Time flies. fly like nobody's business.just a blink of eyes, it's already december. it feels like school just starting 2 months ago. it feels like i know felicia, doreen, jocelyn and hannah just 2 months ago. but of course, we're closer now. (: and i really wanna thank God for these 4 girls. ever so caring, helpful, thoughtful, considerate, nice, crappy! (:
i can't wait. one more month. yes yes yes. i'm not gonna think about "what if". there's a lot of questions, but yea, faith. faith faith faith. if this is where He wants me to go, everything will fall in place. excited, definitely! (:
it feels like so long since i last hang out with my lovely girls. hmmm, i miss you girls, babes. it seemed so long since LLL last hanged out together too. they're sooooo missed!
assignments assignments, projects projects. lalalas. no more of individual work like last sem. awwww. but somehow, it's fun working with people too! :D
i dunno what to blog, seriously.
NRA's danzation approaching, YI camp approaching, Christmas bash approaching. so many many many things! oh yes, it mean, HOLS is approaching once again! hahahahahahahah. opps.
i just can't wait to get a ipod! nano? hahahaha. i feel like sleeping now, okay that's random. this is a random post, actually. you see, there's no fixed topic.
tml location production shooting. God, please be with me, help me through. i need You so badly.
thanks calista and evan for even hearing me out today about the beyond-words-stress during dance yesterday. thanks for hearing me out. (: really really appreciate it. i mean, i was feeling so terrible at that time. and though one day has passed, but it's still haunting me. and your listening ears are here. (:
God, You know it. You know exactly how i feel. You know it. beyond words.
Lord, You know how much i feel like crying the moment i sit down. You know how discouraged, disappointed, upset i was. You know how hard i was trying too. the atmosphere throughout is just so scary. i dunno how to express it out so that everything can be said in words. i just know throughout that half an hour or so i feel like giving up. i felt so scare, so stressed, so nervous etc. i felt that i just can't do it, can't do it at all. left 5 weeks? what am i supposed to do? even if i wanna practice, where? my room, can't. too small, no mirrors. dunno where to book studio, even if have, it's so ex. there's just so much feelings stirring within. yes God, i'm worried, i'm scare. i wanna do it well. and Lord, i know only You can help me. help me, Lord. i feel like giving it up, but it seemed like You're telling me to hang on there. i dunno. Lord, i need You. really. seriously. badly. desperately.
God, take control of my heart. i'm giving it to You, or rather, i've gave it to You. i'm Yours, wholly.
i just need a word from You. i wanna obey. (:
Lord, i pray for Your love and joy to overflow in calista's, evan's, michng's, michlo's lives. i pray that Your presence will be with them wherever they go. i pray that every day You'll teach them something new. Daddy, i really really really really thank You for them. like really! i'm so blessed. they're sucha sweet angels in my life! You've blessed me so much by putting them in my life, Lord. even though there're times where unhappiness occurs between the group, but it's Your love that binds us together. Lord, what more can i say. You're so sweet, Jesus. thank You, Lord. thank You. God, i pray for Your blessings to be upon each and everyone of them, Lord. In Jesus' name, AMEN. (:
when the world fades away, Your light's still shining bright. (:
thank You for that star, Lord. (:
