God, i thank You for this family that You've placed me in.
i'm so touched, i feel so loved by them.
I'm so touched by mummy during the malaysia trip. i'm touched by mummy How willingly she allows me to buy the things i like even though it's expensive. she said, "if you really like it a lot, just get it". but wells, i didnt get a single thing though. but! i don't feel a least upset! :D i'm touched by mummy when she offer to buy me the necklace which she thinks it's nice, knowing that i never got a single thing from the many shopping malls. but i rejected, cos i don't wanna waste her money. i'm touched by mummy for her concern and care even though i gave my attitude on one night. i'm touched by mummy when she asked me out to go shopping with her, reason being she knows i wanna get clothes. how sweet of her. i love my mummy, yes it's true. (: and i'm gonna tell her that! :D
i'm touched by daddy because no matter how many times i disappoint him, his love & care never cease. as much as he don't like me to keep going out, he still give me the money whenever i need it to go out. i'm touched by daddy every night before he comes home, he'll call me to ask if i wanna eat anything. i'm touched by daddy for he'll always listen to my explanation for all my doings. i'm touched by daddy because he used to always stay up to wait for me for my return from work. i'm touched by daddy, despite knowing i'm not the perfect daughter, not a wonderful daughter, he still loves me. daddy, i do love you too tho i never say it before.
this is really weird. but yea, i do am touched by my brother too. i remembered when we were still sharing a room, we shared every single night before we sleep. and he would tell me, if anyone was to bully me, he'll stand up for me. (: everything seemed so transparent between us. despite all the quarrels and everything, i know he does stil care. i'm touched whenever my parents are overseas, he'll ask me out for meals and such. tho now we rarely talk, but whenever he've got nice shows and such, he'll come over to my room and ask me to watch. and he did it just a while ago. (: thanks brother. <3
okay, this is like getting so emotional. hahahaa.
but i just do realise how much i actually love my family. (:
and i seriously thank God for this.
yes, u see the difference.
last time i used to cry and complain about my family sooooooo much (people who are close know). but now, everything seemed so nice everyday.
who else can make it happen other than God. (:
and this is to my silly daughter.
i've never forgotten about you birthday. you wasted ur tears, silly.
your big day have been hanging on my mind since last week. despite i'm overseas, you're stil on my mind.
tho it's a bit late, but still
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BABY ((((:
i love you always! history maker! :D
