Dance In His Love ;

29 January, 2007

a vulnerable week is coming in 2 hours time.
alot of uncertainty and "fear".
but still,
i wont think much, cos i promised you w/o knowing that i do. haha (:
i will not =((= for YOU!
be strong. heh.

i will end this unhappy thing today before 12am. dun wanna bring it forward to this coming week,
like wad i said, it is a vulnerable week, alot of things might affect alot, even the slightest thing.
i once told u how i think and feel,
u told me u dun mind, but actually u mind alot.
u didnt tell mi what can i do,
jus keep saying its alrite.
everything u also didnt wanna say, what can i do?
other ppl i can't control what they wanna do,
but what had it got to do with me?
i admit sometime i do show,
but tt is everyone also will ah, wont you too?
i dunno there is wad else,
i noe its more than this.
it is not really affecting anymore.
it used to hurt upon hearing this,
but now,
jus a little bothered, but not hurting,
how come?
isit bcos im numb alr?
or i alr expected this?
why does things got to be so complicated?
sighs, i jus dun understand.
this shall end here,
wadeva it is.

alrite, nth much bah.
gonna finished up everything tt i wanna do.
heh.

received a swt yet complicated yet special msg. heh. (:

God,
search me, O Lord.
need Your guidance and Your touch.
need Your direction and Your love.
replenish and fill me of anything that im lacking.
love You, Jesus.
amen.

| till death do us apart<3 | 2:00 AM :)