Dance In His Love ;

31 January, 2008

yes, 5 more days!! (((:

dunno how do i actually feel towards this day.. excited, yet scared.. cos memories of two years back can't stop flowing back. sad memories, memories that make me dread of this special day. i know whatever past has past. but .. haha. last year was pretty good too, except for the days before the actual day.

nevertheless, i believe this year will be a good one. it doesn't matter how many people are going to celebrate for me. it doesn't matter how many presents im going to receive.
one thing that i really wish, is to finish the cake bought by her, and thank her for everything. (:
two years back, the cake was left unnoticed, birthday song un-sang, and eventually the cake was thrown away without a single bite. for the whole week and the actual day, it's all about quarrels. this, im deeply upset whenever i thought of it.
mummy, im sorry. but i really do love you. (:

yes, definitely this year will be a good one. ((((: right people? with you guys, there's only laughter and joy. =D im excited. the fear and worries shall go away in no time. (:

| till death do us apart<3 | 3:50 PM :)