first thing first.
i wanna give big thanks to:
my dearest kuku, the cute&helpful xiaobai, the pretty&sweet deanna and last but not least, my fabulous&coolest darldarl. (((:
they helped me with the cards. all are like so tired alr, but they still came over. and all reached ard 9pm-10pm plus and left v late. i felt so bad luh, serious. but i really appreciate and thankful for them! LOVES! ((:
michelle and calista went for mission trip today. rushed over to airport with baby and darl. but still, we're about a min late due to some reasonable delay. sighs. passed the stuff to their area leader, andy. at least they managed to get it. thank God still. i was like praying throughout the journey. cried, uncontrollably. heart sank, mood down all the way. didn't feel like talking or anything. not angry, not pissed nothing, only disappointment and sadness. pardon me if either one of you or both felt tt i've given attitude. i didn't know, serious and don't mean it. it's unintentionally. just down. initially was really hoping can see them, have a short chat, pass the things to them personally and a hug before they left. but .. lala. nvm. wad's over is over.
will be awaiting for you girls' return! ((:
rot at jurong east interchange. emily came. went with her to take photo and blah blah.
went jurong point to watch movie with darldarl. enchanted. yep. its nice, sweet and everything. (: went espirit and headed home.
i don't feel good with all my emotions mixing up so easily this few weeks either. overcoming my weakness is what i ought to do. control it, break it. i will, one day.
darl, still i think i must apologise. sorry.