nothing much for today.
hrmm ..
hope things will get better as each day passed by..
wasnt feeling very easy after all the things/talking. and you see through, despite me denying. i can smile, laugh, lala, but deep inside there is a fear, a worry. sighs.
went mac with my girls and stay there for quite some time. after that went to karen's house to play with her dog. not bad ahh. was pretty tired after that. but still i wanna walk home.
i can't help but think. can't help but worry.
before you go ... hopefully it wont be the last time that we did it.
im waiting right now. yes i am. dunno at which hour, which minute will i know the everything.
im waiting, patiently yet fearfully.
nowadays everytime reach home was like so tired alr. didnt do much things, and i will be off to sleep. i wont be able to get to slp today, without knowing, despite how tired i might be.
tml is full dress rehearsal. hopefully everything will go well. im looking forward to the basketball in the night.
get back to me quick. right here waiting.
i miss sitting at the playground ...
looking up the sky,
and the stars are shining bright.