Dance In His Love ;

17 June, 2007

alright, shall blog about yesterday first.

a short period of time at home before meeting dekkai.
sweets! ((:
and was late in meeting him. opps, sorry for making you wait SO long.
he changed alot, but do crap alot too. ((: fun.

dk and van went to my aunt's condo for my family bbq with me.
alright, half of the time like only both of them talking to each other.
i was walking around, mixing with my cousins they all too.

managed to take some photos with the 2 peeps. both quite on too! hahaha.

can you spot dekkai? oh my gosh! i think he looks like a ghost!!

the pear vodka which he brought. ((: nice!

the three of us with the vodka!! hahahahhaha.
evan started emo'ing liao. hahaha. deep in thoughts ...

ohoh. no misunderstanding. haha. we jus take sip of the vodka. HAHA! its kinda like a photo night. took quite a no. of pics, but too lazy to post more. hahahaha. there are really nice one okay? but too bad, IM LAZY.

slept too late last night, and woke up only at 1pm today.
met evan and dk for lunch, and headed to bt there to play pool with joey also, just for a while.
and we went separate ways after that.
hrmm, he is going back tml. sadded. im looking forward to your next return! heh. ((:

and once again my emotions swapped me away.
total down and no mood for a single thing.
a fake smile, just to hope things get better.
thoughts come and go,
so much words of feelings unspeakable.
and it sucks. oh man, it really does.
continued by, emotions get so mixed up over smal little things.
why do i always let emotions get the better of me?
it seemed so helpless, i can't control,
yet i know i got to learn to.
teach me how to?

sometimes i dunno why i feel this way either.
i dun want to, and i know i shouldn't be.
blah.
its all about feelings and emotions AGAIN.
give me a break.

supposingly today is LMD. ohwells, change of date.
and i can use today to do homework, hopefully i really do make full use of the time.
give me the discipline.

| till death do us apart<3 | 4:20 PM :)