ever have the feeling of convicted, guilty, yet loved but confused? gosh. i dunno what is this feeling about. lolls. im random.
baby and darl says im abnormal today. am i? no deny. alright, i supposed when a person is not herself, she can sense it too. yes i did. i dun feel like myself at all. something's wrong. you pointed at the right point - the heart. but wad's wrong? it seemed so dead, so blank yet occupied. aww .. everything's contradict! lolls. search me heart, check it!
so many of the unexpected things happened. i pulled through. perhaps some more things are awaiting? lalas. i dunno. certain things really got me thinking, but its alright, i'll find it out someday. yesterday .. fear fear and still fear. afterall, things kinda turn out okay. but its just this feeling. my heart's not feeling good.
and when people just discouraged you. out of fun or anything. the feeling sucks too. and when ppl are so insensitive to others feeling, that wasn't a good feeling either.
and yes, i know you know it.
sensitive topic, and my heart sank. RAH!
going tution again later. prelim starts next week. woah~ so fast. how am i going to survive through? teach me how.
lalas.
okays, not in the right state. BLAH!