totally not in the right mood. & guess what, i'm like stuck with my storytelling final draft.with this mood, i doubt i can do anything right.
so yeaaa, talked a while with kuku. thanks dear! at least i'm feeling better tho i cried while talking to you. HAHA! anyway, yepps.
and just checked out NRA blog. A1 practice is on monday for next week! which means, clashes with O school. which means, i'll either miss one. =( i wanna go for NRA and i wanna go for O School.
this definitely brings my mood even further down. i missed 2 lessons of o school since the start of hip hop 3. meaning, i hasn't start attending hip hop 3 yet. seriously regret missing the two hip hop 3 lessons ( first lesson due to too many assignments on hand, second lesson cos having bad headache)
not the issue about money, but i wanna learn. i wanna learn.
sighs.
i don't like feeling this way that i do. i don't like having to miss out on my love. i don't like to even think i've gotta let go in the end. i want the cert, i wanna complete, i wanna learn the skills.
ANYWAY, will see how things go. i believe and trust that God will provide a way. (:
as much as i'm upset, bothered whatever, how can i ever leave God out of the picture. (:
never forgetting,
i wanna give BIG BIG THANKS to peihwaKUKU and kellySHIFU. (((((: for yesterday they accompanied me to buy mummy's birthday present! mummy likes it a lot and she says the cake is niceeee. she's like waiting for me to get her a bag and both of them suggested it! do they have kinda telepathy with my mummy? haha! anyway, thanks so muchhhh lah! it feels good to see mummy happy! :D you guys are lovvveeeedddd! <3>
tml's the last day of school before sch term ends.
i need my beauty sleeep.
God, i can't explain how much i need You.
i'm not worthy, yet You love me.
i'm not clean, yet You purify me in Your presence.
You're always faithful.
You're always loving.
You're always beautiful.
You're always wonderful.
i love You.
i wanna live a life that glorifies Your name.
i wanna others to see You in me.
1Cor 15:34
"awake to righteousness, and do not sin; for some do not have the knowledge of God. i speak this to your shame."