Dance In His Love ;

16 December, 2007

so what if i don't have a sense of belonging in any where.
so what if i can't get all that i yearn for.
so what if i cant revive all the times i miss.
what don't belong to me, wouldn't be mine.

as much as i miss all those fun&laughters&highness,
as much as im so afraid of boredom,
i gotta be independent.
i need to take control of emotions.

so many things that ran through my mind just now.
all different.
nevertheless, tears fell.
haha.

yes, i missed those times alot.
tears fell each time i think about it.
it gonna be different this year. kinda incomplete?
i will press on, never never give up.
till my very last breath, if required.
im seriously determined this time,
no matter how hard it will be.
i will, definitely will.
mark my very own words.

i will fast and pray.
i will give my all.
i will do everything,
just to see the day approaching.
by faith, i know it will come,
very soon. (:

if im the one causing the fall,
i pray i will also be the one encouraging,
be the one letting God to use and draw back again.
i will take up my responsibilities,
my household & my very loved ones.
whoever it may be.
lifting every single one into Your loving hands.
God, You take control.

i don't wanna keep minding how people are thinking.
God, You know my heart. that's all matters.
let me be the one, Lord.
here i am surrender my whole to You.

if You would use anything,
won't You use me.
take me and break me.
mould me and make me.

| till death do us apart<3 | 7:07 PM :)