Dance In His Love ;

07 September, 2007

you're the only joy that i've ever know.
cos in your eyes, i see a love that burns eternity.
your unfailing love, the embrace that never fails to secure me.
the more i know of you, is the more i know i love you
and the more that im sure, i want you forever and ever more.

sometimes i don't understand. why must it be so cruel? why is it a slowly yet surely thingy? why when it seemed so perfect it gotta fall? why don't i know it earlier? why don't i sense it that time? i got too many whys. my mind is blank.

my heart sank and tears broke out. i can't control. no mood for any horror movie or whatsoever. the images, the words, the tears, the sound of heartbreaking, the atmosphere, the feelings, the emptiness, the everything are hell.

it's because its just so important, that i loved so much, i want it to be lasting, forever. perhaps, that's the only way.

you get everything i wanna say, i mean. want no elaboration here.

ever since that faithful night, i realised so much things. its too clear. one sentence i never say out before. yes, above everything, everyone. you know it, you know it all. you got whatever i wanna say. i dun wanna leave anything unsaid.

" if you want me, will you don't want me? "
" if you don't want me, will you want me? "
two sentences, my heart stopped pumping for an instant.

my heart is weak now, my mind is blank.
one part is gone, a major one.
emptiness.

yes, im the one saying.
but that doesn't means im hurt any lesser.
it's never easy.

you know its because i love you too much, too much.
you understand, don't you?

i don't wanna say goodbye either.

| till death do us apart<3 | 4:52 PM :)