Dance In His Love ;

29 December, 2007

if you say you long ago alr don't care,
so what's the point of saying all those things this morning?
is this your way to share your concern?
then thanks man. i don't need it.
i no need anyone to know. so no need to ask.
if you don't wanna care, so be it.
i won't beg you to care or anything.
wad kinda crap is that?
drag me from my sleep, just to clarify things when im having that damn headache.
so what if i told you? would you know, would you do something to make me feel better?
wad u do is only scold and scold.
HELLO, im alr sad enough, affected enough can.
and all you do is scold? wad a way to CONSOLE ppl UH.
then i might as well you don't do anything.
i don't give it a damn.
don't i even have the right to be sad or anything?
does it even matters about age? so now you see why i never wanna tell you anything?
would you make an effort to understand, to console other than scold?
no. never. its okay. i'll never say a word again.

dunno how come have a feeling of "dunno how to face everything",
when i dun even know what do i have to face.
stayed in whole day, didnt go work.
dun feel like getting anywhere,
dun feel like talking,
dun feel like doing anything.

i hate it when crying like i lost myself.
i hate it when the ugliest side of me is shown everywhere.
i hate it when sadness&anger got the better of me.
i hate it when i said those words and did the things that i shouldn't.

it's because every single of that is so precious. but they dropped on the floor. one is broken.

| till death do us apart<3 | 12:02 PM :)