Dance In His Love ;

29 May, 2007

chinese Os today.
ohwells, was pretty okay.
and i do hope can score. (:
dun wish to do chinese again. blah.

stupid idiotic headache, and stomach feeling uncomfortable.
sighs. its making me so sick.
couldn't sleep well the whole night yesterday.
it sucks.

and i started to think once again ..
do you really mean what you say?
i choose to believe all the good points and everything.
bcos i dun want it to suffer, bcos its important to me.
and i know its small thingy, but it does matters to me,
and that's why im affected.
i dun understand why, seriously i don't.
sighs, i do wish i can put it aside.
but i dunno how to.

it always kinda pissed me off
whenever it happens.
i dunno why im affected too.
but i thought it shouldn't be like this?
i dunno, i really don't.
would you tell me why?
what do you really want me to do?

how come it don't seemed to get any better?
sighs.

sorry for the delaying and change of attitude for the moment.
dun wish to go back on my words either.
i jus dunno why. im sorry.

dun push me too far ; dun press me too hard.
dun try to be hard on me,
cos i will REBEL, and you know that.

give me a break.
and you do know i never like to be forced, restricted and controlled.

played with the guitar for a little while,
and my beloved will be separated from me dunno for how long.
but i noe its in good hands, so its alright. (:

nice breeze, nice chat.
its always interesting.
and once again, i still managed to smile.
thanks darl<3
and ohyar, dun forget wad u gonna do if u lose to me in Os chi. heh.
(:

the thought keep coming to my mind ..
wad if it really come true?
will it? will it not?
perhaps time will reveal everything.
if it's meant to be, it will be.

and if only all this will stop,
and all things will fall into place again ..

dun mess with me.

| till death do us apart<3 | 2:50 PM :)