Dance In His Love ;

17 April, 2008

alright. waiting for written comm tutorial to start at 2pm. right now, at ourspaces with felicia, hannah, jocelyn and doreen. (:

last night was bad? fell aslp at 3 am and i woke up twice every hour. i dunno for wad. 2d art lesson at 8am. dunno should say horrible or fun. lol. still alright, but i think my drawing really sucks lah. gotta practice. ultimately, i still cant cut off from art. haha. whatever.

one missed call received. from someone totally unexpected. no one answer as i return the call. so yep, called mummy. all i got to hear is al the rubbish, super pissed. holding my tears when im in the class. ok, never mind. and i thought, is this going to spoil the family relation? okay, whatever. jus a few days ago im so good with daddy, and he even allow me to continue hip hop 3 and joined reggae too in o school. i wonder how things will be tonight or whichever night when there's this chances, everyone meet together? seriously, i cant be bothered to explain anything alr. up to u guys to think, and wad i predict is the coldness and heck care-ness once again. okay, whatever. things are always wrong. and hello, it's only a small thing. ridiculous people. cant stand it. roars.

how i wish lesson ends alr. im so no-in-the-mood to do anything right now, needless to say later is writcomm. lalas. but still, 3 hours and we're doing prewriting. okay, i surrender. help me, God.

Jesus,

will You hold this family together?

sustain the good ties no matter what happen.

im dreadful of the days when coldness filled the house,

and i seemed to know nobody.

now that it has got better,

i dun wish anything to worsen it.

Lord,

i lift this family into Your very loving hands.

take control, Daddy.

i yearn so much for You.

don't leave me alone this lifetime,

You know i cant do without You, Lord.

fill me with Your presence,

Your joy, Your love, the fruits of the Spirit,

and everything.

God, You alone i worship,

You alone im running after.

my soul longs for You. <333!

i love You, Daddy.

and yeaaaa. felicia asked me to blog this.

P.S FELICIA ROCKS. hahahha.

| till death do us apart<3 | 4:07 AM :)