things wasn't falling in the right place that it should be. i wasn't feeling the right way that i should be now. and what i wanted most at that time i didnt get it, yet after everything den it come back. playing a trick on me? blah. give me a break. i want no more shifting. i'll get tired of these stuffs, so please, dun do this to me. i cant take it. and i know something i do envy, ohwells, take all of that aside. i want none of it.
a thought jus come to my mind jus now mid-day.
why that we are so unworthy yet Jesus choose to die for us? yes i know its all for LOVE. God did so much jus to win our hearts, did so much so that we know that He is real. & even if we break His heart again & again, He chose to forgive us. even if we're taking His love, grace & mercy for granted, He chose to love us still with His undying, unfailing love. He gives us eternal life, so that after the life here, we can enjoy ourselves in our true home, praise & worshipping Him all day. why is there such a good Daddy waiting for us?
and i remember once pastor told me before,
what i experienced of Him is jus that little bit. if i really experienced Him big time, it will seemed like i need no one else, just Him alone and alone. He'll be all i ever need.
((: i've got sucha wonderful&loving Daddy. yes i love You still.