how funny could it be that one could be scare of sleeping?
but yes, i do.
esp these few days.
nightmares upon nightmares.
and i'm really really fearful of it.
worst is, you know you're dreaming,
you know you're having a nightmare,
but you just cant wake up at all, even if you want.
and i dreamt of people killing me and such.
gosh. it's scary, you know.
it's no longer those kinda situations when you could just run to your mum's and dad's room and cry saying you've got a nightmare.
no, no more.
everything you gotta deal with it yourself.
sometimes even when things are hard for you,
you rather not say a single things to them,
and rather not even explain.
mMm.
*
tonned over at evan's place yesterday with Cal, MN, Wq and DK.
(:
lazy to elaborate though.
but well, not bad i think.
a lot of thoughts are running through my mind ..
no words spoken, i just wanna embrace you and let you cry everything out.
and it definitely breaks my heart to see you so broken, darlin.
i love you, that's all i really know.