nth much for today .
pretty sian, high and low. sighs.
alright, in class, LYDIA YOU MADE MY DAY! heh. I LOVE YOU LARHS! HAPPY?!?! LOL!
i dunno wad's wrong with me today. seemed to have thoughts after thoughts. but it seemed like nothing too. sighs. i do hate this man. mood super shaky this few days. LALA!
sometimes i find life is so hard to get by. i find it so hard to understand one's thinking. the feelings are so CONTRADICTING. which is the true one? anyone understands? why had it got to be so scary? fear filled me in any ways. why can't everything jus end and that's it after here? hate it hate it hate it. words couldn't even describe everything that i wanna express. its so hard, so terrible . certain things are jus so hurting. RAH!
i feel like screaming ..
i feel like running ..
i feel like crying ..
im going crazy ..
its ur embrace that bring me warmth ;
love me in your arms always<3
love the bus ride. its always so peaceful. (: