Dance In His Love ;

17 November, 2007

im poor at giving people surprises, yes kuku i admit.
but well, the smile is worth everything uh. hah.

i've fallen tonight so hard that i cant get up.
some sort of as similar as that particular day.
yes, im wrong. im sorry. millions of it.
but words keep piercing me through, every moment.
i dunno. every single sentence seemed to be piercing me through.
it's not easy to say a "sorry",
and each time i said it, it feels so terrible inside. its never easy.
walked away, never look back,
walked away, never hold on.
words that never like to be heard are said right at my face.
so many so many of them,
how m i supposed to take it?
& im feeling so useless, worthless everything.
im feeling so bad, terrible, awful everything.
tell me if that's really what's of me you're thinking.
im saying things that are the opposite.
i felt no trust at all.
tell me its ain't true.
every sentence seemed to be putting me down.
every single one.
dun make me sound so bad.
i cant breathe being loaded with all the wrongs.
im sorry.
im crashed. i feel like dying.
i repeat, i feel like dying.
certain one two three sentences, they killed me swiftly.
to the extend of i needa beg?
gotta ask and hint?
how much it actually hurts.
i dunno how im going to get through this.
everyone's sleeping, im feeling so terrible.
every single word from that day and today keep ringing and ringing.
i cant hold on any longer. feeling so dead.
i wish so much to hear all that once again,
but i doubt i can alr.
so much to say,
yet i got no strength to type anymore.

| till death do us apart<3 | 5:46 PM :)