things always fall at the wrong time. &sometimes it just too hard to take. i felt im in Your arms, in Your embrace the moment even before i slept. You catch me when im falling, Lord. so much for the dream and i think it's not just a normal dream. it taught me something. & it really set me thinking if the baby is referring to the lost one. i didn't know can relate so much untill eveline told me. and ohya, both of our dreams is about baby girls! hahaha. cute! headed to CU for lunch. darl came over to sleep, while i did my chemistry. alright, PEACE. (((: the feeling of doing the notes today ( or say yesterday ) is really cool. i can just keep doing without stopping. motivation. how i wish everyday can be like "today" and revision won't be a problem. but now, Os is just a few days away and i dunno where m i alr. lalas. im fighting the fear, especially for that. went over to miss lil tardy's house. MrChua came over later. okay. first time see him so hot. cheer up alright, boy. ((: get over it, and be yourself again. &thanks for the company and entertainment all these while. gonna continue to do my chemistry notes later on. as promised i'll get it all done before i get to sleep. if no time, i dun mind missing my sleep. hah. going back school for flag rising later on with the girls. lol. perhaps we gonna be the few weirdos standing at the only sec4 area, in 4E4 line? hah. ohya, weisong, my dearest cousin, just tried to motivate me in my studies. hahah. he said if i dun score well for Os, i dun go talk to him. :(( that's too harsh luh, brother. haha. &darl have been nagging at me too. she cares luh! haha. kuku have been very encouraging too! lol. i'll work hard, guys. no worries! LOVES! off to do my chemistry. bye people.
seeing deardear's tears last night, or should i say two nights before is indeed heart-breaking. deardear, im glad you didn't shut your door on me, serious. im touched when you actually told me that at sweensens. ((: you gotta be strong alright? Os is just a few days away. mug hard, deardear! i love you! always just a call away. <3
went emo'g with miss lil tardy two nights before at stadium. the atmosphere was really cool. the packet of tissue dar gave initially was for nicole. but ended up she dun want, and i finished using up. alright, tears just fall uncontrollably. dear, thanks for hearing me out. i know your shoulder's always there. (:
help me, God!
went to pioneer's mall mac to eat dinner/supper with dear and MrChua. send deardear home, before i walked along the road for a while and cabbed home. the night breeze is cool. & i seriously wish i could just walk all the way home. hah!