it is just a dream or its for real?
its so scary, and it seemed so real.
tears was almost falling out,
i was at a lost.
i couldnt speak, or do anything.
but in the end,
hopefully everything was well.
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alright, sch haf reopen, OBVIOUSLY. these few days keep trying to finish up holiday homeworks. yep, almost all completed. but mostly all not i do de lar, especially maths. =X this year seemed to be so " scary '? every single day also will hear the word " O Level " coming out from teacher's mouth. LOL. i noe this year O level lar, no need keep reminding. very stressful de leh. haha!
anyway, i dunno how well i gonna do for this year. my chemistry especially. hopefully now with both miss kho and miss lee, result wil shoot up. same goes for all the other subjects la. haha. jiayous jiayous.
sze ting came back from overseas, bought mi a same apple thingy. yep, it is very nice and cute! thanks dardar!
had been sleeping late these few days though sch reopens. sighs. im tired. lalala.
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seriously, i dunno how come im bothered by tt so much.
hopefully im jus thinking too much or wadeva.
lalala. the feeling is jus not right. and i dun want this kind of feeling. SHOOT!
some things which i dun wanna be bothered, but it jus do.
some things i choose to think about it, cos it jus matters so much.
what m i supposed to do now?
or rather, what can i do now?
i dunno how to. im afraid to.
thanks for the 3 nice souls who were with me tt night at the playground. (:
appreciate u guys.
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Daddy, i need Your grace. i need Your touch right now.
shower me once again with love, Your everlasting love.
show me the directions and guide me through the way.
tell me wad's right and show me wad's wrong.
i may not know wad's happening,
but Daddy, u know everything,
u see everything.
i realised how much how much i need You so.
help me be someone that You wanted me to be.
help me be someone which You'll be please with.
Beautiful One, i love
Beautiful One, i adore
Beautiful One, my sould must sing
yes Lord, You're the beautiful One.
You changed my life and make mi whole.
You filled the vacuum in my heart.
what more can i say or do?
but to love and live for You, Jesus.
in everything i do, i do it for You.