Dance In His Love ;

Midnight research

01 December, 2008

i'm doing research on com issues now. yes, at this weird hour, starting from 4am. lalalas. and i feel like sleeping, and my research is like getting no where!

i've got like one and a half more hour to go before i need to stop, and get my butt off to school. =( and now, 'm hoping we don't have to finish our essay in class, and that dateline is end of the day.

God, help me. You know i'm bad at doing all this. i need You so much.

the doubts, the fear is getting so much stronger as the time approaches. Lord, i know if it's in Your will, it will come to pass. but the thoughts just keep creeping into my mind, this and that. i shan't worry, i wanna rebuke those thoughts. it's unhealthy, i'm assuming, guessing too much. no no, this cannot be the way. God, i feel so discouraged somehow regarding this... but still, i know, broken dreams are coming true. in any way, Your will be done.

& right now, i'm kinda feeling down, because of one person. okay, i dunno why should i feel disappointed or whatever also. but i do. apparently, i'm being concern and so i asked. but no reply. and it's making me feel like i'm so irritating instead of being concern. =/ okay, that's retarded.

i'm back to doing my research. the clock is ticking away!

and i miss my girls. (: they're still the best ever!

| till death do us apart<3 | 5:31 AM :)