Dance In His Love ;

the fear

07 December, 2008

and it happened again. so scary. i thought i was going to die or something. :(

total lost of strength, vision become black, feel like vomiting but yet nothing came out, stomach feeling weird, head pain and giddy, can do nothing but lie down (not even sitting). it's so scary. and it's worse during the "process" you know your vision is going from clear to blur to black.

i don't wanan it happen again. like really. i felt so helpless that time, other then keep praying asking God for help. even at that time i felt God is with me, like really. i'm scare but yet comforted.

thanks evan. thousand millions of thanks. i dunno how to show you my appreciation.

alright. after about 2-3 hours of sleep, i'm feeling much better. just that head is still not in the right shape somehow.

oh, and i find this funny. Gideon called asking me if i handed in YI camp form. i was stunned. and the thing is, people thought i didn't hand in cos they dunno i'm Renee! the name in the form is Renee Tan Hui Ting. hahah. okay, crap.

there's a lot for me to blog but suddenly all dunno go where. :(

oh oh. yesterday wedding at The Legends. i like it, cause all of my cousins are there!

love 'em all! :D

Jesslyn, Loraine ( Jensen's gf), Renee

| till death do us apart<3 | 8:50 PM :)