanding le barhs. (: was rather tired, eyes very dry. sorry for the low atmosphere somehow.
slept on the bus, jus too tired. lala. tml going to church after so long. dere is an unexplained feeling within me.
wad a shocking news that sham gave me. LOL! ohwells, i dun mind, no worries. (:
i was rather curious about your tt " guy-thing " ah. HAHAHA!
wadeva larhs, i jus can't stop laughing man.
no more roses in future.
thou i do love them,
but i hate to see them withered and die.
it breaks my heart.
=((
| till death do us apart<3 | 4:00 PM :)
27 April, 2007
alright, was laughing my head off while studying ytd.
it made me feel so helpless. LOL!
I WAS BULLIED! or perhaps "raped"?
YOU WATCH OUT, DARL.
HAHA!
but still, I LOVE YOU TO BITS! <3
thanks for sucha nice drawing cum sweet words.
a nice, sweet day. (:
MY PHONE IS PISSING ME OFF BIG TIME.
wanna change phone,
but can't bear too.
too many too many precious things inside that are so dear to me.
change phone = lose everything.
I DUN WANT TO! =((
MYE shall start tml.
it gonna be a good hard n tedious 2 weeks.
aww ..
english and social studies coming up first. social studies is making me drained. so many to study and memorise. BLAH!
work after work .. maths seemed to be never-ending. but perhaps really need more practice, bcos my Amaths sucks. =(( or rather, if my mid-year result is like common test, it definitely kills me swiftly. RAHH!
so much so much to catch up and understand. it seemed so difficult for me to do so. i missed out far too much. too many things tt i can't understand. oh gosh, help me!
i need strength
i need wisdom
i need determination
i need discipline
i need
ALL THAT IS NEEDED TO SCORE WELL.
im not the studying kind. its really a torture for me to go through this. rahh. i will go crazy! but i got no choice. *sob.
ITS ALL FOR YOU.
THE SURPRISE,
im working towards it.
(:
| till death do us apart<3 | 7:17 AM :)
25 April, 2007
sometimes i wish i never exist ..
if only its true ..
-
MYE is so freaking near.
seriously, i dunno how to pull through this time. im serious.
lack of discipline, time-management.
blah blah.
jus yearning for a day or two when there is no a single hw,
and i wil be able concentrate on revising and studying.
lalala.
the surprise ..
i dunno the result of it .
| till death do us apart<3 | 3:58 PM :)
half of the day gone. quite average bahs.
RRAAAHHHHH!
mood .. hrmm .. some sort of quite stable. i enjoy today's chem lesson, time passed v fast. jingwen super high can? lolls. (:
oh ya, lydia, u rawks larhs. forever crapping with me, making me laugh. heh. (:
upon hearing it, yes, i dunno why my tears almost drop. perhaps i feel so bad. whether you will still tell or how you look at me, i can't say anything. no rights anyway. all i wanna say im sorry. i dunno what else m i supposed to do anymore. i can't expect anything. my bad. perhaps it dosen matters anymore.
sometimes, i think its really sucha failure. sighs.
wadeva.
i just can't get things right always.
thanks for sucha great concern. but dun do anything, promise me alright? really shocked by the msgs, but at the same time im touched. thanks alot, dearest one. for the smile, you're willing to do everything. (:
goodbye kisses ..
<3
| till death do us apart<3 | 8:43 AM :)
24 April, 2007
nth much for today .
pretty sian, high and low. sighs.
alright, in class, LYDIA YOU MADE MY DAY! heh. I LOVE YOU LARHS! HAPPY?!?! LOL!
i dunno wad's wrong with me today. seemed to have thoughts after thoughts. but it seemed like nothing too. sighs. i do hate this man. mood super shaky this few days. LALA!
sometimes i find life is so hard to get by. i find it so hard to understand one's thinking. the feelings are so CONTRADICTING. which is the true one? anyone understands? why had it got to be so scary? fear filled me in any ways. why can't everything jus end and that's it after here? hate it hate it hate it. words couldn't even describe everything that i wanna express. its so hard, so terrible . certain things are jus so hurting. RAH!
i feel like screaming ..
i feel like running ..
i feel like crying ..
im going crazy ..
its ur embrace that bring me warmth ;
love me in your arms always<3
love the bus ride. its always so peaceful. (:
| till death do us apart<3 | 12:48 PM :)
22 April, 2007
a nice and happy day spent yesterday! (:
met with qiqi to go cut hair in the morning. and after that bao hui n xiaorui cut also.
nth much, went je to eat lunch while waiting for the guys. van joined us too.
dunno wad to do at je, so went off with van to elsewhere before going back to them agn.
alright, we decided to go town. coincidentally, we met peihwa, ya xin and kelly at the platform. oh ya, and also ping leh's bro. saw cheng yong and 2 other guys too. haha.
went cine, walked around. purple + white = nice & sweet! i love it! (:
went sp too. finally know wad hp accessory to buy. hahah, after so long.
arhem, to think it is done in changing room too. opps! pro pro.. heh.
shh .. its a secret so sweet. wahahha!
went to meet karen and weng qin's tt grp before heading to meet the rest. oh man, they make me so pai sey! lalala. meet the rest at clarke quay there. nth much. had our dinner and went to victoria theatre.
well, the dances are all so damn cool man. i was totally engrossed in it. its so interesting, so different. dere is no part which i dun like larhs. hahahaha! cool dances and dancers! oh man, dance rocks all the way! <3
some photos taken yesterday ..
this is bao hui beside me. heh. she's so damn nice can? love her to bits! muacks! (:
bao hui, karen and me. whee~ you guys rock! <3>
with my sweetest lao gong who only agrees to take one. *sob* but i still love you lots thou! heh.
alright, this is the super high group. haha. from the left : guiping, wengqin, deborah, jolene and jinsze. wow, they are cute larhs! (: love love love you guys!
pathetic whole group of us, havin to buy mac and eat outside. the mac is jus so packed. well, this picture only consist's a few of us de food. hahaha.
wad do u think the xinyan is doing? haha! sucha funny person. and jingwei, dun hide! haha.
was talking on phone with qiqi when evan take the photo! humph!
taken before going to meet the girls at the mrt station. heh. (:
another one taken. obviously tt's not my finger. hahaha! love you to bits, dearie! muacks! (:
perhaps the last one taken for yesterday, with my beloved sister! iloveyou! (:
today,
went to watch movie with sze ting dardar. heh. so long so long nv go out with her le. watch 200 pounds beauty. well, not bad ah, was touching at the end. heh. and dar ah, dun go ard saying that! haha. v malu u noe? lolls. i love you!
after that went clementi mac to do hw with dar and bee chin. nth much and home sweet home. (:
.. will you jus hold me in your arms again,
like on that faithful day, under the stars?
love is all i can feel, and nothing else .. <3
| till death do us apart<3 | 9:05 PM :)
21 April, 2007
a greenish plus a little browny day.
i mean, almost the whole class participated in the " earth day " thingy, by wearing green or brown shirt except for one. duh .
me, wan zi, calista, evan and karen wore KEEP THE FAITH tee. mich woke up late and couldnt find the shirt, so didnt wear.
sch time passed pretty fast. was kena said by miss kho for not doing her homework. =X
once again, was tired tired during class. sighs. sleep early also tired, sleep late also tired.
how den not tired huh ..
but well, i didnt slp early last night. haha.
maths lesson was fun. dunno wad's wrong with mr chia today ah. his words super SUAN ah. cute larhs. haha! poor jeremy, keep kena suan by him. but it was fun ah. everyone was laughing and stuff. lesson was enjoyable! haha.
accompanied evan to go dental. went sim lim after that, cos i needa buy ear piece. lalala. and finally i bought one. finally can listen to mp4 again! yea. talked and slacked ard. not a bad day, but not a very nice day either.
kinda get easily pissed off nowadays in this week. and i dunno why. emotions very mixed up. and this time, i seriously dunno wad's the cause of it. sians. forget it.
lala.
tml going out with the group of dancers. yea, hope it gonna be fun. well, i supposed its the first time im goin out with sucha big group of dancers? heh. gonna had great fun, and also hooray for getting gold. heh. im looking forward. (: you guys rock all the way! <3<3<3
| till death do us apart<3 | 3:31 PM :)
20 April, 2007
SUPPOSED to be a nice, sweet day,
cos its a special day today.
.. but things dun seemed to turn out this way. sighs.
the dancers were asked to gather in the canteen after mrng assembly. well, thanks miss chan and karen for the sweet " heart " balloon and the little card. appreciated! muacks! was giving out the balloons, and happened to saw mdm oen standing there staring at me. duh .. and yea, was kena said by her bcos of fringe. =X
again and again, seemed so super tired in class. couldnt focus very well. i dunno why. i thought SYF over le, and the result kinda quite satisfying, should be quite lag alr... but, it seemed the oppo. like half of my energy is gone. sighs. how to take MYE liddat? dun tell me gonna score THAT badly agn? if that's the case .. then ..
chinese lesson, kena asked by miss chua out of class. and im the only girl. because of wad? improper attire, my shirt wasn't tuck in. well, it has always been out. lalala.
after sch, went to meet gid, with his students. and jus to see my " long lost sister ". heh. its jus one of his students which he said resemble me alot, be it words or actions. hahaha. first time seeing her.
yea, this is my long lost sister. she's nice! v easy to get long. (: hehs.
went je to eat with evan and calista. yummy. decided to take 99 one big round. while walking to the bus stop. saw a friend with her friends. so pissed off. wadeva larhs. i dun give it a damn. luckily my mood not tt bad, if not would had alr shoot back. SHOOT!
a long long bus ride. sometimes i jus think taking bus is cool.
mummy loves the pink rose. she likes the colour, but well, too bad its mine. =X she super nice to the rose lor, still tell me where to take " vase ", and somemore tel me where got nicer one. thanks ah.
my kuku partner is so nice! thanks big time. appreciated! muacks!
van said nowadays i like sian sian de. ytd or when calista also said i sian sian de. m i? seriously, im not aware of that. i dunno why either. i dunno wad's wrong. emotions very weird ah. shit larhs. its sucha sour feeling.
tears dropped, yet i was at a lost of what to do. sighs. tell me, what can i do for you? with all these happenings, i noe its hard. its jus so saddening and heartbreaking to see you liddat, and hear you facing all that. you gotta be strong. its going to over very soon. let me jus feel whatever you're going thru. i jus wanna do a little, or something more .. yet .. sighs. its sucks being so useless!
smile, cos i care.
no worries abt me. im okay. (:
i love pink rose. <3
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:03 PM :)
19 April, 2007
i dunno how to conclude today.
dunno wad word to use.
all kinds of feelings also haf.
dunno why im like so damn tired, when i slept so early ytd night. sighs.
can i just have more concentration and focus on my studies?
mr teo came to class to find me and baby. yes, we get GOLD for SYF. (: something that we have been working towards. was delighted upon hearing the news. but noe wad, as both of us followed mr teo ard the sch, to tell the good news to the other dancers, class by class, seeing their expressions, reactions and happiness, it was so heart-warming. seeing them so happily jumpin in joy, its even happier den hearing the news myself. well done, dancers!
and yea, this is not the end of dance for me, and i believe for the sec4 dancers. cos we not gonna leave, we will still be back with u guys. might not be joining chinese dance, but dun forget dere is another dance of us. love you people lots! MUACKS! <3
oral .. lalala. spent an hours plus being a timer before my turn. so sian larh. bleah.
after oral, went to eat with calista, talked for a while.
im not feeling good.
wadeva.
mood up and down thru the day.
i hate complications!!
im so super pissed off with my shitty phone. idiot.
dun come and piss me off any more.
| till death do us apart<3 | 12:39 PM :)
18 April, 2007
SYF IS OVER!
a big load off. heh.
well done, dancers. result gonna be out tml!
be it any result, you guys rock! <3 haha.
ohya, must say I LOVE YVONNE!! haha. so nice of her larh, wake up so [ " fucking early ] - said by her. haha. she helped me with the make-up. very patience larhs, tried to perfect the make up. heh. thanks thanks. i'll miss you. heh. (:
reached sch, bathed. heh. smell nice!! went to complex with the whole group to eat. hrmm, not bad ah. crap quite a bit, talk and lalala. everyone seemed so tired, and so m i. but was pretty high ah. they wanted to go imm, accompanied them take 334 to je interchanged, bought bus concession and separated from them.
oh ya, baby, me and karen formed a band called " ai cube ". bleahs~ i think we are lame. =X
crap, my house is like so freaking noisy larh. sighs. spare me from all this man. end it quick!
and you got it out. hopefully no more misunderstanding. dun brood over it anymore. leave it a side, tho might be difficult. sometimes things are just so complicated and .. hrmm, i dunno. certain things are just beyond control. (:
sometimes i just choose not to think so much.
thinking of it wil only make me feel ... unhappy.
so what for?
wadeva.
| till death do us apart<3 | 1:32 PM :)
16 April, 2007
back here for the second time.
a simple yet nice day spent. (:
thanks kelly for accompanying me to buy the thing. hrmm, tho didnt get wad i wanted to get initially, but at least we got chocolates larh hor. haha. got some "shou huo". =X heh.
really wanted to get tt for you .. but hrmm .. sorry yah. wait till i got enough $$. haha! next year march. haha.
nth much bah. quite tired tho, but dun regret going out, cos im happy. heh. (:
mummy got the second good news for me.
oh man, mummy, u gotta love me more larh! haha. im truly ur lucky girl! wahahhaha!
syf is on tues. oh dear, im really nervous. after so so so many tiring practices and blah blah, hope we can get wad we really yearn for. 2 more days .. hrmm, i bet everyone is panicking. but well, guys, we have come so far together, jus gotta put in all our best and fight for wad we deserve, and we'll haf no regrets. (: had never say this before, but people ( girls + guys ), really treasure the times we had tgt thou i dun always been with u all, and i love you people! heh. jiayous!
things seemed so nice and peaceful now. yes, im happy and contented.
so long so long since i last joke and laugh and crap and talk with family.
10th:1st!
hahaha.
i loveyou!
muacks!
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:51 PM :)
arhem ..
alright, jus feeling bored.
hrmm, let's talk about yesterday. well, i was in high spirit man. i also dunno why. haha! but its fun ah.
after dance first time went out with the group of ppl. yiqi, jingting, xiaorui, xinying, xinyan and junjie. pretty fun. heh. (: tt junjie and xinyan ah, u guys better watch out. how dare u guys use those eye-shadow thingy and put it on my face. humph! i knew something was wrong when i walked out. bleah~ nvm, i did had my revenge. HAHAHAHA!
left early, went home. mummy shocked me with a good news. hahahaha! and i started laughing so loudly. =X well, im a lucky star!! =))) went imm to eat. surprisingly, yiqi + xiao rui, and evan + her parents were there too. only managed to meet yiqi and xiao rui. heh.
nothing much bah, mummy was also in a good mood. YAY!
so coincidence ehh, wad i think, is wad u ask me to. hahaha. great minds think alike! (:
hrmm, going out in about an hour time?
hopin i will be able to get it ah.
please please, let me be able to find.
hrmm ...
| till death do us apart<3 | 1:36 AM :)
14 April, 2007
alright. back home. heh.
well, dunno what to say but time passed super fast today during school.
one period very fast finish .. if everyday liddat, how cool ah.
but that also mean Os approaching. aww ...
went home straight after school. do this and that.
wow, my house is like different larh. duno its a good thing or bad thing seh.
nvm .. shall see the overall effect in a few more days time.
meet the people at marina. heh. me and evan were the lastest? =X
first time went out with this group ah, and it was a pretty good one.
very easy to get along with, though kinda didnt talk. heh.
i must admit karen is tall and fit. haha.
alright, went to eat at cafe cartel. had kinda a fun time dere ah. laughing and eating at the same time. well, weiru's sausage really make me laugh larh. literally the whole table is filled with noise and laughter. hahaha. nice nice. =) jus merely listen to them talk can also laugh larh. HAHA!
ohya, so nan de someone will come ask me go orchard seh. haha. but hrmm, today wrong timing ah. i thought u say free in the sense of talking. haha. next time perhaps.
went to watch movie, the reaping. hrmm, not bad ah. sound effect v loud. heh.
went river walk walk, sit sit, talk talk. nothing much, a very peaceful night out there. spent a while dere, and home sweet home.
everything was pretty okay n pleasant for today,
except for my stupid right eye.
man, take out lens le still so pain, keep tearing. sighs.
overall, nice cool day. (:
3 more days to syf. hrmm..
| till death do us apart<3 | 4:23 PM :)
10 April, 2007
back from sch, from dance. (:
i'm hating it. sighs sighs sighs sighs.
my ankle hurts, yea it hurts.
can't dance full out today. sighs. SHOOT!
kinda quite sian bcos of this. sighs.
next week SYF lerhs, but i gonna say
I DON'T GIVE IT A DAMN.
SYF is just far too impt den this ankle of mine.
put in my best, and nothing else.
got mid-year time table alr.
aww .. seemed so scary.
so many papers papers, of cos compare with other classes, it alr counted less.
but ... hrmm ...
work hard? mugging hard? no idea.
gonna do my all to give you the surprise. hopefully it really meant a surprise, not disappointment.
alright, a card which is supposed to be given to me one month ago? i only got it today. heh. thanks yiqi lao gong. (:
" I BELIEVE IN YOU "
-2 messages of this title. love you lots girlie! muacks! <3
sweet, nice mms received last night. (: yes i know you still love me. heh.
can i haf more of this kinda sweet msgs or mms? HAHAH!
im asking too much. bleah~ but i love it! HAHAHAH!
love you to bits, coolest girlfriend! <3
| till death do us apart<3 | 10:04 AM :)
09 April, 2007
was home all day.
hrmm, improvement. heh. (:
wasnt much of slacking. but i did something. haha.
MY ROOM IS PAINTED PURPLE!
i love it! whee~
thanks daddy and mummy. (:
nothing much for today.
homework not done.
aww .. i jus dun feel like doing ah.
9 more days, and i will be once again at nus cc.
SYF .. jiayous ppl!
mtsioemse i stju idnf ti adrh to etahrbe .
eryna ofr a krabe efre .
love the way you watch me slp.
love the way you just hold me in your arms.
| till death do us apart<3 | 9:59 AM :)
08 April, 2007
walalala. blah blah blah..
2 missed calls last midnight. sighs. sorry, im bad.
went to buy the paint for my room today with dad in the morning. yep, some kinda purple. hope it will turn out nice. (:
meet karen after that to eat lunch before going dance. at first wanna eat at the malay stall, ended up in CU again. wahaha. short of time. talk talk a little and went dance.
dance passed pretty fast today. a drag of time agn. argh .. rushed off. phew.. tired tired. my left ankle really hurts. =( went home changed and went to kelly's house. opps, we were pretty late. =X sorry.
and kelly dressed up pretty nice too. haha. evan was like " how come everyone dress so nice?". lolls.
headed to nus cc. hrmm, a place where i gonna go on the 17th. well, reached tt place, the thought of SYF keep coming into my mind. alright, and the dance started, COOL, NICE, HOT. haha. i love it man. how i wish i can too. lala.
someone was like saying our dance is so bad ah. come gek me. but well, nvm .. i got one who backed me up. hee hee. biasness brings you nowhere? but well, i love you for that too! wahahha!! lalala.
alright, kelly's cousin, dean is cute. wahaha. at first like shy shy dun dare talk to me. but well, talk pretty much after that. hit hit play play, aww.. its tiring playin with kid. haha. seemed like im the nanny again. bleah~ kelly, don't you haf to pay me for helpin u take care of him, so that you can enjoy the performance peacefully? heh.
ohya, before i forgot. dean said that he likes me, likes kelly but not evan worr. oh yea oh yea .. and well, its the very first time he sees me leh. hahahahaha! i noe someone gonna say because i influenced him liao. but well, im not tt influential larh. hahaha. OH OH OH! and the reason he said is because he don like short hair. and and and, kelly is short hair too. but but but, he said kelly's hair is nice. haha. i noe evan is sadden liao. oh dear, dun be ok? at least i didnt say i don't like you larh hor. LOL!
everything ended. went toilet. haha. snatch cubicle with evan. haha. bleah~ i won. haha. well, she was like saying her hair also not bad, not happy about wad dean say. wahahah. kelly, hi-5 man. haha. okay lar, i shall stop gek'ing her liao. don be upset, dearie. heh. took a photo in the toilet. 
was preparing to go off. slacking around, look here look dere. and yep, can see most of the ppl dere are dancers? haha. cool larh! OH YA OH YA! KELLY BOK, JUST YOU WAIT! THE ONE DAY WIL SURELY COME! I'LL PROVE YOU WRONG! HUMPH! haha.
went clementi to eat mac. old memories come back. wahaha. nth much, home sweet home.
... a loved baby by you .. <3
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:59 PM :)
07 April, 2007
hrmm .. a pretty fine day. (:
was out at about 8am plus in the morning. duh .. public holiday still can meet sch teacher. oh my. worst still, took same bus, same train, alighted at same destination. LOL! too coincidence le larh.
back to old place, 5th home? heh. stayed there to do homework. well, didnt do much. weather v hot, and no mood. heh. =X
headed to orchard. shoped here and there. den went plaza singapura. aww .. tummy pain pain. on and off. sighs. my coolest, nicest, sweetest girlfriend went to take warm water for me. oh, so nice of you. heh. (:
went vivo, back to 4th home. wahaha. sat dere, nice scenery. was tired though. and one thing, i slept dere. hee hee. someone's so silly. leg cramp alr still dun wanna wake me up. still.. you're so nice larh. loveyou loveyou. the moment i woke up not long, got sucha sweet surprise. haha! (: ohya, now is my turn to trick you le. oh yea oh yea. wahahaha!
sat dere talk talk. windy windy. i like the atmosphere and everything!!
thanks for today! (:
tml having dance.. hrmm.. after that going to watch performance. heh. im looking forward. (:
nth much, pretty tired. heh
| till death do us apart<3 | 3:33 PM :)
05 April, 2007
super tired today ..
easily fall asleep as and when i can. =X
managed to catch a short 15 mins slp during chi lesson, after finsihing my test.
ohya, szeting dardar early in the morning gave me something. " i dun give it a damn " key chain. wahaha. said wad because tt sentence i say before, and i supposed tt remind her and oba of me bah. haha. they bought 5 together, different one.
and the way she gave is so shocking larh. thanks dardar! <3
had dance. was there pretty early, i mean as compared to usual. heh.
after all dance was still okay, time passed pretty fast,
but still i was tired.
almost ending of the dance. the few of us get crazy again.
oh man .. this can't carry on,
if not dere will be chaos in dance. wahaha.
went home. walked passed playground dere.
saw few old schoolmates : haziq, wei wen and wai kit.
that crazy wei wen suddenly say so loud he miss me. wahaha.
but sorry ahh, i dun wan ur no. and sad to say i didnt miss you worr.
haha. happy playing!!
and now, i dunno wad's wrong.
crap. wadeva.
save me out of this hell.
tml last day of sch for the week. cool.
i wanna replenish my slp hours.
5 more practices before the actual performance.
wad else can i say other den scare, nervous?
i wanna dance dance dance. (:
| till death do us apart<3 | 11:03 AM :)
04 April, 2007
complications can really make one go crazy ..
i didnt know dere is so much tt is hidden ..
sighs .
so much so ...
it's so unbelievable ..
dere is so much i yet to know .
news after news,
its bringing my heart out.
i thought the first one from him is alr very shocking ..
but never did i know the second one from her is worse.
you tell me how?
i rather i know everything now,
den still in the dark,
no matter how bad it might be.
its "spreading" so fast,
even you and you and you know ..
not about this, but its about that ..
its not what you think it is..
aww ..
its beyond wad you think it is ..
its beyond wad you know ..
and its far too much for me to expect it so soon..
this time round ..
i dare not think...
im going crazy ...
| till death do us apart<3 | 3:33 PM :)
03 April, 2007
things wasn't so well in dance today. sighs.
testing my patience ..
lala.
after next week, no more dance practices for O's students i supposed.
still, sometimes i will go back, i believe i will miss dance no matter what.
heh.
I GOT THE COOLEST GIRLFRIEND! (:
wahahaha!!
wanna think no more.
treasure, enjoy every moment that i can haf. (:
| till death do us apart<3 | 11:20 AM :)
02 April, 2007
not a bad april fool day .. heh.
went out for a while till afternoon. lalala. nth much, stomach v pain! haha. was at playground slacked for a while. too bad its not night, no stars. aww .. i miss the stars lah!!!!
went home. mum ordered mac to eat. wahaha. nice nice. yummy. me, bro and mum just sat there talking for a while. or rather only me and mummy is talking. haha. crap and crap . lala.
dunno wad's wrong with me today, got the urge to pack and clean up my whole room. yes i did that, spent hours on it. haha. now its much more neater!! whee~
but my homework is suffering .. haha ..
alright. i was kena fooled by tt wonderful girl. ARGH. so suddenly, i wasnt suspicious at all. still believe untill so shuang . somemore on msn. bleah. ended up called me and tell me its only a april fool joke. duh .. scare me to tears. KUKU. and so happy somemore.. humph!
and we went on fooling one more person with the help of kelly. hahahaha. i ALMOST ALMOST got a big bag scolding .. =X alright, kelly got scolded for no reason because of us. haha. thanks and sorry. poor xiao bai got a big shocked. haha . relax relax, all meant just for april fool. im a victim of hers too. heh.
homework half done. lala. tired tired.
got to go. heh.
| till death do us apart<3 | 1:00 AM :)
01 April, 2007
back from dance.
meet with bao hui in the morning to go eat prata. heh.
after that got a little time so went jp for a while.
and its really just A WHILE.
went into sasa. look look around and me and bao hui started doing stupid things. we played with the eye shadow sample there. haha! i started it by putting blue on her hand, and purple on her face. den i quickly walked off, knowing she gonna do smth to me too. and guess wad, she prepare green colour. aww .. tryin to put on my face. was like " fighting " with her outside sasa larh. so pai sey. haha. saw esther. ohya, saw yumiko too when gng into jp.
was a little late for dance. about 15mins? haha. today dance not bad ah. more to crazy among the few of us. haha. me, yiqi, bao hui and karen. lols. slacking. well, mi and yiqi played the sweet passing game. haha. tt siao karen dun dare, same goes for bao hui. and aww .. karen is disgusting!! she love the action and that so much ehh.. hah. shall not be disclosed to keep her reputation. wahahaha! keep doing and giving that sound .. oh man .. u'r nuts, sister. haha!
you guys light up my day!<3 heh. (:
kinda a small unhappiness between xiao rui and liang lao shi today .. sighs. why must it always be like that? lala.
you don't dance for him. don ask so much for recognisation. team effort. you dance because you love dance, for yourself, for the school. your effort everyone sees, your name will be in the list of the dancers who are taking part, regardless of what the result is. dun give up just because of a person. (:
it can't go down now at this intense period. please don't. after syf by all means, in any way, how bad, how terrible, anything. but not now. i still needa go for the dance practices, and take part in syf. i wanna give my all, and do my best. health and strength, please don't go down for now.
lalala .. im hungry ... my stomach is making alot of sound. haha!
a sweet, nice msg received during dance. (:
no worries,
wadeva it is.
| till death do us apart<3 | 9:07 AM :)
im bored ..
my sleep last night wasnt a smooth one. haha.
that crazy junjie called me in the middle of the night at 3.34am,
dunno for what. LOL!
phone was jus beside me, heard the phone rang, saw junjie's name,
but i didnt pick up. =X sorry, im bad.
but really was tired and that time i jus fall asleep not long.
morning baohui replied my msg. and at ard 9am, she called me.
dance practice time was messed up. some tot is 9am, some say is 1.30pm.
i wanna buy the earring, i wanna buy clothes, i wanna buy alot alot of stuffs.
aww .. im in trouble, suddenly got urge to buy lots of things. haha!
but money is a problem.
nah nah, i cant fall into materialism. haha.
mummy and daddy coming back today. haha. just a day go genting also fun. lolls.
im looking forward to next week, getting my room paint and here and there changes in my house. whee~
im missing ...
missing alot alot of things ...
this and that ...
in the past, and at the present ...
my mind seemed to be always working .
heh. at least it wont turn rusty.
wahaha!
| till death do us apart<3 | 2:01 AM :)
