Dance In His Love ;

if it's none of your concern here, don't judge.

01 June, 2009

you know what, you keep asking me not to bother and all, but obviously you know i can't. come on, we're friends, right? no, i've never regretted knowing you, but it seemed like i've bring shit to your life. i told you i dont wanna hurt you, therefore ask you control your feelings. remember the deal that i once mentioned? i don't say it just for fun. my life isn't as simple as you think/see as it is. you're in no way wrong or anything. i don't wanna hurt you, i really don't. you convinced me with your actions, like totally. i appreciated all those. and if you say i don't care, i beg to differ. but like what you said, i didn't know how to respond to all that. yeah, the coming all the way down to my place cos you're worried in the middle of the night, those text messages and all, i appreciated them totally. but do you get it, i treasure you as a friend, like really. not just say go back to my life without you and it would be the case. if you ever think that i treat friendship so lightly, i guess you don't know me well enough. you said that things couldnt be fine cause of this and that. is it really? so you rather we "don't know" each other in the future? if you need time away to let go of all those feelings and all, just tell me. don't just leave by saying a "i'm sorry". i dont know what is it now and all. i really don't. i know you're upset, so am i. if needed to say sorry, i think i should be the one.

whatever it is,

sorry for everything,

and i mean, everything.

and likewise, take care.

i dont need anyone to judge this post.

sorry, cos i can't remember who knows about this blog.

and it's clearly for one person (you know who you are).

and for that person,

anything u wanna say, text me.

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