Daddy, would You just teach me?
teach me what im supposed to know, show me what You wanna show.
teach me not to judge. teach me to love still.
give me the patience, give me the joy.
Your Word has been sucha pleasant comfort to me.
fill me with the fruit of the Spirit. i need it.
take control of my emotions. im tired of letting it control me alr.
Jesus, at times when things wasnt gng okay for me,
teach me what to do.
i dun wanna be affected by anyone else, be it thinking or feelings anymore.
i know its hard to please people, in fact its impossible.
teach me not to be mindful of ppl's thinking, not to be control by others impression, no NOTHING.
take control, O Lord.
i desperately need the fruit of the Spirit.
thanks for showing me that on wed.
and when i ask, You assured me.
and when i pray, You heard me.
i've made the step. ((:
i love the hokkien mee yesterday. thanks for introducing me that! haha. DELICIOUS!! yummy. poor you gotta bear with the chilli. =X i miss that place too. rrraaahhhhh! only went there for a short time. gotta go there stay longer next time!!! (((((:
i got so many things to buy. but im short of money. man, i know im kinda materialistic. haha. pardon me. money wun be able to take control of me still. heh. and i know i cant be MATERIALISTIC.
i bet i will be greatly deprived of fun&laughter and everything that will get me high&crazy for these 3 months or so. with all the remedials, pratically everyday (hopefully fridays will be freed soon), how is that possible to have all that once again? perhaps after prelim, after Os. now and then will have, but its never sufficient for me. blah. ohwells, its will be super surprising if one day i say i love studies. that is like a total NO NO for me. grace mummy&khailoon 女人 were kinda surprised that im attending tutions. hahaha. im surprised too, seriously. bleahs.
im looking forward to POST Os. i gonna haf lots lots lots & lots of fun man. there are so many things awaiting. (((((((: the thoughts of the fun make me smile. hahahaha!
focus is only one TWO things now. that's my priority. ((((: do well in both. give my best&give me all. mark my words. ((((((: no regrets, nothing in future. HAHAHA.
discipline, ability, everything that is needed for these two, please fall on me!!! (:
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