if my blog posts have been sad recently,
that's why it seemed like it's just another thing when i'm upset,
then you've got no idea how much i'm affected.
every single day gotta suppressed all the emotions within,
controlling,
and not allowing it to ruin my whole day or spoil everything.
but at certain point of time,
just break down.
one after another.
just before this is resolved,
another came.
&*#^&%@$!
i'm tired,
seriously am.
LIES.
what are these to you?
how would you feel when you trusted somebody fully,
and yet knowing it it's all just lies.
how would you feel when ...
okay okay, whatever whatever.
i feel so not me.
who am i?
sometimes words aren't the best comforting/consoling tool.
perhaps just a shoulder or hug will be better.
when everything come crashing down,
everywhere seem so dark,
you just need a helping hand,
and a light to reach down.
i wonder ..