wooohoooo~ i'm back. okay, because i finally gain back my strength.
yea yea, i guess everyone who know of this blog, know that i'm down past 3 days.
high fever (38.8, 39.1, 39.3, 36.6, 38.6, 36.4), sore throat, severe headache, cough. lalalas. yes, i felt v v v weak, felt like i can just faint or die anytime. so much so, i'm so afraid when i sleep, i can never wake up again. hahahaha.
went for a x-ray for my heart today after lesson. will only know the report next wed, supposingly.
it's how amazing, my fever went from 38.6 to 36.4 just right after i finish QT. people, you know it cant be coincidence right? (: you get what i mean. and now, for rather for the past half of the day i'm feeling sooooooo much better. no longer as dead as ytd or two days back. what's left is only a slight headache, sore throat and cough! (: but still, thank God!
actually, this 3 days of illness etc got me realize a lot of things. like, if i were to die the next moment, where will i end up at? m i really secured in heaven? - not in the sense of faith, but is my r/s with God, and my own life leading me to Home, or the other place. to be frank, i was afraid. yes i do. like i mentioned, i'm feeling so weak, so sick till the extent i feel i wont be able to breathe the next morning air. but still, i managed. thank God, definitely. (:
back to the point, anyway, from all these, it actually push me on to establish a even more genuine r/s with God, and leading a life with Him. you know, you and i wont wanna live a life without God, be it earthly or eternally. (:
thanks guys for the prayers, seriously. appreciated it a lot a lot!
thanks felicia NEY for the care, love, concern, hug, prayers and helping me to buy drinks! loveyou, sweets!
thanks evan for the double nights care, concern, efforts etc. i just couldn't express how i feel lar, and i bet you're a great helper to my mum! sweets!(:
thanks kuku for the concern, the sms-es, and that short lil fierce-sweet message. though it sounds rather fierce, but i feel your care. you're forever so sweet and caring! you're loved!(:
thanks gideon for the online care. unexpected, seriously. (:
thanks michng for the calls and concern, care, love. your love for ppl never ceased! loves!(:
thanks michlo for the visit, company. very nice & sweet of you! i still feel funny whenever i recall you cooking maggie! loves! :D
& of cos thanks cal darling for the sms-es & the dedicated post. it really touched and warmed my heart. i feel a lot from there, like seriously. you've never say such things before. (chessy i know! hahaha) i felt v loved, really. words can't express! hearts darling! (:
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OF COS,
BIG BIG THANKS TO MY DOCTOR J.
You're my healer, Lord. (:
a simple, short, nice, pleasant lovely hangout at holland v with my 3 loves! <3
though it's simple, but it's filled with craps and laughters, isn't it? for me, i felt so! :D
love you girls! (:
