now you know why i don't like to tell you my thoughts.
and when i do,
and i thought things are different for once,
it backfires, again.
are you even aware of that, M?
ohwell.
i miss Cal.
and definitely the whole LLL.
hmmmm.
met pearlynn at spinelli's.
dinner-ed at cine.
headed to clarke quay to chill, and slack.
nice hangout, i thought. (:
more to come!
it seemed like one of the nights i will walk home, tearing/crying.
but this time round,
He said "don't waste your tears",
and not a single tear actually drop,
even though i was feeling upset.
Daddy, i know You're there.
& when i see the tears that fall from your eyes after so long,
my heart sank.
i wanna feel carefree again.
i wanna feel like my spirit is all so free.