Dance In His Love ;

17 July, 2007

initally today was a pleasant day. but in the end, something stupid ruined it.

first of all. didnt managed to complete my 2.4km run today. was looking forward to it, but in the end still disappointment. Mr Teo says my timing for first 3 rounds was very good, invested alot, so pushed me to walk even tho i cant run alr. my heart was in pain like hell, and my lung was like having a blockage man. walked for the 4 round and the 5th round i jus forget it. even if i run, the timing won't be good tho can pass, so what's the point? i rather run again.

listening compre. was pretty easy. alright, got confidence can score better den mid year. cos practically mid year during listening im sleeping. haha. nothing much, basically. headed home after that. im guai.

the worst thing. reached home, was using com. chatting online with weiru while my mum jus barged into the room and started scolding non-stop. it was like NO-LINK can? wad the hell. im so damn pissed can. dun wanna quarrel so jus shut up. jus nice weiru says she wanna go out study yet dun wanna study alone so we set to go out study tgt.
dun wanna stay at home, face the low atmosphere so headed je complex first. wanting to go find sze ting, evan and the bmt peeps. but who knows they are hiding at the canal there. man, i have a hard time, cos i called evan and she didnt ans. and im dumb not to call the rest when sze ting and kelly have their phones with them. blah. was so damn pissed, hot and tired tt when i saw them, my tears jus drop. sighs. weiru came, and we started on our work. i admit i didnt do much, cos i simply dunno. but thanks to xiaobai's and szeting's help too.

heartache coming back once again. just by walking home and my heart is having sharp pain.
yet there's nothing i can do with it. so, why cares?

&not only mummy's thingy. another thing jus make me so disappointed too.
if it just matters this much.

day ruined. i cant be happy for the rest of the time of 16/07.
tml wil be a better day, HOPEFULLY.

| till death do us apart<3 | 1:45 PM :)