Dance In His Love ;

02 May, 2007

SUPPOSINGLY today should be a pleasant day.
but it dosen seemed so.
or rather for the first part, yes it is.
after that, i dunno wad the hell is going on.

went far east with karen, calista and michelle. shopped around blah blah. nth much, everything was stil okay. karen left early, peihwa joined us later. kuku dun dare to sit near me on the bus. at least 5-10cm away. hey, i wun eat you up larhs.
parted from them, headed home.

things were like so FUCKED UP after that. and i mean, IT IS.
im like so FREAKING PISSED OFF, BEYOND WORDS.
n so its my bad again eh?
i dun think im the only one responsible to all this things right?
im not the only one living here right?
mind you, im in the mist of my mid year.
do you know wad is EXAMINATIONS??????
wad is the rest doing? did they ever offer help?
do you know how hard im feeling all along,
and its never spoken????
yet i had to hide me tears infront of you still.
i had enough. please.
i wish i can wash my hands off EVERYTHING in here.

just when i am in mind thinking,
DUN PISS ME OFF ANYMORE.
and wad happened next.
wad the hell is that?
why must tt happened why im alr so pissed?
why must tt happened when im all alone?
do you know how much fear was in me?
do you know i dun dare think wad may happen next?
do you know how much how much i wish you were with me?
do you know that my tears had been falling?
do you know that im feeling SO DAMN terrible.
im scared, im pissed,
im feeling so terrible, darl.
yes i really am.
where are you?

day ruined.

| till death do us apart<3 | 9:49 AM :)