Dear Lord,i've got nothing. Nothing that i can be proud of myself. not that i'm putting myself down, saying i'm useless or anything, but i clearly know without You i'm really nothing. just like one thing i saw in wanzi's blog.
Christian - Christ = ian ( i am nothing ).
Lord, i dunno what i can do to serve You, to glorify Your name. i dunno what i can do to bring a sweet wide smile upon Your face. that why, God, i need and want You to use me. Lord, i need You to tell me what to do, and i want to obey. i need Your directions so much each day, Lord. Show me. i wanna serve You, sincerely & wholeheartedly.
Daddy, seriously, i dunno what talents do i have. like really. i really need You to show me so that i could use it to the fullest. dance? i dare not say it's my talent, perhaps it's just my passion. so ... i really dunno. but God, i know You placed something within me, to be my talent. (: just for You to show, for me to find out. (:
talking about what ministry i wanna serve in. yes, it would be kinda shocking if i tell others i wanna serve in Z3. yea, i'm not anything related to music/instruments etc, maybe except for dance? like who will ever link me to Z3.
but again, Lord, there seemed to be nothing i can do extremely, really well. not studies, not dancing, not singing, i just can't think of anything! but God i know, i know i really love to sing about You. whenever i'm sad, stressed, bothered etc, whenever i started singing about You, i felt the peace, the love, the joy. i just love it. i may not have a beautiful voice to sing, but Jesus, i just simply love to sing about You. perhaps this is the reason why i wanna to serve You in this aspect - my passion to sing about You, for You. (:
but again, i'll still go where You wanna me to serve You in. (: it's still about You.
Lord, i need You to show me. i need You to assure me. else, i dare not take a single step. God, i really desperately need You in this, here.
How i love to
how i love to sing about You
Your love shines down
how i love to
how i love to sing about You
Your peace falls down
my whole life, it's Yours, Lord.
fully, wholly.(: