a day of emo'g is enough.
why gave me this fright?
why this kinda thing always ADDING on when i wasn't in good mood?
school was pretty sian. i mean, i wish i joined deardear to pon school. hah. nothing much luh. but im glad i didnt cos i did miss the peeps.((: lydia is sweet alright? can't stop loving her. lol. the words she wrote touched me. im serious. GIRL, I LOVE YOU. see this? hah.
went home, bathed&changed, and headed bugis to get my mp4. yes baby, it has finally returned to my side. and evan's mp5 is sent for service alr. =(( met darl after that, ate dinner and went tuition.
funny thing. me and baby was gng to MRT station and one girl approached us for some modelling thingy. and when i reach orchard this time, another guy approached me. oh man. baby how i wish you were there, at least easier to shake him off. rah!
nothing much for the day. mood was really okay. kinda emo whole day? managed to control abit of the emotions. thoughts keep going wild. like thinking of something, yet nothing. whatever.
darl came over to my house after tuition. managed to catch a lil of the 9pm show. not bad luh. slacked for a while and she headed home at around 11pm plus?
dun wanna elaborate about what happen after this.
it's freaking me out, till now.
i can't describe, the happenings, the feelings. i simply JUST knew it, its nothing good.
first time.second time. will there be a third time?
will i still be this "lucky" if there's a third time?
there's so many "what ifs"
DAMN.
kuku, like you say, perhaps i really got scared & i need a tight hug to calm me down. but at this hour. sighs.
darl, thanks for your words. ((: no worries. i will be okays. loves. thanks for everything still.
God, i know its You who brought me through again this time round.