Dance In His Love ;

21 March, 2007

what a "fantastic" new i got at the start of the day.

so idiotic, so stupid, so ridiculous..
at the start of the day,
super pissed, pek chek.
just got back a lil of my concentration,
and its lost jus like that again.
what the heck.
controlled my tears,
untill messages keep coming in.

had rehearsal. aww, im sorry to the 2 girls who waited for us. hungry hungry ehh. pai sey ..

went je to catch haunted school. not bad ahh.

reached home. all the craps come in again.
super duper pissed this time AGAIN for the second time of the day.
mum talked to me in a pretty good, calm tone,
but really sorry for my attitude.
cannot tahan.
putting words into my mouth,
take wad you all assume as the fact.
fark.
dun believe what i say.
my things, my problems,
who are you to interfere?
2 major things are awaiting this year.
one of my impt event is drawing near,
i cant afford to be distracted.
now when everything is okay,
why do you haf to throw me all these SHIT over again.
i got no time to waste on all these anymore,
i say okay means okay.
leave me alone, will you?

less than a month,
it will be the day.
its ours, we gotta give our all to get it.
SYF, just wait.

i might seemed heck care,
but how many really see the fear inside of me.
i didnt wanna give up.
but i dunno how to catch up.
i dun wanna anything to distract anymore.
i want the focus, concentration.

time is running out for everything,
yes im aware of that.

its not that the words don't mean anything,
or don't matter,
but its bcos i really treasure
and im afraid of losing.
all are kept down at the bottom of mah heart.

love you love you yes i love you
yes, its you.

(:

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