Dance In His Love ;

pretence?

16 October, 2008

what exactly did you said to her?
what's that for?
look through the corner of your eye?
why the pretence?

i dunno. it just gave me such negative feelings.
like hello, i saw it and i know it.

i didn't expect it to be like that. i thought ... ohwells, forget it. why am i so affected by this, by you? man, idk! perhaps, i'm still so concern about how people/others look/feel at/about me.
somehow i ~~regret~~ knowing you. perhaps, i never know you.

Lord,teach me how to take control of all this negative feelings. it isn't from You.

Dear Lord,
take away the pain in my heart. it came back like after so long. and i thought it's gone for good. first, it's during the lunch with Calista yesterday at JP. didn't wanna say, cos i thought it'll be ok after a while. but it lasted for quite a while. and today, it actually happen thrice. heal me, O Lord. i need You, God.

God, do You know how much i love to talk and sing about You? just like how much i would love to talk about my boyfriend (if i have one). but definitely, i would love to talk to others about You so much more. i remember the night when i'm down, but the moment i started telling a friend about You, how great You are how loving You are etc, i felt soooo good. God, You're good, Lord. (:

| till death do us apart<3 | 10:01 PM :)