i thought it was a good talk with Fel on the bus.
been laughing, smiling, crapping too much.
yeah, cos i believe
no matter how upset, bothered you are, continue laughing along and all,
you'll feel better.
perhaps that's how i got by each day for the past 1-2 weeks?
and now,
i'm tired.
tired of laughing and all,
pretending or rather thinking that i'm okay.
cos i aren't happy.
no, i'm not.
anyway, Fel,
thanks for listening, talking today.
really appreciate it.
loveya, girl. (:
alright.
i received a message from Jiayu today.
lol, been long.
i'm shocked to see her name during scriptwriting class,
i thought i saw wrongly Huiyu's name or something.
but yeah.
she asked me stuffs about Ru and we chatted a while.
hahaha.
then,
after school,
i called Ru telling her, and yeah.
hahaha. she says Jiayu is a cute bung.
lol. yeah, not bad, agreee!
been long i hear from Weiru!
keep saying i no heart.
lol.
and the best part is,
just right after Wr's phone call,
my handphone crashed. ))):
it's still on, but the whole screen went blank. goodness.
so people,
it might take me a while (or maybe more than a while)
to get back to you this period.
i hope my mummy allows me to get a new phone!
and so,
i took bus to JE.
and guess what,
i bumped into Jiayu.
hahahahaha.
talked throughout the whole bus trip,
niceeee (:
really long since i last saw her or something.
i guess the last time is at zouk?
lol.
i just reached home, and i'm leaving home in around 45mins.
going back to NP for NRA.
(((:
and my stomach has been very weak.
))):
oh! and i bumped into Xueli at Makan Place today! (((:
happpyyy to see her!
everytime only talk online and text,
seldom see!
hohoho.
and she said she's happy to see me tooooo!
woooo!
<3s!
look, i'm sorry.
i'm really sorry.
i really didn't know what to say,
or neither do i know what to do.
i'm sorry.
i really hope things are gonna be fine.
i'm sorry.
sometimes i find myself sucha bitch.
like, really.