stop trying to please others, stop living under other's expectations.
it's tiring
stop, get out of it.
sarcasm can be hurting too, isn't it? it's not the first time or anything. ohwells, i dunno why am i affected too. to others, it might be just something small but yes, it does affect me. but talking about it too much might result in gossiping? i dunno. but but but, i feel like i needa get something off my chest!
the fear about this.
"you want it, yet you fear of it" this kinda feeling you know?
but thank God He's around.
seriously, i'm very interested about the job as a dancer. the one that weiqiang actually told me about. like, you get paid for going trainings/practices, u get to perform and it's actually something you like! how awesome is that. i mean, i wish i could get it lar. gonna start "scouting".
God, help me!