Dance In His Love ;

17 March, 2007

went sentosa with the bmt ppl on yesterday, or rather thursday. not bad ah. didnt get tan.
sort of first time went out with them like this. fun, craps, laughters. haha!
was super tired.. and with the continuous dance practices, of cos very easy drained.
(:

idiot me. how can i forget the date lar. sighs. i dunno wad's wrong. too many things on the mind recently. i can't figure out how come i can forget! sorry, really sorry. won't forget ever agn.
wad a unexpected and nice present i got. thanks. really like. stunned. precious. (:

went to night safari with sze ting and yiqi. well, not a wasted trip ah. saw alot of things. walked walked, take the tram.. went to watch the animal show. er.. super pai sey lar. shouldnt elaborate much. =X[ more details ask sze ting, she says de. ]

had dinner at 11pm plus, the three of us. tired.. hungry .. lala. haha. home sweet home at 12am-1am plus.

tml gonna be a long day. dance practice taking up almost half of the day, after that still got to go celebrate grandma's bdae.
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why ..
why is it everytime i decided on it,
and something will happen that make me hesitate again.
yesterday is like that,
today again.
someone told me i should just go off,
perhaps i shouldnt,
but i feel like wanting to
yet i really dunno.

think about it over and over again,
this few days.
mind so occupied with this and that.
during dance practice today..
decided to go finally.
not bcos of him, her, whoever, whatever.
none of anyone's business.
because of me, just myself,
really.
its not that i've let You go,
You know it will be so difficult for me to do so.
but the atmosphere and everything is making me suffocated,
feeling uneasy.
i dun seemed to be able to be myself.
im sorry if i disappoint everyone.
let me go, let me leave.
thanks for everything,
and also sorry for everything.
i think ultimately,
i may just stick to my own decision.
i love You, Jesus.
anything not sure, clarify with me. dun take wad u assume as the fact.

| till death do us apart<3 | 5:16 PM :)