Dance In His Love ;

Just a thought

21 October, 2008

i came to realise one thing when talking with Cal on the bus.

As we move on in life, quality/quantity time spent with our very own group of friends actually decreased. Somemore it's poly (JC) life. everyone have got different schedules, different group of friends, different assignments etc.

to really spend time with each other really need effort.

Unlike secondary sch, even if there's remedial, we can afford to wait for one another. recess time all same. almost everyday we're seeing, talking and hanging together. how nice.

Or rather, the recent hols that just passed. fruitful times that we spent bonding a group. but school reopens jus for a week, felt so different.

i was telling Cal. i felt like everyone's living their own lives. no more sharings, nothing. everyone's like walking their own life alone(?), or should i say, that's how i feel? not literally alone, cos God is there, of cos.

but but, it's just so different as compared.

hello R, things are changing everyday! yes, i know. hahahahah!

used to hang out so much with: evan & cal, the bear-gang, LLL. but now, it's just so different (in general) . haha.

i duno why m i blogging this also, but maybe just a thought.

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alright. basically, i've been mentally, physically. till the extent i totally forgot to send in svc feedback untill this morning when i received the email! so funny, i reminded them, yet i myself forgot. haha. oppps, sorry!

anyway, i find myself rather contradicting recently. don't really feel like hanging out, yet wanna hang out. don't really feel like meeting people, but yet wanna meet people. and sometimes when situations dont allow me to be alone, i wanna be alone, but when the time comes for me to be alone, i dont wanna be alone.

man, what's wrong with me! haha. someone slap me, please. lol.

i think, this whole week is gonna be kinda ... (dunno what word to use) haha. i'll update it when i found the right word, or rather conclude it at the end of this week. (:

NRA needs a lot of commitment. and if i'm really going to perform for Danzation, i'm going to miss Christmas Bash, for sure. As for YI camp, i'm still praying i'll be able to go for night services. but yea, headache. no doubt, i'm worrying.

but God says: (Matt 6:33-34) (:

God, provide a way, Lord.

i dunno what am i exactly feeling right now. hmmm.

i think i need a jog or something. but at this hour..

i dunno why, but i feel so weird upon typing this post.

does anyone feels weird reading this? tell me if you do!

when this world, everything is slowly fading away,

only You, Your love stays strong. (:

| till death do us apart<3 | 12:52 AM :)